Otherwise, how could he be so powerful that she couldn't touch anything.

Nanzhen didn't speak and looked at her quietly. Her eyes were very calm, but there seemed to be thousands of waves. Shen Yi couldn't tell what it was like, but her eyes made her a little flustered.

She couldn't help poking his arm again, although she still couldn't touch anything. "What's the matter with you? We didn't know each other in our last life. I'm already very happy that you can come to see me. I don't really care about boxed lunch. Take it easy. I'm sorry for the change."

Nanzhen stood up. "I'm leaving. I'll see you later."

"Just go?" Shen Yi stood up and scratched his head. "Can I go with you?"

Sitting here is really boring. She also wants to know how to wake up this dream. Her father must be worried about her. Ni Chenjun doesn't know what's going on. She wants to wake up and have a look.

"Is there an afterlife in this world?" Nan Zhen whispered.

Shen Yi continued to scratch his head. "There should be, after all, even people like me who illegally cross the border exist."

"If only there were an afterlife," Nan Zhen said, "if there was an afterlife, I could compensate you for this life."

Shen Yi felt a little uncomfortable. "What are you talking about?"

"I want to meet you earlier." Nanzhen looked down at her on the tombstone, and a very shallow smile suddenly burst out on her calm and slightly numb face. "You are 16 years old, I am 18 years old, and we eat together in winter."

There is a moon tonight, but because there are dark clouds, the moonlight is not too clear, but Shen Yi can still see the eyes shining in the fuzzy moonlight and the bitter and longing smile at the corners of his mouth.

Maybe it's because the scene is too sad, or maybe Nanzhen's idea is too beautiful. Shen Yi's eyes are red. "Is 17 OK? 17 is not too late. I let you be my agent."

"I want to be your agent, help you, support you, accompany you, and step on the glorious stage again. Then I will sit in the audience and applaud you."

"When we win the prize, we'll sit at home and wait for all kinds of famous directors to come to you for acting. Good scripts are up to you. You can't like anything. When you're old and you can't play, let's go to the film and television city for dinner. At that time, I'll treat you to whatever you want. Anyway, we don't eat cabbage and fried meat with pepper. Then we have to go through the traffic lights together. I'm on crutches, You, you... "

Nan Zhen didn't say anything. He bowed his head and burst into tears. His low sob was like the desperate cry of a trapped animal in a cage, "if only there were an afterlife, if only there was an afterlife... I want to meet you earlier, Shen Yi, Shen Yi..."

Shen Yi has never seen such a Nanzhen. He is fragile and stubborn. His seemingly straight back is actually suffering.

She held him in her arms and tears fell on his neck.

"Shen Yi..." his repressed cry suddenly stopped. He suddenly turned his head and looked at Shen Yi's direction. His eyes suddenly widened, and even showed a repressed madness in the night. He trembled and asked in a low voice, "Shen Yi, is Shen Yi you?"

"It's me." she wanted to touch him, but her hands went through his body again.

For a moment, Shen Yi looks at Nanzhen with a crazy look. His heart is full of absurdity and powerlessness. Can't she give him a hug? Such Nanzhen... What did she experience to be so reluctant to let go of her death?

Nanzhen looked at the deserted cemetery. The cold air became more and more lonely when he breathed. His crazy look gradually cooled and changed back to the cold and numb appearance again. He wiped away the tears on his face in a trance, but the tears wiped off and wiped off again and again.

He murmured, "why do I always think you're still there?"

Shen Yi smiles bitterly. I'm here, but I can't touch you.

But no one could answer him.

Tears fell down again. Nanzhen wiped them off again and sobbed, "wait for me."

Then he turned and left directly.

Shen Yi wants to follow up, but he finds that he still can't go far.

Shen Yi sits paralyzed in front of the tomb and can only watch Nan Zhen's lonely but determined back disappear into the gradually thick night. Her heart is very restless. Her brain is full of Nanzhen who cries as low as a trapped animal. Such depression, guilt and loss. What has he experienced?

She doesn't know what's going on now. Is she dead? Or alive? Why don't you reincarnate when you're dead, and why don't you wake up when you're alive? Besides, is this really a dream?

Shen Yi looked at the stars gradually brightening up in the sky. His heart was full of confusion. What did Nan Zhen mean by those words? Does he know her?

Shen Yi watched the stars change until dawn. He thought for a whole night and didn't find out the memory of Nanzhen from his memory of nearly 30 years. When it was a little brighter, she watched the tomb keeper throw the boxed lunch given to her by Nanzhen into the dustbin. When he threw it, he also muttered that who was so stingy that he wouldn't even take a chicken to her, so she sent a boxed lunch, which was the kind without meat.

After complaining about the boxed lunch, Shen Yi listened to him talk about today's vegetable prices. What pork, cabbage, pepper and everything went up is a difficult word.

Shen Yi looked up at the sky and sighed. Who is not difficult in this world?

Time is just passing by. Shen Yi counts the days with his fingers, but often he doesn't remember to count and has to start from scratch.

Occasionally, she could know the day from the tomb keeper's chatter, but she didn't know from him until the new year was approaching that this year was 2018 and next year was 2019.

This new year, Nanzhen didn't come to see her.

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