Rebirth: I Hate My CEO Husband

Alok's point of view ....

In Kulkarni business industry Mumbai...

I was sitting in my office doing my work .. But ever since that night in Goa I couldn't focus on work much ...

My mind kept wondering about her .. Who was that girl ?? Why did she looked at me like I was her long last love??? On that night I was on my friend's birthday party in Goa .. Although I don't visit such parties I went their that day cause he was my close friend ...

Girls were roaming around me like honeybees around honey .. That was the normal part of my life now ...But I could care less .. I wasn't going to stay for long .. So I met my friends and had some drinks with them .. I was about to leave there when I saw her ..

She was sipping her wine .. their was a warm friendly aura around her.. It was like she could spread happiness wherever she'll go .. I felt like I saw a ray of sunshine in my dark cold life...My heart which was like a frozen Ice now felt a longing towards her..

She was wearing a blue gown which looked really good on her .. Her brown curly hairs was left loose on her waist ... One look and you could tell she was naturally beautiful.. She was wearing very light make-up ...I was getting pulled towards her ...

Then I saw her flirting with the bartender .. I don't know why but anger started boiling in me.. It was like she is only mine and no one is allowed to see her ..I gritted my teeth and did the first thing that came in my mind I went near her and that was my first mistake ..

Cause the second I went near I got a overwhelming urge to touch her .. To feel her to make her mine ..To distract myself I ordered a whisky .. And she turned in my direction ... Her whole face lit up when she saw me .. I felt her warmth engulfing me ..

Her eyes were big and brown in color ... Her small straight nose was red may be from the booze ... Her face was about my palm size .. Her plump little lips was the color of pink rose ...

she looked delicate yet alluring ...She was checking me out with those beautiful eyes ...

She started to get up from her sit but tripped on her leg I simply caught her with my hand and that was another mistake cause her rosee sent hit my nose

" Hey beauty .. I guess you are drunk .. need any help ?? " ,I asked her yet again trying to distract myself but failed miserably .. As she was really close to me ..I could feel her warmth... She didn't had any idea that she was in danger ..

" Yeah handsome .. come to my room to drop me .. will you?", She asked me trying to seduce me .. But it didn't suite her .... One look at her and you could tell she was not the seducing type of girl ....

She was the shy type .. The one who would blush when you smile at her ...It was the booze who made her like this .. Anyone would know the hidden meaning of her words ...If I was sober I would have been running towards the opposite direction now ...

But I wasn't .. And I was more than happy to obey her ..I was wanted to feel her warmth..At least Once I was wanted to forget about my dark past ..And she was looking at me like she know me .. She would trust me blindly.. That she loved me ... I was wanted to make love to her .. And I was wanted to make her mine .. Instead of taking her to her room .. I took her directly to my room .. And I told myself I'm not sober anymore...

I made love to her ..I was wanted to know more about her.. Her name and all about her .. I asked her but she was so tired after our lovemaking that she slept snuggling me .. I covered both of us in a blanket and slept with her ... After so many days I slept really peacefully that day .. It was like a lost part of me joined me again ...

The next day I woke up she was nowhere to be seen .. All those things happened only because I wasn't sober .. I try to tell myself.. But still I was disappointed It felt like the only ray of hope I got left me yet again... If I wan't to then I could find her with just one word .. But I don't want to ..

I don't want her to come in my dark world .. I don't want to taint her soul ... If she is happy in her life then I don't want to be the sadness in her life .. She is better off me .. I can't give her the love she'll have right of ....Cause my heart is only for one person who left me ...

'Aastha Deshmukh ' was her name .. She was my love my life .. ....