Reborn as My Own Love Rival

"I don't have a good appetite." Yan Mingsheng didn't want to worry Xiao Qi, so he didn't say much.

"You still have to pay attention to your body, your stomach is not good." Xiao Qi looked at Yan Mingsheng, feeling that he was not in good spirits, and his whole body was very depressed.

"Dad, are you in a bad mood?"

Xiao Qi asked carefully, wondering if it was because of her mother's marriage.

Yan Mingsheng looked at him, "It's not good."

How could he be good.

"Dad, if you cheer up, you will always get better if you don't get past the hurdle."

Xiao Qi racked his brains to comfort Yan Mingsheng.

Yan Mingsheng smiled reluctantly, "I know, I will get better."

What he said, Xiao Qi felt unreliable, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

"Are you going to send me an invitation? Give it to me."

Yan Mingsheng cheered up.

Xiao Qi hurriedly gave him the invitation, "My mother and I will do it together...If you are not free then, you don't have to force it."

After thinking about it, Xiaoqi still said.

It was cruel to let Yan Mingsheng watch Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian with his own eyes.

"I didn't expect your mother and son to have a wedding together." Yan Mingsheng looked at the invitation card with emotion.

"I said it casually before, but I didn't expect it to happen."

"It's good to get married when you meet the right one, otherwise you will regret it forever." Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiao Qi with envy, "If I was as brave as you back then, maybe..."

Maybe it won't be the result today.

He is worse than Xiaoqi.

At that time, because my parents objected, because I was afraid of being said to eat soft rice, I was afraid of being said to be leaning on Shiluo, and in the end it was not made public, so I married in secret.

Obviously he was his beloved wife, but she said she was a distant relative who took refuge in the family.

Now it's ridiculous to think about it.

He used to make excuses, saying that it was for his career, but now that he looks at Xiao Qi, he has no place to show himself.

Xiao Qi is also a flow, but he is brave to maintain his love.

He was not afraid of careers that might fall apart, but in the end he won all respect.

Compared to Xiaoqi, he has no place to show himself.

The more Yan Mingsheng thought about it, the more he regretted it.

Little Qi has no choice but to comfort.

"Dad, it's all over. I'm in a different era than you. I'm an actor, and the conditions are better than you did. So don't think about it. It's useless. It's just uncomfortable."

Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiao Qi, "Your mother taught you very well, and you comfort me if I am like this, but I know it is still my problem."

Look now, if he comes to bring Xiao Qi to grow up, Xiao Qi will not be so good, because he is not so good in the first place.

Yan Mingsheng's whole body is getting more and more decadent, and Xiao Qi's eyelids jump when he sees it.

"Dad, are you okay? How come you have changed?"

Looks too self-defeating.

Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "No, no, it's just that I haven't slept well during this period of time, and I'm a little bit tired, don't care."

He thought he couldn't help, and don't hold back Xiao Qi.

"Can you sleep well?" Xiao Qi frowned. "If there are too many, do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No, I'm fine." Yan Mingsheng shook his head and changed the subject, "I didn't expect you to get married so early."

Nowadays, the entertainment industry is getting younger and younger, but getting married later and later, many of them are basically after the age of thirty, or even forty.

Xiao Qi is too young.

"When I meet, I want to get married." Xiao Qi replied.

"Like her so?" Yan Mingsheng smiled, "seems like a nice person."

"Well, she's fine." Xiao Qi took out his mobile phone to show Yan Mingsheng a picture of him and Xie Lu, and said Xie Lu to Yan Mingsheng.

Yan Mingsheng listened carefully, "Just think about it."

He couldn't help yawning after he finished speaking.

Xiao Qi stopped talking hurriedly, "Dad, if you are tired, go back and rest quickly. If you have not been sleeping well, or if you have any conditions, remember to see a doctor."

Yan Mingsheng agreed.

After sending off Xiao Qi, Yan Mingsheng was even more uncomfortable.

Listening to Xiao Qi talking about him and Xie Lu, he couldn't help but think of him and Shi Luo.

Shi Luo and he used to be so happy.

The more sober the more painful, but Yan Mingsheng dare not even get drunk.

As Shi Luo and their wedding date got closer and closer, Yan Mingsheng went to see the doctor in the end.

Don't get drunk, at least let him fall asleep.

The doctor saw that he was in a serious condition and prescribed medicine to him, but felt that his condition was not right, and suggested that he see a psychiatrist again and introduced him to a doctor.

"If you are unhappy, you can talk to the doctor."

Yan Mingsheng didn't want to find a psychiatrist, but this sentence moved him.

He has no friends or anyone to talk to, and there is nowhere to talk about his pain. Maybe he can find a stranger or a doctor.

Yan Mingsheng went.

The psychiatrist chatted for a while and confirmed that Yan Mingsheng had a depressive tendency.

He can no longer find the meaning of being alive, and is in a more dangerous stage.

The psychiatrist had a good chat with Yan Mingsheng to cheer him up.

Encourage him to find new interests and find the meaning and pleasure of living.

The psychiatrist's words are still useful, and Yan Mingsheng thinks he should find it.

But when he went home, he was troubled by insomnia again.

Yan Mingsheng couldn't help taking sleeping pills.

But after eating it, it still doesn't work~www.readwn.com~ Yan Mingsheng's whole body is getting more and more uncomfortable, and he is on the verge of collapse.

He kept thinking of what the doctor had said in his mind.

He has to find the meaning of life.

He thought about it, but couldn't think of anything else.

When he was his age, he had already felt the success of his career. The child was not a dear, so in the end, after thinking and thinking about it, only Shi Luo came to mind.

If Shi Luo could return to him, everything would be meaningful.

As long as Shi Luo.

But Shi Luo was getting married.

Yan Mingsheng was pulled by two thoughts, one was not looking for Shiluo, the other was looking for Shiluo.

Don't let Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian, just kneel and beg her, and ask her to come back.

Yan Mingsheng thought about and even went out impulsively, but suddenly woke up after going out.

No, no, he shouldn't be like this.

Yan Mingsheng went back again.

He forced himself not to think about it, he desperately needed a moment of rest.

He took sleeping pills again.

But still useless.

Yan Mingsheng is physically exhausted, but his spirit is always in excitement.

He has not been able to fall asleep, and he even suspects that there is a problem with the medicine prescribed by the doctor.

Yan Mingsheng didn't remember how many times he had taken it, but later found out that he had finished all the medicine prescribed for him by the doctor.

After all the medicines were taken, the effects of the medicine seemed to have finally worked.

He seemed to be in a daze, as if he was going to sleep, as if he was going back to the past, back to the time when Shi Luo was still with him.

"Luoluo, are you still working overtime? When will you come back, I will wait for you at home."

Yan Mingsheng took out his mobile phone and contacted Shi Luo, asking her to come back earlier.

No one answered on the other end of the phone, Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "Why don't you speak, Luoluo, or I will pick you up, I'll be careful not to be recognized."

Yan Mingsheng heard no objection, "Then say so, I will go out now."

He got up excited, and fell to the ground as soon as he got out of bed.