Rebirth at the end of seventy: my life I make the decision

May 1, 2019 is a bright spring days.

Today I am very excited, because today is my daughter's wedding day!

At this moment, the melodious Wedding March echoed in the lobby. I took my daughter in a white wedding dress and walked step by step along with the music to the tall, handsome young man opposite the red carpet - my son-in-law, a young and promising officer.

Looking sideways at the faint face of my daughter under the veil, my daughter was beautiful and exquisite. My eyes stayed on her upper lip for a moment, and my thoughts gradually drifted away.

As long as I don't deliberately observe closely, I can hardly see any abnormality in the upper lip around, but I will never forget that my daughter was born with cleft lip.

If necessary repairs are given at the time of her birth, in fact, her cleft lip is not serious. It can be said that the square cleft lip is the slightest one.

But at that time, her mother and I spent all our energy and money on her twin brother Fang Cheng, which made her miss the best repair time. Although it was repaired later, the effect was difficult to be satisfactory.

I think I don't have the idea of son preference, but when I choose, Tianping still tends to my son. After all, Fangyuan's cleft lip won't endanger my life, while Fang Cheng's congenital heart disease is like a sharp blade hanging over my head all the time. If I'm not careful, it will take away the child that our husband and wife finally asked for.

In order to cure my son, my wife and I almost gave everything, but the effect was very little. Until that year, when I heard that the chief was seriously ill, I put down my work and hurried to the capital to visit the old chief. Unexpectedly, this visit gave two children a new chance.

The opportunity was hard won. The whole process was tortuous and sad, but everyone was happy.

My two children can't get a new life without two people.

One person is my old chief General Li Zhenhai. Although he is seriously ill, he still tries to find an opportunity for Fang Cheng to have an operation. After the operation, although Fang Cheng is still weaker than ordinary men, he has the same life as ordinary people.

Another person is Wang Xiuying. Although there is always a slight alienation in her smile, I know that without her promotion, neither of my two children can get the chance of surgery smoothly. Especially Fang Yuan, without the scald ointment and Yuyan ointment she gave, not only would she not have the chance to repair her upper lip again, but she might also leave scald scars on her hands and feet.

For a girl, not to mention the scars on her face and hands, even the scars on her feet or body will bring her a devastating fate. How can she have today's happiness?

In fact, without the help of the head and Wang Xiuying, maybe my wife and I wouldn't even have a child!

Our husband and wife have defects in fertility. These two children have the opportunity to come to this world through multiple artificial insemination.

When we went to the capital to seek reproductive opportunities, it was the head and Wang Xiuying who helped us to have a suitable place to live and let us have peace of mind to ask for children.

When it comes to Wang Xiuying, I have mixed feelings.

The first time I saw her was at her home. I accompanied the old chief to visit the family of the car accident. The object of the car accident was Wang Xiuying's parents.

At that time, Wang Xiuying was a 13-year-old girl, but her dark eyes made me jump inexplicably. I couldn't say what kind of feeling. I always felt that this thin little girl was far less deceptive than her surface, which made my heart vigilant.

According to the past practice, in the case of Wang Xiuying's parents, the army gave a pension, and the matter was basically over. However, this time, the old chief paid special attention to Wang Xiuying's sister and brother. In retrospect, this is probably the fixed number.

People collected the news of Wang Xiuying's sister and brother. The news that came one after another was really incredible.

The little girl who lost her parents resolutely opposed living with her own uncle and aunt. She had to carry the whole family on her thin shoulders and insist on independence with her young brother.

It was the old chief's attention to Wang Xiuying's sister and brother that led to my next contact with Wang Xiuying, and it was these additional contacts that made Wang Xiuying's unhappy sister more jealous of Wang Xiuying, resulting in a series of "gratitude, resentment and hatred" between the two.

But it was this series of "gratitude, resentment, love and hatred" that finally made me lose my love with Wang Xiuying.

After meeting Wang Xiuying, I have had many shameful dreams related to Wang Xiuying. In the dream, Wang Xiuying has almost covered her life from charming to haggard.

Every time I wake up at midnight, I feel very shocked, because the dream of Wang Xiuying is my wife. In the dream, when my mother and sister humiliated Wang Xiuying in every way, I not only didn't stand beside Wang Xiuying to protect her from the wind and rain, but even asked Wang Xiuying to be patient again.

Am I such a person?

These dreams do not indicate a possibility, that is, if one day I really pursue success and become a partner with Wang Xiuying, everything in the dream is our real family life in the future?

I was thrilled. If so, wouldn't wang Xiuying's life be very bleak!

I know that in repeated contacts, I gradually changed from vigilance to attention, then to admiration, and finally fell in love with the little woman Wang Xiuying.

Although she is really twelve years younger than me, or even three years younger than my little sister, her strength, her efforts and her intelligence deeply attracted me, and then imperceptibly entered my heart.

Although I am a member of materialism, I still try to convince myself like an ignorant woman. Every time I wake up, I tell myself that my dreams are opposite like hypnosis.

How can I be willing to let Wang Xiuying be wronged?

But I hope that the dream is true. At least I pray in my heart all the time that Wang Xiuying can become my closest person.

But in fact, the wrongs that made Wang Xiuying happen again and again. Although these wrongs were not given directly by me, they were from my relatives.

My mother started at Wang Xiuying without saying a word because of her sister Fang Mei. She beat Wang Xiuying, who was invited by the teacher to persuade Fang Mei to take classes in school.

Although I wasn't there, seeing the photos handed over by Captain Zhao made my heart ache and hate.

I feel sorry for what Wang Xiuying has suffered and resent the irrationality of my mother and sister.

Those photos were taken three days after Wang Xiuying was injured. At that time, even if the color effect of the photos was still bad, they still clearly saw the blue and purple on Wang Xiuying's face. Wouldn't it be more shocking if they were taken in the sky?!

One side is my mother and sister, and the other is my favorite girl. I think I have tried to be fair in dealing with this matter, but I also know that Tianping finally leans slightly towards her mother and sister.

I thought I had handled this matter fairly, but I didn't expect my sister, who was completely spoiled by her family, to tear up Wang Xiuying's books.

When I got to school, the first thing I saw was that Wang Xiuying's best friend slapped my sister in the face. At that time, my first reaction was to protect my sister.

When the truth comes out, looking at Wang Xiuying's alienated and strange eyes, I know the distance between us is farther.

Even if I tried my best to remedy it and even tried to use the relationship of old leaders to get to Q university to be the instructor of freshman military training, it didn't help and I still couldn't get close to Wang Xiuying.