Reborn in 1987: The Story of an Abandoned Girl

Chapter 83 maternal love is too heavy

Jiang Chuheng's character was completely different from his two brothers. He felt that what should be said between the family should be straightforward and should not be suppressed in his heart. The two brothers rarely talked to their parents and buried everything in their hearts.

Chu Hongmei's heart was full of grievances. Her eyes were red and her voice was a little hoarse. "Jiang Chuheng, what kind of person is your mother and I in your heart right now? Is that so unbearable? My good intentions are all in your eyes, aren't they?"

"Aunt..." Chu Xiaoman, who was sitting beside her, felt that things were getting out of hand. She tightened chu hongmei's arm and said to jiang chuheng, who was sitting diagonally opposite her, "Brother Four, aunt is really kind. She wouldn't want to hurt elder sister Chuqi. Please understand and stop arguing."

"Little man, there are some things that need to be clarified in principle. Escaping is not the solution." Jiang Chuheng felt bad watching his mother cry when he said it, but there were some things he felt it was necessary to clarify. He continued to stick his neck and say, "Mom, I know it's not easy for you to raise five of our children. You want us all to live well, but sometimes, your kindness really causes trouble for everyone and makes us feel very tired and upset."

"Let's not talk about my sister's marriage today, but about the trouble you caused to my brother and my brother a while ago. Have you ever seriously reflected on it? Yesterday, the deputy commander of the army and the family of deputy commander liang came to visit. I listened carefully upstairs to what you were talking about in the living room. The eldest brother's immediate superior's family has a grandson and will hold a full moon banquet tomorrow. Didn't you tell the eldest brother that you were going to send a generous gift in his name?" Jiang Chuheng was really dissatisfied with his mother's way of doing things, especially at this critical juncture. Wasn't she stupid enough to put a gun in her own hands?

Jiang Chuyan really didn't know about it. Now that he heard his brother talk about it, his handsome eyebrows stood up and his voice was so cold that it became drowsy. "Mom, is what chu heng said true?"

"I, yes, it's true. Deputy commander lu and deputy commander liang both give gifts. I thought you might have forgotten about this, so I'll help you with it." Chu Hongmei was actually feeling a little guilty.

"Mother, the chief has already spoken. His grandson's full moon banquet is not for wine, but for family dinners. No outsiders are welcome. Ever since I got married, the normal human relationships I needed at work have been prepared by fangfei, and there have never been any omissions. You can't possibly not know this. I know exactly what you're doing today. You promised not to interfere in our affairs last time, but now you're back on your word. What do you want?" Jiang Chuyan's heart was as his brother had said, and he had been very upset by his mother these days.

"They all give gifts. If you don't, the other party will definitely remember you. It will be even harder for you to leave in the future." Chu Hongmei didn't feel that she was doing anything wrong. Everyone was like that. She was just following the crowd.

Jiang chuyan was so angry that his face turned green and his tone was very bad, "Mom, don't say anything else. If this sentence of yours reaches the chief's ears, think about the result."

"Bang!"

Chu Hongmei's pupils shrank. Just as she was about to explain, the sudden slap on the side made her shiver. She turned her head and saw Jiang Baichuan's angry face.

Jiang Baichuan, who had been silent for a long time, slapped his hand on the table. His eyes were disappointed with his wife, and his tone was more serious than ever, "Chu Hongmei, what are you thinking about at home all day long? You think about being good for your children every day. Do you know that you will kill them like this?"

"I, I, I won't, I won't. You're really worried." Chu Hongmei was very guilty and nervous, but she insisted on it. Many family members in the courtyard did this. This kind of thing was very common, so she would not have any problems.

"Chu Hongmei, we are all revolutionary soldiers who have experienced the baptism of fire and have received the correct ideological education of the party and the country. But now that you have retired from home, you have forgotten the rules of your life. Are you worthy of the training of the party and the country? Are you worthy of the dundon teachings of the older generation? Are you worthy of the ancestors of the jiang and chu families?

Today, this corrupted thought has been nurtured in your heart, and you have put it into action. Those who have the heart will immediately seize the opportunity to stab you. Can my jiang baichuan army and horses retire peacefully in half their lives? Will you be satisfied if I have to go through a review before I arrive? Do all your children and daughters-in-law's work qualifications have to be reviewed before you are satisfied? We are all decent people. Although we can stand the scrutiny of the higher-ups, we will be splashed with dirty water. Is that your brainless kindness? "

Jiang Baichuan was really angry, staring straight at her, his eyes dark and gloomy as if a storm was brewing in them. He thought that after telling her the last time, she really realized her mistake. He didn't expect that it was only a short time before she became even more serious. If she didn't deal with this seriously today, the whole family would really have an accident at this juncture.

Chu Hongmei's body trembled and he was silent for a moment. His eyes were wide and red from the vicissitudes of life, and his face was filled with sorrow and anxiety.

Jiang Baichuan took out the latest newspaper from the front drawer of the coffee table and threw it in front of Chu Hongmei. Pointing at the big words on the front of the newspaper, his eyes were burning, "Do you want me to go his way?"

"No, no, old jiang, no..." Chu Hongmei looked at the headline in the newspaper, his face turning gray, as if he was about to faint at any moment.

Jiang Baichuan was so angry that his face was twisted, and the anger in his eyes was enough to turn the tide. "No? Where did you get your confidence? It's only been six months since he retired. His children are more promising than yours, his contributions and honors are more honorable than mine, and his character is more upright than mine. It is because there is a family member at home who is dragging his feet and doing illegal things behind his back that he has ended up like this. Can't you just stay at home and do something serious, not think all day, not think about the stupid things that harm the children every day?"

The news about the big shot in the newspaper had spread all over their courtyard. Chu Hongmei was naturally very clear. She stammered and became much weaker. "I, I didn't do those things. I just wanted to help chu yan and Chuko sort them out. It wasn't a big gift. I just wanted to give them a good impression."

Chu Hongmei, don't you realize how serious the consequences are? This is a serious mistake in your mind. The last time you called his office and said that you were carrying his gift today, what are you going to do tomorrow? Do you have to make chu yan lose his current position to be willing?" Jiang Chuyan, the eldest son, was Jiang Baichuan's least worried child since he was young. He was calm and introverted, and he put in a lot of effort every step. In his heart, he was naturally proud of his son.

Chu Hongmei was scolded so much that he lowered his head. Tears welled up in his eyes and ran down his face. His heart and hair were prickly, as if a needle were pricking them.

"I've taught them to stand up straight and use their hard work and hard work to gain recognition from their leaders since they were young, but what about you? You're doing this behind their backs to slow them down. They are all excellent children, but you, as a mother, use this kind of disgraceful means to make them all incompetent. Is that what you do to them? Are you disguising yourself as an insult to their character and incompetence? Is that what you want in the end?"

Jiang Baichuan answered one question after another, and chu hongmei was speechless. Tears welled up in her eyes and she started to sob with her face in her hands.

Jiang Chuqi did not know that so many things had happened at home and was very dissatisfied with her mother's actions, but at this time she did not say anything, but pulled out a tissue to wipe her tears.

"Auntie..." Chu Xiaoman's heart was mixed up and her mind was in a daze. Why didn't she know so much about what had happened at home? In the past, her aunt had done this kind of thing, and she never thought much about it. The other family members in the courtyard did the same. But now that she heard father of Aunt's analysis, her heart shrank and the rest of the words fell back into ice.

While Chu Hongmei was crying, no one said anything more. The room was so quiet that the sound of a pin falling on the ground could be heard.

Jiang Chuyan and Jiang Chuke brothers, who were deeply concerned by their mother, had a headache and had no choice but to talk to her. They let her cry and hoped that she could change on her own. They really could not think of the consequences, and did not dare to think about it. Everyone's hearts became disordered, and the temples of both brothers were throbbing with pain.

The two daughters-in-law's faces were extremely pale, and they had long been dissatisfied with their mother-in-law's methods, but she was an elder, so naturally, they could not be picky, so they had to spend as little time together as possible. How could she have done such a thing behind their backs? At this juncture, such a thing would have really hurt their families. Her concern was indeed too much, and they could not afford it.

After chu hongmei's sobbing became quieter, it was Jiang Chuheng who broke the silence, "Mom, just think of our brothers and sisters begging you today. Please don't be so soft. Please don't listen to the wind and rain. Please don't compare yourself with others. Please don't use our lives to satisfy your vanity. Please don't interfere with our work and marriage behind our backs, okay?"

Chu Hongmei's eyes, which had just stopped crying, turned red again. Every word her son said pierced into her heart like a needle. Her heart became sour and astringent, and tears could not help falling down again.

Jiang Chuqi pulled out some tissues for her again and said calmly, "Mom, four years have passed. I've changed. I'm much calmer than I was four years ago. You've changed too, but you're more stubborn and unreasonable than you were four years ago. I thought that the way I treated you over the past four years, you should reflect on your own mistakes, and now it seems that things have backfired. Today, in front of the whole family, don't blame me for talking too much. You love us so much that you want to control our lives all the time and want us to live as you want.

Four years ago, I didn't agree with your deliberate arrangement. I rejected Sun Jinglai, so you would rather ruin my reputation than break up Gao Xuan and me and make him hate me for it. Mom, do you know? The year I went abroad to study, I also came over with a grievance. I'm not complaining about gao xuan's distrust, I'm blaming you, for your selfish love, for ruining me without knowing it. "

Jiang Baichuan and his son were very upset when they heard her suppressed voice. They felt as if something was blocking their throats.

"Chu Qi, mom didn't mean it. Mom knows she's wrong. Stop blaming mom, okay?" When Chu Hongmei heard that his daughter was blaming her, his heart ached as if it had been cut by a knife, and tears welled up in his eyes like a burst of water.

Jiang Chuqi took a few deep breaths and hid the pain in his eyes again. "Mom, I don't blame you anymore. You're my mother. You gave birth to me, raised me, raised me and raised me. No matter how many mistakes I made, I won't care about my whole life. The past is over. I've let it go. However, please don't interfere in my affairs in the future. Whether it's work or marriage, I just want to follow my heart. I, jiang chuqi, don't want to live for others to see. I just want to live a life that I'm satisfied with, and I want you to fulfill my only wish."

At this point, Chu Hongmei nodded as she wiped her tears. She was afraid that her daughter would blame her again.

"The eldest brother and the second brother are married and established. Both sisters-in-law are well-educated and virtuous people. The two of them will discuss and deal with each other's family affairs. You should not interfere. As for career matters, both brothers have their own opinions. They will have their own sense of propriety. Please give them some space." Jiang Chuqi's tone softened a little.

"Okay, I won't do anything stupid again." Chu Hongmei was really frightened by jiang baichuan's analysis before. She was glad that she hadn't gone too far and that she hadn't caused a big disaster.

As for chu heng and xiao man, they are still young. Don't worry too much. I know you like Sun Bingqing, the daughter of the sun family, but chu heng doesn't like it. I hope you don't force him. Chu heng was not like his eldest and second brothers in temperament. His opinions were not only expressed in his mind, but also in his actions. If he is dissatisfied with you, he will directly pick out the matter and solve it in person. He will not tolerate even if you make mistakes again and again. I hope you won't interfere with his future work and marriage, and give him the space to choose." Jiang Chuqi didn't want his only brother to go his own way and give his mother a shot in advance.

She could no longer interfere with the work and marriage of her two eldest sons and daughters. Chu Hongmei could not do anything about his younger son and niece. His voice was hoarse and a little tearful. If the person they choose is passable in all aspects, I naturally won't say anything. If the character and behavior are bad, I can't agree with the other party entering the door."

"I have a head and eyes. I can look at them myself. I don't need mom to worry. Also, mom, don't try to bring Sun Bingqing to me again next time. I'll make myself clear today. I hate the sun family. I don't want to have anything to do with the sun family in my life, and I don't want to date Sun Bingqing. You can die from that." After Jiang Chuheng finished speaking, he took a cold look at the obviously guilty Chu Xiaoman.

Chu Xiaoman pursed his lips and said, "Brother Four, I know." His eyes were so cold, she was afraid.

Chu Hongmei frowned. She was a little uncertain about her younger son's temperament, and he couldn't bring back eight horses to decide. He was still young, and there must be a lot of things he couldn't think about. He should change his mind when he got older. Thinking about it, she gave up on persuasion.

"All right, Chu Qi, chu heng, xiao man, your sister, brother and sister's marriage. As parents, we will try our best to respect your choices and not interfere too much. When you meet the right person, you should think about it yourself and open your eyes to see the other person's personality before you talk about marriage. We believe in your own judgment. I'll just say the same thing, focusing on each other's character and character. Don't worry about other family backgrounds." Jiang Baichuan and Chu Hongmei had completely different ways of caring. He believed in the eyes of his children. They were all children with high vision, and ordinary people couldn't get into their eyes.

"Okay." The three unmarried children he named answered together.

Chu Qi, your big brother supports all the decisions you make in your marriage and career. If you need any help, just mention it to your big brother and sister-in-law. We are a family, and we can work together." Jiang Chuyan was five years older than jiang chuqi. When he saw that his little sister, who had been acting like a spoiled child behind him, had become so strong and determined, he felt proud and sad at the same time.

"Well, I know. If there's anything I need help with, I won't be polite to my eldest brother and sister-in-law." Jiang Chuqi regained a faint smile on his face. This time, he was no longer so polite and distant. Looking at the second brother who was about to speak, he smiled and said, "Second brother, second sister-in-law, I won't be polite to you either."

Second sister-in-law Xia Yuping smiled gently. His voice was clear and clear, and he spoke slowly, "Chu Qi, second brother second sister-in-law really wants you to have a successful career, a happy marriage and, although work is important, pay attention to your health. If you meet the right man and think about it, you won't be so lonely with one more person in the family and another child in the future."

"Okay." Jiang Chuqi naturally agreed.