Rebirth of a Fashionista: This Life Is Soo Last Season

Outside the window, it was raining.

Sheng Xun holds his swollen head and looks up to the apartment building through the hazy window glass. The balcony of the living room on the 9th floor is facing this side. If the light is on, it can be seen, but it is dark there.

Now it's past zero. Other families have already turned off their lights and gone to sleep. Su Su still has children with him. It's normal that he hasn't left a light for him. Besides, it's not a day or two since he didn't leave a light. What is he looking forward to

"Sheng Zong," the door was opened, and Xiao Liu, the driver, held his umbrella against the door, "let me help you up!"

"No, I'm not drunk yet. I don't know the way home. It's only a few steps away. You should go back to have a rest early and pick me up tomorrow morning." Sheng Xun gets out of the car and pushes Xiao Liu away. After shaking for two steps, Xiao Liu doesn't care about the rain on his head and walks into the apartment building.

After opening the door with light hands and feet, and changing the slippers with cotton soles at the porch, Sheng Xun walked inside. As soon as he pulled off his tie, he was surprised to hear the extremely light and soft hum coming from the master bedroom. His steps made him jump in his heart.

When he came to the door of the master bedroom, he gently pushed the door open. In his eyes, under the soft wall lamp light, a woman with a picturesque face lay on her side and stroked the baby who was sleeping uneasily.

The tenderness between her eyes and eyebrows is just like that in memory. It's hard not to be moved. Even though she has become more and more indifferent to herself in more than a year, even now her soft smile no longer belongs to him, Sheng Xun is totally addicted to it.

"Su Su -" the nickname that has been called countless times can't help but overflow from the corner of the mouth.

In response, however, his wife frowned and glanced coldly.

Sheng Xun instantly returned to his senses, smiled at his wife reluctantly with apology, and closed the bedroom door gently.

How much he hopes, how much he hopes

With a lump in his throat, Sheng Xun took a deep breath and turned to the bathroom.

When he took a bath for half an hour and passed the master bedroom to go to the study to sleep, he couldn't help but gently open the master bedroom door. From knowing that his wife is pregnant, as long as he drinks wine, no matter how clean he washes, he will consciously go to the study to sleep.

The soft light of the wall lamp fills the whole room. The visibility is not as high as that of the incandescent lamp, but it is better not to be dazzling.

At the head of the bed, two faces, one big and one small, are almost pasted together. The adults stretch their eyebrows and breathe shallowly. The baby opens its mouth slightly and breathes. The little meat face is not fat and cute.

Sheng Xun put out his hand to touch his baby, but he suddenly stopped in the air, and finally quietly took it back.

He looked at his wife and daughter's Xiao like sleeping face, and his heart went on suffering.

Once upon a time, he dared not even approach his wife and daughter, who were regarded as the most precious treasure.

In the past year alone, things have changed.

Two years ago, he and she were nestling in the bed.

She said: "a Xun, today Li Xuan also left, you know?"

"Yes." Li Xuan is a classmate of her university and his roommate Li Wanhui's wife who got the certificate after graduation.

"Li Xuan's face is always light. She even has no smile when dating Wanhui. I always thought she didn't like Wanhui very much. When she graduated, I advised her not to drag others if she didn't like it. Unexpectedly," Hello, I'm Yang Xiansu, the first year of Chinese department. My friends call me Susan. "

"May I call you Su Su?" He asked abruptly, only to find it abrupt.

Maybe it's because of living in an open foreign country. Yang Xiansu didn't tangle up a name and agreed to it.

After many years, Sheng Xun still clearly remembers the moving style between her frowns and smiles.

Now, the memory of her and the eyes of her accidental coincidence.

Mingming has passed the impulsive age of the brat. Sheng Xun can't help being excited. He holds Su Su's hand and stares at her and says, "Su Su, I still owe you a grand wedding."

"If we are still celebrating next year for Jiaojiao, you can do it again!" Su Su drew back her hand quietly and smiled back.

"Our family will always be together! I'll tell Jiao the good news. " Sheng Xun was overjoyed. Maybe because of the unexpected things he had been expecting for so many years, he was surprised to lose his composure. Otherwise, he would find the water light in Su Su's eyes.

"I'm sorry," said Su Su silently, looking at Sheng Xun's back. "I can't accompany you any more."

Hearing that Sheng Xun was discussing the wedding with eight year old little Lori, Yang Wenting, who had come to the villa two days earlier, couldn't laugh. His eyes fell on the floor lamp beside the sofa in a trance. Two days ago, when his daughter suddenly called him and said that he might not be able to hold on, he was not surprised. It's a miracle that he can hold on to this day. If there is no little hot sun, her daughter can live longer. But since her daughter is not willing to give up her little life, what can he do? What's more, he didn't expect the birth of his little granddaughter. Since he was separated by a layer of relationship, let alone his daughter.

The daughter said that the baby is the continuation of her life. I'm sorry that I didn't give her a healthy body, and I'm sorry that I can't participate in her future life. I hope that the grandfather can live longer, at least to see the baby grow up. It's said that all the children born in this life come to beg for the debts of the previous life. It's true that one and a half of his foot in the coffin has to be orphaned. The baby doesn't have a fatherYang Wenting turns his head and looks at Sheng Xun, who is smiling into flowers. How happy he is now and how painful he will be in the future!

His daughter's eyes are as accurate as his. Sheng Xun is a very emotional person. If his daughter is a healthy person, he will live in harmony with Sheng Xun until he is old. But who calls his wife a family genetic disease. Nine years ago, my daughter knew that she was really happy after pregnancy, but the subsequent re examination was not good. If she was determined to give birth to this child, she would not say that genetic disease would continue to the child, but that she would bear the consequences of chronic heart failure caused by heavy heart load. The daughter also hesitated, and finally decided to give the child a chance to come to the world. No matter whether the child will grow up smoothly or not, she always has to fulfill the obligations and responsibilities of being a mother. She can't let the baby who chose to be born in her belly be abandoned before she saw the world.

Unlike Sheng Xun, he didn't pay much attention to life and death when he was living abroad with his ancestors. Although he was still very sad when he met him, he was very sad when his wife died, but he didn't fall down, but Sheng Xun, a traditional man, was different. He had been to some small counties and even remote mountain areas before, and even witnessed a couple with his own eyes. The husband died unexpectedly, and the wife who was in good health suddenly went. He also heard that several couples were almost the same. The wife died of illness, and soon the husband began to linger on the couch, and the couple died one after another.

Yang Wenting sighed and went back to the room heavily.

I don't know how long later, the door was knocked.

"Come in, the door is unlocked."

It was Yang Xiansu who came. At this time, she took off her disguised smile and walked in quietly.

"Daddy."

Yang Wenting reached out and hugged her daughter: "my baby!"

"Heartache is getting worse, daddy, I may not be able to live tonight."

"Don't worry, Jiao Jiao. I will take care of you. I can't care about Sheng Xun." Yang Wenting patted her daughter on the back.

"He I know. As long as daddy doesn't tell him about my illness, he will survive."

"For the sake of this kid, why don't you play for so many years? It's better to spend a few years together happily..."

Yang Xiansu interrupts Yang Wenting's words: "different, daddy, he is different from you. I can't gamble the rest of his life. I can't afford to gamble. How long Li Xuan and Wan HUICAI were together at the beginning, but Li Xuan resolutely follows Wan Hui."

"Silly child, Li Xuan has nothing to worry about, but Sheng Xun is different. He has parents, daughters and a company he started. And men are different from women. There are too many things in men's hearts. " Yang Wenting sighed.

"But I don't pretend much, but you three, I believe that Daddy's ability is enough to protect Jiao Jiao and take good care of yourself, but I can't and won't allow any possibility that will make ah Xun down. It's my selfishness that drags him down. I'd rather he hated me. "

Yang Wenting stroked her daughter's hair, her eyes were moist, and said softly, "don't worry, I will look at it."

The next day, Sheng Xun knocked on his wife's door, but no one answered. Then there was footsteps behind him, followed by the husky voice of his father-in-law.

"Don't knock."

Sheng Xun turned around, and when he saw his father-in-law in red eyes and black suit, his heart sank.

"Dad, isn't Suu in the room?"

Yang Wenting looked at Sheng Xun deeply and said plainly, "she stops in the front yard. Let's go. As her husband, you have the right to give her the last ride."

"Pa!" Sheng Xun's left cup fell to the floor.

"Su Su she..." His lips trembled and he could not finish a word.

"She took a lot of sleeping pills last night, and when she found out in the morning, she couldn't go back to the sky." Yang Wenting said quite quietly.

"No, it's impossible. She promised me last night..." Sheng Xun's face was bloodless, and he thought of what she said - if we are still celebrating for Jiao Jiao next year, you can do it again! It turned out that she was ready to leave him at that time.

But why do we have to use this way?

He knew Su Su Su as an optimistic, positive and strong person. Their baby was only eight years old. How could she be so cruel??

Sheng Xun ran downstairs and rushed to the front yard. Sure enough, there was a crystal coffin. He was afraid when he was near. He lay in the crystal coffin with his eyes closed and his face peaceful as if he were asleep.

"You haven't told me what I did wrong."

"You promised me that we would always be together."

"Why do you leave me so ruthlessly? Jiaojiao is just eight years old. In recent years, you are full of Jiaojiao. Why don't you even want her now?"

"If you want to leave, tell me earlier. I'll let you go. It's been so many years. Why do you want to do this? Isn't there anything in the world worth remembering?"

"Why did you give me hope last night?"

"Why, why! Su Su, tell me - "Sheng Xun put his head on the top of Su Su Su 's coffin and hit it with his fist.

Looking down, he will never open his eyes to see his element again. Sheng Xun is biting his teeth. His mouth is full of rust, and his gums are biting and bleeding.

Yang Xiansu, why should I know you!