Rebirth to 90s: Start from Scratch

There are not many people with cars now. Lin Qi went downstairs and saw Zhang Qian's car repaired at a glance.

The car was empty. Lin Qi sat in the car, turned on the air conditioner, and stared at the second floor of the inpatient department in a daze.

Lin Qi didn't understand it herself, what did she like Zhang Qianxiu in the end.

She thinks that she is not a good woman, nor a dedicated person, nor does she believe in love.

At first, Lin Qi herself felt that she was just a little fond of Zhang Qianxiu, but since getting to know Zhang Qianxiu, when she comes into contact with other men, she will be bored and even feel dirty.

When Lin Qi came, she thought, just look at Zhang Qianxiu's situation, but after seeing Su Yuwei, she couldn't control her emotions, so she said those words.

Lin Qi laughed at herself and muttered to herself: "I just post others hate it."

Lin Qi had been with a few men, she was only the first one sincerely, and later on, they all acted on the spot.

She had already seen it through. Men are animals that think in the lower part of the body, but they just act on the scene.

When those men get what they want from her, she can also get what she wants. The most important thing is that Lin Qi never entangles anyone, she can get together well and meet up later. You can even have a meal together.

Lin Qi can be so "free and easy", naturally, she doesn't care much about matters between men and women. She feels that she will never get married in her life. If she considers old-age care in the future, she will adopt a child. Nowadays, the streets are full of children thrown away by others. , As long as you go to the hospital to guard, there will always be a few in a month.

If you get married, it’s better to find someone with a human face and beasthearted to live by yourself; if you find an honest person, she feels a little bullying the honest person, and the honest person can’t give her the life she wants, unless the honest person doesn’t care about her past. , Knowing the ridiculous things she has done before, can still treat her sincerely, but is there really such a person? In Lin Qi's view, absolutely not!

So, it's better not to get married!

When I asked Zhang Qianxiu last time, Zhang Qianxiu said he didn't care.

At that time, Lin Qi looked at Zhang Qianxiu for a long time, and in Zhang Qianxiu's expression and eyes, all she saw was calmness. Zhang Qianxiu knew about her and Zhang Yunhui's affairs, and didn't have the slightest contempt.

Lin Qi asked Zhang Qianxiu if she was behaving like this.

Zhang Qianxiu said at the time: "I don't like to evaluate the things others do and the lives of others. Everyone has something to be respected or learn from. At the same time, everyone has a side that can't meet people. I never believe in Confucius, People like Lao Tzu are people who have no desires and desires. They are just more philanthropic, more knowledgeable, and higher in thought than ordinary people."

"Kang Youwei is a man who advocated monogamy in modern times. He married six wives himself."

"The private life of Xu Zhimo, who wrote "Farewell to Cambridge" is not so good; Lin Huiyin is a poet, writer, and architect. The relationship between her and Jin Yuelin does not seem to fit most people's three views."

Zhang Qianxiu’s answer was very vague. Lin Qi didn’t understand what Zhang Qianxiu said. She didn’t know who was Lin Huiyin and Jin Yuelin in "Farewell to Cambridge", so she asked: "I have had a few men, if I live with you wholeheartedly, will you marry me?"

Zhang Qianxiu refused to answer at first. Lin Qi was acting like a baby and winking. Zhang Qianxiu was forced to say: "I don't care about the past so much. As long as the two people agree and fight for the future, there is nothing wrong with it. Yes. But it is basically impossible for me and you. I have a daughter-in-law. And this just represents my personal opinion. I think many men still care about it now."

Lin Qi saw Zhang Qianxiu speaking sincerely, and the dead knot in her heart opened instantly. She even felt that Zhang Qianxiu might be the only man in the world who could value her.

The most important thing is that Zhang Qianxiu takes his feelings seriously, unlike other men who are everywhere.

Lin Qi sat in the car for nearly an hour, and finally got out of the car without driving back.

She took the car key at the time, just to drive the car to Wanhui and let the people in the factory chew on her tongue. She didn't care about the reputation. If anyone said she was Zhang Qianxiu's junior, she would be happy in her heart.

Lin Qi doesn't care whether it is the main room or the junior, but only one status, she cares whether the two are together.

Lin Qi was on the bus when she came. It happened to be in good time to catch up with the last one. There was no more car when she went back, and she could only walk.

It was already more than twelve o'clock in the evening when the cold wind came home all the way.

As soon as I walked in, I listened to grandma's cursing: "Do you still know how to come back? Which savage man did you fool around with? This woman who is living around you is the same as the weasel. You are shameless, and I need a little more face! "

Lin Qi patted the snow on her hair and shoulders, and said, "Grandma, don't scold me. I went to the hospital to see someone. A friend was hit by a car."

"Man?" the old man sitting by the fire asked.

Lin Qi opened the window and said, "It's my boss. Didn't I go to work in the factory?"

"Are you getting in love with your boss again? Girl, those rich people want your body, who cares about you?" The old man said sadly, "Just don't do your bank work. It’s okay to go to the factory to work, you are like this, who wants you in the future?

Lin Qi smiled softly when she heard these words before, and found it a bit ridiculous, because she didn't believe that there is a good man in this world, but at this time she felt a bit bitter in her heart: "Grandma, didn't I say that, I If you don’t marry in this life, I will provide you with a pension.

"Speaking asshole." The old man said with a straight face, "Aren't you cold when you open the window? A bowl of soup is reserved for you in the pot of boiling water. It's hot. I'm afraid you will be hungry when you come back. I will go to sleep."

The old man stood up and walked towards the bedroom.

Lin Qi opened the pot for boiling water. There was half a pot of hot water in it, and a shelf was placed in the middle. There was half a bowl of chicken and soup on the shelf.

Lin Qi grabbed a piece of it with her hand and put it in her mouth: "Grandma, I will grill the briquettes on fire in the future. You must open the window or it will not be poisoned; you can eat this chicken tomorrow, I am not hungry.

The old man cursed and said, "What is the poison? You cursed me to die? The chicken you bought today is too old for me to chew."

When the old man finished speaking, he closed the door with a "bang".

Lin Qi sat by the briquettes stove for a while, warmed her body, then poured out the water in the boiling pot, and took her to the bath.

Every time Lin Qi took a shower these days, she felt that her body was dirty, and she felt sick when she thought that she had been touched by those men.

She felt that there was still a thick layer of dirty things on her body that couldn't be washed off, which were left by those men, but she had done it herself.

When she doesn't love herself, she doesn't care, just a skin.

When she wanted to love herself, it was too late. If she was a perfect body, she felt that she could put aside all scruples and morals and chase after Zhang Qianxiu.

Even if it is immoral, as long as Zhang Qianxiu is not married, she can go.

Everyone says that she has a good figure, her lordosis is raised and back, and her skin is delicate, firm and elastic, but now she hates herself and this body.

dirty!

The water is no longer hot, Lin Qi's whole body was rubbed red by herself, and finally she squatted on the ground holding her knees and cried silently. She didn't know who to blame!

Grandfather Lin Qi died young, and her grandmother kept his widowhood all his life. Lin's family was his father alone, and his health was not good. After her mother gave birth to her, her stomach didn't move anymore.

His father wanted to inherit fireworks for the Lin family, so he found various remedies for his mother to eat.

In Lin Qi's memory, her mother is not ill, but she has been taking medicine.

Lin Qi was eight years old. Her mother was ill and she had no money at home to watch. She was lying in bed and was still taking infertility medicine.

The mother died, and the father died of illness the following year.

Her father never saw her since she was a child. One dissatisfaction is beating and scolding. Lin Qi is stubborn and his father beats her and runs away. Sometimes she will be kicked out at night. She sleeps on a stone slab in summer and stacks straw behind the pigsty in winter. Sleep in the shed.

The father also pointed at her temporarily and cursed: "You came here to exterminate our family's planting."

Later, Lin Qi heard people say that her mother was killed by taking medicine, and it was his father who had the problem.

Fortunately, grandma was not so unrelenting. Although she sometimes sighed that Lin Qi was not a boy, after Lin Qi's parents passed away, she still farmed and sent Lin Qi to school.

Lin Qi's poor grades naturally didn't like her teacher. At that time, she had no money in her family, and she was dressed in rags and was often bullied by the naughty boys in the class.

Lin Qi is a temperament who refuses to admit defeat. If anyone dares to bully her, she will desperately want to return.

But Lin Qi is alone and weak, and the few who have played well with her are also female classmates. When they really fight, they can only call the teacher.

The teacher doesn't like Lin Qi. Even if he scolds those mischievous boys, he will bring Lin Qi with him. However, this teacher is still a male teacher, and he always talks about you as a girl.

It happened that this teacher also caused a scandal of cheating.

Perhaps because of her father, she was particularly disgusted with those who said that girls were bad, and she was particularly disgusted with men who looked down on his wives and daughters. Later, she was also disgusted with why men went to the kiln and got arrested. Everyone just smiled and passed away. To endure everything silently, even if her man goes to find another woman, he dare not divorce.

Later, Lin Qi followed a group of people in the society, but she was still clean and self-conscious, because she had a hot temper at the time, she started fighting, and all kinds of insidious tricks made thief, and many men would suffer from following her.

When she was in the society, she met a boss who was very good to her, twelve years older than her, but in Lin Qi's view, none of this was a problem.

Lin Qi really wanted to live with the boss for the rest of her life, and did everything that should and shouldn't be done.

At the age of seventeen, Lin Qi was pregnant. The boss told Lin Qi that he was married and his wife was in the countryside. Although he had a bad relationship with her wife and didn’t go back very much throughout the year, he didn’t plan to divorce because he still had two Child.

Lin Qi didn't say a word, grabbed a knife and thrust it into the crotch of the boss. The boss responded quickly, and the knife was inserted into his thigh.

The boss probably also has feelings for her, and didn't bother her.

After Lin Qi's pregnancy was known to her grandmother, her grandmother became ill and had no relatives at home, so she had no choice but to go to Lin Qi's grandmother with a cheeky face. The grandmother's most promising person was Shan Hong.

After Shan Hong found out, he didn't have a second word. He helped Lin Qi take care of everything, beat the child, and helped arrange Lin Qi to work in the bank.

Since then, Lin Qi’s social habits have been put away.

When Shan Hong was about to be promoted to president, he found a relationship. The other party was a middle-aged man in his forties. At first he refused to agree, but by chance, he met Lin Qi and hinted at Shan Hong.

To be promoted, Shan Hong went to ask Lin Qi.

Lin Qi felt that Shan Hong was a **** at the time. Shan Hong said at the time: "Lin Qi, you should help your cousin. From childhood to adulthood, as long as you have difficulties, I will help you. If other people go up this time, I will help you. It will take at least five to ten years to have a chance."

"If you help me, you will be good too! Your grandma's body has been taking medicine, and I will be the president of the bank, so I will definitely not treat you badly."

At that time, Grandma Lin Qi had always had bronchial problems, she had to take medicine to stabilize her, otherwise her breathing would be the same as a cow panting, and she would often cough.

Lin Qi considered for one night and agreed. Anyway, she feels that there are not many good things about men in this world. After experiencing the first relationship, she doesn't believe in creatures like men anymore, and she has no plans to get married, right? Sleep? No big deal!

From then on, Shan Hong would look for Lin Qi if he was "busy" in this regard.

Lin Qi is good-looking, good in figure, has been mixed up in the society, and can let go, almost all disadvantages.

In Shan Hong's today, it can almost be said that Lin Qi helped half of it.

Fortunately, Shan Hong was not the one who crossed the river and demolished the bridge. He did help Lin Qi a lot. He bought a house in the county seat. In addition to treating her grandma's illness and daily expenses, she could save some money. Naturally, the money was not very clean.

But sometimes someone will drive Lin Qi back, and there will naturally be rumors where she lives.

Lin Qi has always turned a deaf ear to these risks, and the men around are very interested in Lin Qi. Lin Qi also chats with them and makes jokes, but she despises these people in her heart. She doesn't like her at all. All the men I knew until I met Zhang Qianxiu.

At the beginning, I flirted with Zhang Qianxiu, but in fact, he just felt that Zhang Qianxiu was young and rich, and didn't even have the idea of ​​Zhang Qianxiu sleeping.

Now it's different.