Rebirth of First Daughter

The dark night, like a pair of invisible hands, tightly strangles people, the kind of oppression and pain seems to suffocate people at any time.

All of a sudden, the black night was broken by lanterns hanging from the trees in the distance. Although the light of the lantern is bright and dark, it adds a touch of warmth to the silent and lonely night.

Cloud Qing see jade Xi for a long time don't speak, said: "don't want to say don't say, don't force yourself." At the beginning, he thought it was just a dream and didn't care. But as Yuxi's description became more and more detailed, he felt uneasy.

Yuxi is pulled back to reality by Yunqing's words. He looks sideways at Yunqing and says, "when the robbers broke into the villa, I happened to be in the back mountain of the village. Looking at the village fire, I feel wrong. My mother-in-law and her family are all in the village, so she went back to the village, but I didn't dare to go back, so I went straight out of Zhuangzi to go back to the capital. "

Cloud engine has now put aside two people, this is talking about a dream, just follow Yuxi said to consider the problem: "as you said, outside the chaos, how can you a single woman from Zhuangzi to the capital?" If it's Yuxi now, maybe it's OK. But Yuxi said that in her dream, she was a timid person who couldn't get out of the gate. Such a person, not to mention in troubled times, is not safe to be alone outside in peacetime.

In fact, Yuxi now think, also feel incredible: "may be people into a desperate situation, will try to live it! The village is very remote. I walked from the village to the town for four days. These four days, they all depend on wild vegetables and fruits. Because it's a mountain road, there will be wild animals at night. In order to prevent wild animals from attacking me, I found a kind of smelly herbal medicine I knew and applied it on my body. My face was dirty. The smell of that herbal medicine is very bad, not to mention the animals that eat people, even insects and flies dislike it. Those days were very hard. I didn't have anything to eat. I had to sleep out at night. It was early October and the weather was not cold. If it had been winter, it would have been frozen to death in the wild. "

Yuxi, who loves clean, has to dress up as a smelly beggar in her dream. Yunqing felt that it was difficult for him to speak: "what happened later? Are you going back to the capital on foot? " Since it's remote, it must be a long time to go back to the capital on foot.

Yuxi nodded his head and said: "when we get to town, we dare not call a carriage. We are afraid that if we are noticed, we will die. So I traded a pair of gold earrings for a bag of dry food and left town. " After a pause, Yuxi explained: "because of the flood in the south of the Yangtze River, there are a large number of refugees pouring into the capital, so food is extremely expensive. I only got six Jin of dry food for a pair of gold earrings. " She tried her best to keep six Jin of grain. Otherwise, they would have been robbed.

Yunqing also knows that the price during the turmoil is too high.

Yuxi thought of the escape experience, and his eyes revealed an indescribable calm: "because there are too many refugees, all the wild vegetables have been eaten up. The six catties of grain are only for four days. I was so hungry that I had to dig up roots and leaves to fill my stomach. In the end, there was no root to eat. Some of the refugees were so hungry that they began to eat people. Many of the children among the refugees have been poisoned. " Fortunately, she has a bad smell, these people don't look up to her. Otherwise, I'm not sure these people will eat it.

Now think about it, Yuxi thinks that she was tough in her last life. I was not scared to death when I met such a thing. I went to the gate of the capital.

Yunqing himself has eaten the roots, how can he not know the taste of the roots. It's bitter and astringent. It's hard to swallow. But I'm hungry. In order to survive, I have to swallow it.

Yuxi said: "I had a gold necklace and a silver bracelet on my body at that time. I secretly exchanged these things for food several times, and I also went to the capital. But the gate of the capital was sealed, only allowed out. I can't get into the capital. " The gold necklace was made into several sections by her, and each section was changed for something to eat. Otherwise, she would have starved to death on the way.

Yun Qing did not speak, quietly listening to Yu Xi said. In fact, just from what I said just now, I know that Yuxi in the dream is not stupid. If he was stupid, he would not be able to reach the capital safely on foot from Zhuangzi. Yuxi in the dream will fall into such a miserable situation, because she was raised askew.

Thinking of what happened under the gate of the capital city, Yuxi's eyes flashed with anger: "the gate is sealed, I can only live in the refugee camp. The next day, I found the official to deliver food to the refugee camp, and asked them to send a message to Han's home for me, hoping that my aunt would send someone to pick me up. But the official told me that the Jiang family told me that I had been killed by the robbers and that all the funerals had been done. I didn't expect the people of the Jiang family to save me at the beginning. I just wanted to ask my aunt to save me. Unfortunately, I think too naive. The official told me that I could still survive in the refugee camp, and that there was only one way to go back to the capital. Because I've been exiled for half a month, I'm not innocent in those people's eyes. Not to mention that the people of the Jiang family will not let me live, and the Han family, as the Queen's mother, will never tolerate such a stain. As the official said, even if I return to the capital, I will die. "

Yun Qing's face was very ugly: "do you mean Han Yuchen became Queen in your dream? Since she is the queen, why don't you support her Han Yuchen as a queen, as long as a little bit according to the Buddha, the dream of Yuxi will not be so miserable.

Yuxi's words were very calm: "I'm such a little sister who can't be on the stage. She wishes she didn't have it. Where can she still follow the Buddha. But I can't blame her. It's normal that I can't stand up and be looked down upon. " Yuchen was raised by the old lady. Like the old lady, what she valued most was gain and loss. Of course, Han Jianming, who was raised by the old lady, is similar. But Han Jianming is more human.

Yunqing doesn't know how to say it. In Yuxi's dream, in addition to Qiushi, no one in the Han family is kind and innocent: "if the capital can't go back, what can you do?" In troubled times, it's hard for a homeless and weak woman to survive.

The next thing was Yuxi's deepest pain: "after half a month of hard work, I was hit by such a blow. My body had reached its limit, and I had a high fever that night. But that night it rained again. I lived in the thatched shed which was not as high as jujube, and there was water leakage everywhere. The next day, the people in the refugee camp saw me in a coma. I thought I was dead, so I was ready to burn my body to avoid pestilence. I woke up and cried that I was still alive. Don't burn me. But these people ignored my cry and burned me with other bodies. "

Cloud Qing hears this, the whole body all froze: "they burn you to death with fire?" Even if I haven't experienced it, I know how painful it is to be burned alive.

Yuxi said, "I beg them. I beg them to bury me. Unfortunately, no one paid attention. The fire burned every inch of my skin. It hurt so much. I curled up in pain... "

Cloud Qing heard Yuxi so detailed description feel not right, immediately interrupted Yuxi's words, hands holding Yuxi's face said: "Yuxi, don't think about it, it's just a nightmare, not really."

Yuxi tears down, said: "I know that is a dream, but the pain deep into the bone marrow, I will never forget. And all these years, I always dream that I am burned to death, and I have to experience the pain again every time. " As long as you are stimulated, you will dream of being burned.

Hearing this, Yun Qing shivered. Burned alive, once you have an experience, you don't want to have another one. And Yuxi also often experience that kind of pain, no crazy can keep normal, also because she was tough: "there is no way to solve this problem?"

Yuxi said in a low voice: "in my dream, before I was burned to death, I made a poisonous oath that I would double the pain that Jiang Hongjin had done to me and repay him. Then I would frustrate him."

Cloud Qing hears this words, don't want to say: "then why don't you kill him directly?"? Maybe if he dies, you won't have this nightmare again. " If it were him, even a dream, he would kill Jiang Hongjin. He won't even wait so long. He will try to kill Jiang Hongjin. Only in this way can future troubles be eliminated.

Yuxi lowered his head and said, "after all, what happened in the dream is not reality. In reality, he didn't kill me, so I couldn't do it to him. But when I had this nightmare again, I couldn't stand it any more, so I asked Yang Duoming to teach him a lesson. It's revenge for me who suffered in my dream. I can't believe it. I feel all kinds of things in my dream, and I still remember them clearly. It's like it's not a dream, it's a real experience. " After a pause, Yuxi said, "but because of this dream, I dare not be weak any more. Smallpox is good, I begged big aunt to send a literacy woman to me. After me, I'll follow the woman and she can read. "

Cloud engine is stunned: "you can't read in the dream?" It's not that the girls of big families are all well bred! How can you be illiterate.

Yuxi's mood had calmed down and said: "in my dream, because I was stupid, I was not qualified to study and practice calligraphy with Mr. song together with my third sister. It's also because of the experience in my dream that I want to learn more and more. So even if Mr. Song hates me, I'll stick to it. "

Yunqing knows a lot about Yuxi's growing up. In fact, Yunqing had doubts before, that is, Yuxi is too easy to learn, so it's not normal. Today's words of Yuxi solved his doubts.