Reborn princess: I will change my ill-fate

Arranging it successfully, he looked at his masterpiece and appreciated himself for a while, and then continued, " Hmm, looks like you got so much experience on love, while pursuing Evan. Why don't you start being an advisor of love affairs and all. I think they should make it like a position, to search suitable maidens for the royals. Like match makers for royal marriages. By the way, how much process did you made in your love journey? Did he confess to you already or since you were impatient, you already confessed to him before he proposed?..... "

Felix asked her a number of questions about her and Evan, which made her blush out of shyness. She is always been the shy type since young. Blood gushed through reverse direction in her body, turning her face cherry red. She tried to bend her head, avoiding Felix face.

'It's too embarrassing to talk about my love to my own brother.'

Her brain searching for words, " You are such a bully, " She said and didn't even raise her head to look in eye to him. 

Felix clicked his tongue, " It's not like I won't know if you don't tell. I can simply asked Evan. You know I have the right to ask him about these things. I am sure, this topic will surely pique his interest. "

He turned around, acting as if he was about to take his leave. He took few slow steps as he walked, still waiting for Aeinshia to stop him. But at the end he didn't get any reply from her. 

Aeinshia slightly raised her head to take a peek at her brother from the mirror, who was about to take his leave, on her attempt she saw her beautifully her hair is made into. 

It's a loosely pinned boho chic which gave her a breathtakingly beautiful look and is a neutral hairstyle, which will fit to any dress regardless of the color or style of the dress and adding to that the crystal pearl chain highlighted her hair even more, her beautiful black locks shining brightly combined with those white crystal pearl vein, which highlighted her hair even more than ever. She was sure, by the bright lights of the festival, it would be accentuated more.

Cyaa~ she screamed in happiness, and immediately scrambled to her feet, to hug her brother for making her look so beautiful and pretty. 

As thought, she went and back hugged him, showing her happiness, " Brother, you are the best. This so pretty and elegant. I like it, " She said and the next minute corrected her sentence, " No, I love it, " She added. Brimming and jumping with happiness. 

Felix turned around and gave back her hug, " Anything for your happiness, baby sister" As he told that, his other hand lightly patted her head, so carefully and cautiously that, his actions won't destroy or mess his masterpiece. 

"But brother, you are no fun. Look at the men your age. They already start finding their ideal partners and had lovers. But, here you are, still lurking in the imperial office with those state affair papers and all. You should learn to lift your head and look at the beauty of this world. After all, we only live once. So we need to enjoy life to it's fullest. We never knew when we are gonna die. So we should spend the time we had in our hands well and do everything we wanna do now." 

Aeinshia voiced out her worries and thoughts about her brother and raised her head to him and found him gravely concentrated on her hair.

Can he be anymore obvious? Sure he made it, but how come he still hung up on it to the point that he is not concentrating on this little sister?

(Well, he wants to avoid the topic, Aeinshia. Get the hint~author)

When she was about to open her mouth again to catch his attention, Felix lifted his head and they made eye contact, looking dead into her eyes. 

"Oh~ I'm touched. My little sister is all grown up to educate me now. I'm so proud." Felix spoke, but the sarcasm was evident heavily in his words. Aeinshia just stared at him through the mirror and Felix immediately got to work. 

"Well..." Felix started, but trailed off, trying to find the exact words. "Why don't try to find a good maiden for me. You know me, my choices and my personality. I'm just asking because I wanna date. Even if you find I won't settle until I'm convinced she is the one for me." He spoke casually, but he seemed serious.

"Besides, I was thinking to test what I've taught you all these years. You have to apply that knowledge somewhere to know the real truth. And, I'm giving you an opportunity. Go out and try to explore the world. We all know how the royals are and its perfect you go mingle. After all, the future Empress should have some knowledge to handle matters before she rules the Mighty Seazle alongside the Emperor."

Felix was suggesting Aeinshia while still holding her dearly to his heart.

Felix understood, Aeinshia wants to avoid his words of wisdom right now. So, he turned this into an opportunity so, she could learn more about the corrupted and power hungry officials and people in the world. It's time for her to know how people hides their personality and the favours to climb the ladder of society and how cunning and greedy a human can be. 

And, Aeinshia could only gape at him. How can he think of this matter like this? Is he even serious about finding someone? 

Aeinshia nodded her head as an obedient student, " Ok, ok, Let me search for some time. It's not that easy to find anyone who is suitable to my Almighty brilliant and intelligent brother. Keeping beauty aside, she should be capable of understanding your wise words. However, brother all I ever want is your happiness. I don't want the past to repeat and you make the same decision. I want you to happily live ever after, even without me in your life. I hope you understand what I mean. " She said, as she carried out in flow and didn't remember that no one remembered the what happened back then. 

Felix furrowed his brows heavily, in dissatisfaction listening to her words. 

What past? What decision? What is it that Aeinshia hiding from me? I have to know it as soon as possible. It's no good thinking she can sought whatever it is on her own. Why does she speak as if she knew what future held for her? I don't care what it is, but nothing is worthy enough to make her flinch in fear and worry her to this point. I have to ask her smoothly, otherwise she might shoo me away even before I find any answers. 

His hands tightened around her, " Aeinshia, I don't know what is it that is bothering you, but you should always remember, I am always there for you and you can tell me anything. You might not know, but the more you try to hide anything and the more you hide your pain, it hurts and worries us alot than you can imagine. "

" I hope you could share whatever it is you are trying to hide from me and our family. No worries, whatever it might be and whatever the consequences might me, I will always choose you at the end. If you made any mistake, then we can still correct it and change anything, but the condition is you must tell me everything and mustn't hide from me. Let's fight together along with it. You sure know how capable is your brother right? "

"I know how capable you are brother. I knew it, even if everything repeats, you will still choose my side within a heart beat. That's the reason why I don't want you to make the same decision. I know you all care about me, that's the reason why I want to take this secret till to my grave and doesn't want to make you all worry. I knew, you won't judge me and will surely believe me, but is it worthy to talk about something which will eventually change in this timeline. I want to leave all those concerns to myself and want you all happy. I am sorry brother, I don't want to share my ill-fated past to you, never ever I am willing to say it."

As she thought, a single tear dropped out of her right eye, which slowly ran on her cheeks and finally landed on Felix shirt. 

Felix didn't push her further, seeing her disturbed state. His heart breaking to pieces, watching her right now. It's not needed to look into her eyes, he could clearly tell her eyes brimmed with tears right now and were ready to fall down. 

His hands tightened, almost squeezing her in his hug, he then placed a sweet kiss on her head, which gave her an reassurance, and then continued to speak, " It's ok. Brother is here. No harm will reach you. I don't want to push you over the edge Aeinshia, but I hope you will be willing to talk about those concerns in near future. Now don't cry. Look, if you cry anymore your eyes will be swollen. I don't think you like to address the citizens and your lady friends like this. They might even give you a weird nickname. So stop now. " His hand slowly caressing her back, unwilling to let her go out of his reach. 

Now he is afraid to leave her out of his sight. His instincts telling him to not leave her alone anytime. He is worried about her. He is afraid to lose her. He is not ready yet and don't want to lose another person who is close to his heart.