Reborn Conceited Soldier

Looking at Sikong's half language so calm, Liu Xia said with a dispirited smile: "Han Lao, you don't have to worry about what trouble you will cause me if you save me. Don't worry! I'll leave tomorrow and I won't cause you any trouble

"Is it? Do you feel like you can leave tomorrow? " Sikong half language looks at Liu Xia to ask a way.

"It should be."

Liu Xia met Sikong's half language eyes and looked at the calm and deep in those eyes. It seemed that she had already seen through everything and could not hide any secrets at his present time. This strange feeling was felt for the first time by her.

Inside the hut, there was a dead silence. The crackling sound of burning became the only sound that covered the sound of their breathing each other. Neither Sikong Banyu nor Liu Xia said another word. It was like the warm temperature in the hut, which made them feel the difference between them and the outside world. Only they could know what they felt.

"Han Lao, don't you wonder why I am like this After a long time, Liu Xia suddenly sighed and asked.

"If you think it's better to say it, you can say it."

"Ha ha Feel better? " Liu Xia laughs and shakes his head: "perhaps since the big tsunami came to my home city, I've been away from this luxury for a long time."

"At least there is distance, not unreachable."

"Well? Ha ha What's the difference? You should understand what I'm talking about is a long distance As far as the sky is concerned. " Liu Xia said, the whole person leans on the reclining chair, like a person who has accepted all coming down without resistance. She was tired and didn't want to resist. Her humble power made her more miserable and painful after her resistance. It was better to wait for death to come. Maybe that was her best destination.

"The horizon is not far away, as long as you want to go, there will always be."

Sikong Banyu picked up the iron bar of prying fire and knocked again. Then he put a teapot beside him on the stove, looked up at Liu Xia and continued: "the living people always want to go, but some people are in the same place, some people go against the current, and some people don't want to go, and stand on their back, waiting for the end of life."

"I belong to the third category."

Sikong Banyu did not speak. Yes, Liu Xia belongs to the third category. When he was in the tea restaurant, he knew that the girl with a smile on her face was in fact suffering from unspeakable pain. She wore three masks to meet people. One was her pain, one was the person she saw, and the other was when there was no one, she quietly took out the sad things alone.

Liu Xia looked at Sikong half language and didn't speak. She said with a smile: "Han Lao, I know you are a man of insight and wisdom. You must have guessed what happened when you saved me? What's more, you are still a local resident in this street. As you can imagine, I'm from migration. I don't have many survival skills here. I'm the only one who can survive. "

"You're still under pressure, aren't you?" Sikong half language light said, after several contacts with Liu Xia, he knew that Liu Xia was actually an educated person. Even if the family in the past was not rich, it would not be worse than ordinary people. If there was not too much pressure for her to breathe, Liu Xia would not go on a road she did not want to face.

"Yes, I still have pressure." Liu Xia took a deep breath.

"The tsunami engulfed my parents, leaving me with only one younger brother, Liu Ming, who is only 12 years old, but has already disabled both legs. When we moved to Tanzhou, the government arranged accommodation for us and gave us living necessities. We appreciate it. If my brother is healthy, then this is a new starting point, but He is only twelve years old, and his life has not yet begun. He should not be doomed to live all his life in a wheelchair. "

"So I'm trying to make money, hoping to raise enough money for him to have his lower limbs replaced. So I went to the tycoon, because only there is the fastest place to get money. "

"Tycoon?" Sikong was silent and didn't speak. It was the biggest nightclub in the street. It was a place where money and money were intoxicated. It was the place where many people sought stimulation, and even more, many filthy hidden places.

"It's just Speaking of this, Liu Xia's eyes across the clear tears: "I thought I could make a trick. I could get out of the mud and not dye it. I could survive in the cracks under so many colorful lights. But I seem to underestimate the extent and weight of the ugliness of the world. "

"Yesterday a guest took a fancy to me and dropped a lot of money to take me. I ran away. And today... "

"Isn't that what you want? Maybe this sum of money is enough for you to finish your working life and live the life you want. Why do you choose to escape

Liu Xia shook his head, looked up at Sikong and said to himself, "do you feel like you want to be a whore and build a chastity archway?"

"I don't think so. I'm just curious.""Ha ha It's natural that you think so. I don't blame you. Yes, I need money very much, but I will not sell myself. Buddhism says that the detachment of soul must be carried by the body. If you sell one of them, it means that you have lost the qualification to pursue your own life. I want to have my own life. I don't want to live in a muddle. Even if it is not a vigorous death, at least I can still keep the next pure land, belonging to The pure land in my heart. "

"Pure land?" Sikong half language silence, he suddenly felt that the word "birth" is not only a symbol of living, but also the value of life itself in everyone's heart.

If there is a conflict between life and the value of life in the heart, there is a difficult choice. Just like a moral and living choice, some people will say that if a person dies, there is nothing left. Even if there is morality, you can't see it. However, is it true?

"Yes, pure land I want to keep the pure land in my heart and leave for nothing. Do you think I'm selfish? For my own pure land, I would rather leave my brother with disabled legs, ha ha... " Liu Xia laughs miserably and helplessly. She hopes to see the golden light shining in front of her eyes a lot.