Raising a Newbie and changing it [BL]

Most of the work that really scratched my temper is over. Except for one thing.

As soon as the guild match was over, Sung turned his back at his desk. The computer still turned on made a loud skill sound, but I didn't think about turning off the computer or playing games. Anchromatic bed covers and blankets were visible at a glance.

Should I just lie down? No, it's not time to lie down. Sung shook his head and shook off useless thoughts. The cell phone I was holding was heavy.

[Subin] Brother.

[Subin] Can I call you?

Sung Cha-hyun stared at his cell phone as if he was looking at the application window for guild. The message came as soon as the one-hour guild match ended.

I really wanted to see Choi Soobin during the guild match. When I got the message, I couldn't readily answer it.

To be honest, I'm still dumbfounded, and my anger isn't all gone. Of course, there were quite a few zlzonsaeks' balls in the final round victory, but that didn't mean this anger would go away.

After a moment's hesitation, Sung ended up calling first. It's no use thinking about it alone. Four days was enough for him to worry and not talk. There was only one way to overcome this sense of betrayal, sorrow and grief.

I like Choi Soobin.

I miss Choi Soobin.

I should see Choi Soobin right now.

The sound of the reception rang out in Sung's ear. It wasn't until five repetitive noises were heard that Choi Soo-bin answered the phone.

"Oh, brother, brother Cha-hyun."

His voice rang strangely and somehow he had a troubled tone. Whether Choi Soo-bin calls her name pitifully or not, Sung Cha-hyun just said what he wanted to say.

"Choi Soo-bin."

"Yes, brother."

"Come out. Let me see your face."

"Uh... right now?"

Choi Soo-bin clouded his words as if embarrassed. Sung Cha-hyun gave strength to the hand holding the cell phone. You asked me if I could call you, and you said you didn't want to see me in person? Sung Cha-hyun lowered his voice without even realizing it.

"Why, no?"

"No, it'….”

Choi hesitated and blurted the end of her words, adding carefully.

"Well, I was just taking a shower. Please wait a little longer, brother...….”

Somehow the voice sounded as if it had brought the microphone. Sung replied briefly, with a slight nod, "Yes." Choi Soo-bin whispered in a small voice.

"I'll go to the playground near the convenience store. Brother. Come out slowly.

If you walk a little bit from a convenience store near Sung Cha-hyun's living room, there was a small playground, but there were no children. It is a quiet place where old people sit in a pavilion during the day and play Baduk at night. How did you know the playground?

Appointment time in an hour. Sung Cha-hyun checked the time with his cell phone and rubbed his back neck. Let's take a shower. I felt a little better when I took a short shower, dried my hair, and drank some water. I took out a white knitwear and a burgundy wool coat and put it on. We still have time to spare until the appointed time. I decided to walk slowly to cool my head.

Sung Cha-hyun, who opened the front door, stepped out into the hallway. Even though I was still inside the building, a cold energy came up. The cold wind made my cheeks cool.

As I left the building, I could see the open night sky. It's winter in full swing. The weather was nice, but it was so cold and late at night that I couldn't see people. It was so quiet that I could hear the leaves rolling.

As I walked a little, I felt a soft floor. It was the floor of urethane packaging at the playground. Sung Cha-hyun took out his cell phone and checked the time. 9:50. Exactly 10 minutes before the appointment.

My fingertips froze red because I took out my hand for a moment to check my cell phone. I should have come out 10 minutes late. I regretted it for a moment, but it was after I had already arrived. Eventually, he sat roughly on the bench, poked his hand into his coat pocket and waited.

About five minutes later, Choi Soo-bin Sung Cha-hyun frowned unconsciously. I thought it went down well in the cold wind, but looking at his face... Why are you...

Why are you suddenly hitting me?

Actually, was this blood? What I did was a counterclaim? I heard high affection is hard to tell from anger. Is this anger or love?

More than 10 thoughts have risen again so far. I really want to hit just one. Of course, this kind of heart will melt soon if Choi Soo-bin pretends to be poor and pushes her pretty face in.

"Bro......."

"Why."

Choi Soo-bin strode toward and stopped. Oh, you've been frowning. When Sung Cha-hyun rubbed his cheek, a big hand came out. A warm, large hand held close to the frozen hand, and rubbed its red, frozen fingers. asked Choi carefully.

"Have you been waiting long?”

"......no."

Yeah, like snow melts. Choi Soo-bin's face asking with a troubled face is really......it was dirty and pretty. With his back bent, he could not take his eyes off each action of raising his head and blinking his long eyelashes. Sung Cha-hyun laughed in vain. This can't be anger. You can't hit me one time, right now.….

Choi hesitated and chose a horse. The white long padded jacket I was wearing didn't even touch my knee. Through the open zipper, I could see a navy-colored scuttle. I'm sure his hair is stiffened and he came out less dry and then froze in the cold wind. Sung Cha-hyun took off Choi Soo-bin's hand, covering his hand, and extended his hand with frozen hair. Choi Soo-bin lowered his head a little.

"You should have dried your hair properly, didn't you have a lot of time?"

Why is Choi in such a hurry? You've been fooling me without telling me. Choi Soo-bin murmured.

"I'm sorry, brother. I thought Happy was going for a walk, so I was hanging around and soothing her.….”

"It's all right."

"What if you catch a cold again? Don't you still have a cold?"

The streetlight cast a shadow on the pretty face. Sung Cha-hyun let out a sigh casually. Yeah, this is my karma. I have a great sin for liking a beautiful woman who is constantly innocent.

...No, why is this my fault? Isn't it a problem that Choi Soobin is my type?

"Bro......."

Choi Soo-bin sang it hastily. Sung Cha-hyun did not answer. Just lowered his head and looked down at the ground. If I see your face more......... White sneakers stepped on the faded green urethane floor moved nervously.

"I'm sorry, brother. I didn't mean to keep it hidden. It's just....."

“…….”

"Just because I like it when you take care of me... I put it off and..."

The white sneakers that were rubbing the floor stopped moving.

"......I was going to tell you after the original Myth Raid.”

“…….”

"But then the main job went off, and my brother was sick...….”

Sung still didn't answer. Soon the words of the excuse-jo followed.

"I didn't reject your offer to join the guild because I didn't like you."

No, I never thought you'd hate me. Sung Cha-hyun raised his head sharply. Choi Soo-bin was looking at the floor. There was a youthful look on his innocent face and a look of melancholy. White sneakers without a speck of dust patted the floor.

"I have to go to the army soon, so... I refused."

Troops, shit. Sung Cha-hyun mused on swearing. The army is the root of all evil. If Nan Hil didn't join the army, and Choi Su-bin didn't join the army at that time, this month wouldn't have come.

Unaware of other people's speed, Choi kept saying.

"The third time you recommended it, I was collecting evidence. So... ...I was going to reveal it and answer it.”

Yeah, you got a permanent stop. Sung Cha-hyun clenched his fist.

"You said you'd think about it a little and answer it. If you answer now......is it too late, brother."

When Sung Cha-hyun gave no answer, Choi Soo-bin bent her back a little more and lowered her head to try to meet Sung Cha-hyun's eyes. When he saw his worried face, Sung couldn't bear his pent-up desire.

In fact, the answer was fixed. Like the ending of a game in which the result is decided.

I knew that Choi Soo-bin would have his own reasons, even if he didn't make such excuses. Sung Cha-hyun will not blame Choi Soo-bin, and will not resent him.

Choi Soo-bin was too good to turn his back on such a trivial matter.

Then don't drag it out. Just...

"Brother, ......brother?"

I grabbed Choi Soo-bin by the collar. The hem of the padding shook and heard a rustle. I tightened my hand and pulled it hard. My lips met with each other. I hit it so hard that my mouth hurt.

Sung Cha-hyun met Choi Soo-bin's eyes with her lips together. It contained Sung Cha-hyun, full of round black eyes. He bit Choi Soo-bin's lower lip, and his tongue glanced over his lips and fell off. While Sung Cha-hyun took a step back after loosening his grip on the collar, Choi Su-bin stood as if she had lost her mind.

"I'm the one who'….”

My fever rose again as I spoke. He clenched his teeth and continued his words.

"You know what? I've been all over you trying to look good."

Everything seems to be going well, but it just goes wrong in one corner. At the heart of all that was Choi Soo-bin. A feeble voice rang in the ear.

"Why... speak in the past tense, brother. Right now... ...you don't like me?”

That's a ridiculous question. Sung replied in a calm tone.

"I like it."

“…….”

"It's because I like it."

Choi Soo-bin is one step closer. Big hands gently covered Sung's ears. The perfect stillness came. The noisy mind, thoughts, were all covered in its hands.

Sung Cha-hyun blinked. In front of my eyes were Choi Soo-bin's face, which was getting closer and closer, and her nervous breath. Something soft touched my lips. I closed my eyes and pulled Choi Soo-bin's back neck. The tongues of each other overlapped. Only the sound of hot breathing and saliva mixing was clear. Choi Soo-bin was the only one.

When I was out of breath after mixing my tongue for a long time, Choi Soo-bin released Sung Cha-hyun. Sung Cha-hyun opened his eyes. I could see the dense eyelashes lightly going up. Choi Soo-bin blinked a couple of times, and smiled with a thin slanted eye.

"I like you, brother."

Choi Soo-bin smiled brightly. It was the same laugh that Sung Cha-hyun couldn't live that way. You son of a......... Are you laughing now? Are you laughing? Sung clenched his teeth and grabbed him by the collar again.

"Let's get one hit for now."

"Now that I'm yours, you have to be gentle with me...….”

"Dead."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....”

Choi Soo-bin took Sung Cha-hyun's hand, stretching the end of his words as if he were acting cute. It was cute to tickle the palm of my hand with my fingers. Sung Cha-hyun snorted and pushed his finger between Choi's fingers. Then Choi Soo-bin smiled shyly with her eyes down.

Choi Soo-bin's rhyme came after he pushed his hand into his long padded jacket pocket.

"Chahyun brother."

"Why."

"I don't want to go home."

"......uh."

Choi lowered her head and rubbed her soft hair on Sung's neck.