Reborn Movie Queen's Growth Story

Shen Yi's eyes are not like angry and angry eyes at all. It seems that he really doesn't care.

Ni Chenjun looked at such eyes and was flustered. "Shen Yi, don't look at me like this. If you want to beat me and scold me, I have no regrets. Don't look at me like this."

Shen Yi doesn't know who's to blame for this matter today, but she has to count it anyway. Without her stupid entanglement, she may not be out of control today. It's such a poor responsibility. She just feels that she is wrong everywhere today.

"I don't know what kind of eyes to look at you." tears still fell, but Shen Yi not only didn't feel comfortable, but also felt more and more confused. "I just feel uncomfortable in my heart. I don't know how I should look at you or myself."

Ni Chenjun was not to blame for this absurd kiss. She didn't know how to live or die. She had a pit in her brain. She was unwilling to refuse to accept the weakness and had to fight with him. Now after kissing, she felt that she was wronged and uncomfortable. She was wronged.

Ni Chenjun always has something to say in front of her. What he can say is absolutely honest. What he can't say is absolutely not even leaked. Where he is like her, he is hypocritical and selfish, has a different heart and mouth, and is pretentious. He only cares about his dream. No one cares. He clearly said he would refuse, but he still sent it to the door to make people toss.

She has no right to cry.

But why can't she stop the damn tears? Why, why is such an inexplicable emotion?

"I'm responsible for everything today. You should beat me, scold me and humiliate me. Shen Yi, it's none of your business. You don't have to feel uncomfortable. I forced you to do everything." Ni Chenjun felt that there was something wrong with Shen Yi now, and there was something wrong with his tone and state of speaking to him, but if there was anything wrong, it couldn't be said, It's like two people are not on the same channel, standing on two parallel lines and saying they want to be together.

"It's not your fault at all, it's me. It's all my reason. It's none of your business at all. It's just my own cheap!" Shen Yi said fiercely, biting his teeth.

Ni Chenjun was frightened by her last two words and held her hand tightly. "There's nothing cheap or cheap. If you really want to say cheap, it's me. I know you don't like me and I'll pester you. Shen Yi, you're the best Shen Yi in the world. Don't say that about yourself. No one can say that about you."

Shen Yi suddenly smiled when he heard Yan. His eyes were red, but his tears were crystal clear and round like shark beads. When they rolled down his cheeks, they were more beautiful than any diamond in the world, but in this sad beauty, they were inexplicably mixed with a sense of confusion and inferiority, "Where is it? I don't think I'm any good. Everyone tolerates me and lets me go. I don't do anything comfortable. I only think of myself and everything for my poor dream. Even God doesn't pity me. I'm stupid. Bala still thinks it can be realized."

She cried out of breath, "why am I so stupid and what should I do... Why, why do you think I'm good? Where am I good? I'm not good at all and have nothing..."

Ni Chenjun is distressed and frightened. He can't imagine what Shen Yi is holding in her heart. It can make her so rude, let her deny herself and deny so many efforts day and night.

Ni Chenjun looked at Shen Yi, who was talking disorderly and crying out of breath. He felt a pain in his heart, and even his neck was crying red. What a big thing to hold in his heart.

"But I've worked hard. I've tried to talk to you and communicate with you. I'm trying to make friends... But I just can't do it. Why, I just want to have a lot of friends. I don't want to be alone..."

Shen Yi cried again intermittently, and Ni Chenjun couldn't even pick up the conversation.

He doesn't know what Shen Yi's inferiority complex is, friend? She has. Social? Normal. Study and work? Very hard.

Ni Chenjun suddenly felt that his doctor of psychology had obtained the certificate for nothing. After thinking about it, he didn't even have any way. He could only watch her cry.

"Where am I? I'm not good at all. It's not worth being liked by you at all. Black me. The whole network is black me. Anyway, I'm also a loser. Where do people need to like me?"

Ni Chenjun hasn't reacted yet. Shen Yi then pointed to him and scolded, "are you stupid or blind? What's worth your liking? Why do you like me? There are thousands of people who are better looking and better than me. Why do you like me?"

Ni Chenjun just feels that his heart will be poked into a sieve. Such Shen Yi is like a child abandoned in the snow. He clearly wants to be taken home by his parents, but he always tries his best to tell them that I'm not good, I'm not cute, and I'm not likable. Abandon me. Leave me alone. No one will like me.

Such Shen Yi, with low self-esteem and eager for arms, but stubbornly forced himself to be strong. He worked harder than anyone, but he was more tired than anyone in his heart.

He took her hand and rubbed it on his cheek. "I just like you. There is no reason. There are so many people better than you and more beautiful than you in the sky and earth, but I like you and only like Shen Yi who stole my heart."

"Who says you're bad, who dares to say you're bad, I just like you. What's the matter with you? You're the best. You're the only one in the world. No matter how beautiful and excellent you are, you can't compare with your finger. There's no reason. You don't need why. If you want to know the reason, you can only dig my heart and ask her why she jumped so fast and in such a hurry only when she met you."

"Shen Yi, Shen Yi, you are good at everything. What is bad is others, me and heaven."

Shen Yi still cried, but his eyes changed several times when he looked at Ni Chenjun. His lips stammered and seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say anything for a while.

Ni Chenjun stared at her without blinking, hoping that she could respond to him.

Shen Yi was suddenly silent when he heard the speech. His tears didn't stop. His eyes suddenly lost their look. He was stunned. He seemed to be looking at another scene through him.

Ni Chenjun was scared to death by Shen Yi's expression. What happened to the appearance of the soul out of the body?

He put his arm around her shoulder and called her. She didn't respond. He held her, pinched her and pushed her into the chair without saying a word. He didn't even resist threatening him to kiss her.

Ni Chenjun was so flustered that he worried and blamed himself. There was no other way but to keep talking to her, "don't scare me, Shen Yi, you say something. What do you say? Don't scare me like this."

"Is it because I like you, or because I force you, Shen Yi? Are you angry and want to punish me?" Ni Chenjun held Shen Yi's hand close to his cheek. He didn't know how. Even his hand suddenly became cold.

Ni Chenjun was so frightened that he almost cried, "don't be so Shen Yi, don't torture yourself like this. It's like being bitten by a dog and kissed by a pig. Hit me and don't hold yourself."

"Don't do this. I feel bad. My heart hurts." Ni Chenjun pressed Shen Yi's hand on his chest, "Don't you just like it? I don't like you. I hold it. When you grow up, I won't say anything. You used to treat me as anything. Now you can treat me as anything. You can be a brother, a friend and an uncle. It's just as if today's thing has never happened and I've never said these bastards."

Ni Chenjun's eyes flushed anxiously, "why do I have to fight for this breath, why do I have to let you listen to me finish, why do I have to be so dead hearted, don't like it if I don't like it, you don't need to like me, Shen Yi, all this is done by myself, it's none of your business, it's all my own incomprehension and unwillingness. It's my fault to force you to kiss you."

"Where is there so much 'I want me to go' in the world? It's my fault. I take it for granted that I haven't considered it for you at all."

Ni Chenjun knelt on one knee and held Shen Yi's hand with both hands. He didn't even notice the red mark. "I'm not stubborn. I admit defeat. I admit planting. If I don't like it, I don't like it. I'll go. I'll go now. Don't do this. I beg you, Shen Yi."

Ni Chenjun is really afraid. He is afraid that Shen Yi will be indelibly hurt because of his impulse. Because her selfishness makes her suffer, he might as well cut him directly.

Ni Chenjun restrained all kinds of reluctance in his heart, put down Shen Yi's hand and turned around to leave.

But as soon as he moved away, his hand was grabbed. He turned back and Shen Yi shed tears again.

"Like, what kind of feeling is it?"

Ni Chenjun almost cried with Shen Yi. It seemed that there was a beast hitting him in his chest, which made him dizzy and difficult to breathe.

He squatted down again, turned over and held her hand and pressed it on his chest, "that's the feeling. When you hold my hand, my heart beats so fast. Your word can drive me into the 18th floor of hell, and an action can immediately bring me back to life with blood.

Ni Chenjun tilted his head to rub Shen Yi's hand, "Shen Yi, you are my heaven."

Shen Yi felt the frequency and intensity of his men's violent beating, crying and laughing, "I still don't understand. I don't have such a feeling..."

"I... maybe a little..." she said intermittently, "I may like you a little, but I don't understand. I don't know how I like someone. I don't know if I'm lying to myself..."

Ni Chenjun felt his eyes hot. "Can I hold you?"

Shen Yi was still crying, as if she couldn't stop crying. Although she hesitated, she still nodded.

Ni Chenjun hugged her carefully, "silly girl, if you know when you move your heart and what it feels like, it's not called first love."

"Let's try, Shen Yi. I just need a little love. I'll take care of everything else."