Rebirth to 90s: Start from Scratch

The next day, Zhang Qianxiu went to class as usual, but went to Haolaixuan again at noon to order a "takeaway".

When eating, Kong Lu and Zhong Shulan always ate with them, but Yan Zhiyong, except for the first time they ate, was not embarrassed to follow them at other times.

Zhang Qianxiu didn't like him, everyone could tell.

Just when a few people finished eating, one person came over: "Zhang... Uh... can we talk?"

Zhang Qianxiu turned his head and saw that it was actually Yao Hongshuo: "Yes!"

Su Yuwei got up and put away all the dishes and chopsticks: "Then let's go first, you talk."

"it is good!"

After Su Yuwei left, Yao Hongshuo said with some embarrassment: "Am I disturbing you?"

"No! I'm with her every day, and there is nothing to disturb." Zhang Qianxiu said, "What's the matter? Sit down and say."

Yao Hongshuo sat down and said, "Actually, there is nothing wrong. I just want to thank you."

Zhang Qianxiu smiled lightly and said, "In fact, you don't need to worry about these things. You can do what you usually do."

"Well! I have been looking for you many times, but I haven't seen you. When I passed by your classroom today, I saw you. Do you really often not come?" Yao Hongshuo asked.

Zhang Qianxiu said casually: "Depending on the situation, I have a lot of things, and I have very little time to come to school."

"Are your grades good?" Yao Hongshuo asked again: "I think you are in the top class."

"I have a medium grade in the class, so I'm not very good. Why are you asking this?" Zhang Qianxiu was a little confused.

"I want to... ask how you study, I... I want to take a college entrance examination." When he said this, Yao Hongshuo lowered his head because his family did not have money to support him. He said that, in fact, most of them have a little hope. , Zhang Qianxiu took the initiative to say that he would help him.

Zhang Qianxiu could see through Yao Hongshuo's careful thoughts at a glance. In fact, he felt that Yao Hongshuo would not do this, so he said, "You have a problem with your mentality."

"Huh?" Yao Hongshuo didn't understand what Zhang Qianxiu meant.

"Are you thinking, if you are admitted to university, you still hope that I can help you?" Zhang Qianxiu asked.

Yao Hongshuo flushed immediately and felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He felt like a beggar begging for food.

But this is definitely an opportunity for Yao Hongshuo, gritted his teeth, suppressed his poor self-esteem, and nodded: "Yes, when I finish reading in the future, I can double or even triple it back to you."

Zhang Qianxiu thought for a while and said, "It's actually not impossible to help you. The money you spend in college is actually not much to me, but your mentality actually has a big problem."

"You should be confident, you should hold your head high, then tell me what you think, and use your actions to prove that the money I spend on you will not be wasted."

"If I give you money for college and want you to pay it back, you have to find a way to tell me that as long as I help you, you will pay me back twice or three times in how long."

"If I don’t care about money and give you money to study at university, just because of your character and ability, you should find a way to prove that the money I spend on you will not be spent in vain. You will help more in the future. People, you will become the pillar of the country in the future, or the kind of dedicated talent I hope."

"You look like this, even if you get my funding, the big reason is that you sold it badly, and it's also because you are poor."

"If you prove to me as soon as you come up, I will pay for you to go to school, and you will have twice, three times, even twenty times thirty times, or even three hundred times the return for me in the future."

"If you persuade me in this way, the biggest reason I pay for your education is because of you, not because you are poor, not because you are miserable."

"Fancy you, that is an investment, an investment to you, to me, and to society; because your family supports you, it is a kind of pity, a kind of unambiguous charity, to put it nicely, called Help or assistance."

"So, if you want to protect your self-esteem, you have to accept yourself, your parents, and your family environment. Otherwise, even if you go to college, there are better families in college. You I still feel inferior."

"When you work, some people are still better off than you, and you have a low self-esteem."

Zhang Qianxiu said a lot.

Yao Hongshuo's head was almost buried under the table, like a child who made mistakes.

Zhang Qianxiu could only see Yao Hongshuo's head, stood up and said, "Go for a walk."

Yao Hongshuo stood up, bowed his head and walked behind Zhang Qianxiu, like a little follower.

Zhang Qianxiu stopped, and Yao Hongshuo almost slammed into Zhang Qianxiu, a little embarrassed immediately.

Zhang Qianxiu turned his head and looked at Yao Hongshuo. What he was wearing was a school uniform. He couldn't see any difference from ordinary students. The shoes were a pair of "unlock and put shoes". There was a place on it, but the shoes were very clean.

Yao Hongshuo's hair looks a little special. The hairstyle looks very stylish, layered, layered, but when you look closely, it's actually a gap.

"Did you cut your hair yourself?" Zhang Qianxiu asked.

Yao Hongshuo couldn't wait to find a seam to drill in at this time, but he nodded: "Cut it yourself and save money!"

"What do you think people's self-confidence comes from?" Zhang Qianxiu finished speaking and turned to continue walking outside.

Yao Hongshuo followed and said, "Knowledge!"

"Shit!" Zhang Qianxiu said again: "Talk about your own thoughts, don't fool me with this kind of thing."

Yao Hongshuo hesitated for a long time, and the two of them had already walked under the big tree outside the playground. Zhang Qianxiu and others were impatient: "It's so difficult to say a word?"

"I...I don't know." Yao Hongshuo said.

"You think it's the money, the family situation, the parents, who is better dressed." Zhang Qianxiu said.

"No! I didn't think so." Yao Hongshuo tried his best to refute.

Zhang Qianxiu took out a cigarette and lit one.

Yao Hongshuo looked at Zhang Qianxiu in surprise. This is the school or the playground. The school prohibits students from smoking.

Zhang Qianxiu took a sip and said, "That's what you think. You think that if you have enough money, others will not look down on you."

"You think if your parents are not farmers, but workers, you will also have a lot of face."

"You think if you dress well, you can have girls like it."

"You also think that if you have the money to cut your hair, you will definitely not have such a hairstyle. You will have a better one, so you won't worry about others seeing the gaps in your hair."

Yao Hongshuo was speechless, he really thought so.

Zhang Qianxiu took a puff of cigarette and said to Yao Hongshuo: "These things are not self-confidence. In this world, no matter how hard you work, some people will be richer than you."

"You still feel inferior in front of those people."

"A person's true self-confidence is not how much money or good family he has, but how much he believes in himself and believes that he will succeed and be stronger than others."

"If you believe that you will be admitted to college next year, then you should not feel inferior in front of those with poor grades; if you believe that you will be rich in the future, you will not feel inferior in front of those who are rich."

"But you just look at it, you can't accept the status quo."

"If you one day, when you are eating, you don’t even have money to make food, and someone asks why you don’t make food, and you don’t find other excuses, you can calmly tell others that the conditions at home are not good, and I will save you. A little bit, my parents can also relax."

"In that case, I will value you more. Otherwise, I will always have pity on you."

"Whether you want to go to college or not, you always have to study well in high school. There is still a year left. You can try to impress me and see if you use your misery to gain my mercy, or use your own abilities. To gain my respect and investment."

Yao Hongshuo couldn't help telling Zhang Qianxiu now that I will succeed in the future.

But he couldn't say it because he didn't have self-confidence.

Moreover, he felt that it was too hypocritical to say it now.

"I...I will work hard." Yao Hongshuo only said something like this in the end.

"Do you want to make money?" Zhang Qianxiu asked.

"Yes!" Yao Hongshuo did not hesitate at all.

"It's very hard! I have to carry 40 to 50 catties of rice." Zhang Qianxiu said again: "Every Sunday, there is half a day in the afternoon, from 12 o'clock to 6 o'clock, a total of six hours, 30 cents an hour, do ?"

"I...I do!" Yao Hongshuo has a strong desire for money.

It is a lot for him to make more than one yuan a day. His monthly living expenses are only a few yuan, but he will bring rice to school and exchange it for meal tickets.

Zhang Qianxiu said: "I'll take you this Sunday, but you are prepared yourself. When you send the rice, it may be sent to your classmate's home. If you let your classmate see it, will you feel ashamed."

Yao Hongshuo suddenly hesitated, but under the temptation of money, he nodded: "I'll go!"

"All right! Class is about to go, go to class!" Zhang Qianxiu dropped the cigarette **** in his hand and got up and walked towards his classroom.

Yao Hongshuo also stood up, looking at Zhang Qianxiu's back, full of envy.

He envied Zhang Qianxiu's wealth, he also envied Zhang Qianxiu's self-confidence, and even more envied Zhang Qianxiu's ability to talk freely.

But at the same time, he felt that his abilities were definitely not bad, and Zhang Qianxiu was just better than him.

If he had such good conditions as Zhang Qianxiu, he would be as good as Zhang Qianxiu, he would be as popular as Zhang Qianxiu, and he would be like Zhang Qianxiu to help others and be a master.

In Zhang Qianxiu's heart, he was actually disappointed with Yao Hongshuo. Yao Hongshuo had too much self-esteem and too much regard for material things.

Yao Hongshuo needs money and status to cover up his inner self-esteem.

Such people are prone to go wrong for the sake of money and status.