Reborn: The Godfather Has Fallen For Me

  Shen Xiaoxiao feels that she has never talked about feelings with 19. They also revolve around children, business, or other miscellaneous things every day.

  But when I suddenly heard that 19 was talking about these things with her, she was really trapped for a while, but she had to admit that what 19 said was correct.

In fact, she found out a long time ago that she had some problems with Yan Kuan’s way of getting along. When there were no children before, the two of them were you fighting, I fighting, you tried, I hid. Even if there is a contradiction, I will do it directly. The contradiction and everything were pressed down, thinking that he was no longer there, but at a certain moment, it suddenly broke out.

  Otherwise, they would not have been separated for three years for this reason. Of course, there were certain other factors for the separation that year.

   But if it hadn’t been for her to have no confidence in Yan Kuan, she would not hide her child for three years.

  This is not something you can just say.

   Originally, she was thinking that she can’t forgive Yankuan so easily. After all, there is a lot of harm. I can forgive it if you say I’m sorry.

  It's not that you and I can solve it in bed by having **** a few times, and it's not that you are hurt. I feel bad and can be stranded.

neither.

  There are some problems that have existed in the first place, but have not been solved at all.

  Yes, I feel distressed when you are injured. I am even more anxious when you have an accident. I wish I was injured.

  But these are all because of my love for him, but these loves are not used to signal profligacy, not to hurt wantonly.

  Perhaps when life is threatened, you will find that all these small problems are not a problem, but when people are smoothed down, many problems that you think can be ignored still exist.

  Shen Xiaoxiao admitted that she did not know how to fall in love or how to maintain the relationship between them.

  Both of them are crossing the river by touching the rocks, learning a little bit.

   is not the same at this level. She can’t deny Yan Kuan’s efforts and some changes, but she is also changing and learning.

  There are just a lot of things that must be paid attention to, especially when Yan Kuan is the ego.

  I had to admit that the several conflicts were not because Yan Kuan had everything in his own hands. He waited until all the dust had settled before telling her, but it was too late by then, and many misunderstandings had already been caused.

  A lot of damage was also caused.

  So, what 19 actually said makes sense. Although she doesn’t need any flowers or sweet words so pretentiously, she needs more communication, real communication.

   "Then what do you say I want to do?"

  "Enjoy your own life as a prerequisite, and know how to protect yourself as a prerequisite."

   "Is it straightforward?"

  What happened to these 19 today?

  "Apart from Huang Yueyan, do you have any other friends? In addition to career, do you have other interests? Besides, are those careers you want to do?

  Little, I hope you can let go of your hatred occasionally and live the life you want to live your own, the life of an ordinary girl.

  Even if you know that you are not ordinary, this does not mean that you are not ordinary. "

  There is another sentence 19 that is not said. You are in the shadows and tears, and you should enjoy the time now. Don't worry about those things. Have a good relationship. Even if you are married, you can also enjoy the fun of love.

  Find something you are interested in and do not let yourself regret it later.

  But these words 19 wanted to say, but they didn’t say it, but after years of tacit understanding with 19, Shen Xiaoxiao didn’t hear the subtext in the words he wanted to say but stopped.

  19 I don’t want her to take care of Jiang Haoran’s affairs.

   "I understand what you mean, and I will learn to change."

  "Learn to change, then I ask you, do you have anything you want to do?"

  What do you want to do? Shen Xiaoxiao thought for a while, as if not.

I really didn’t. The most things I thought about when I was in the club in my previous life was going back to China and going home. Later, after returning to China, I thought about how to win Pei Li’s favor and the favor of Pei’s family. After knowing the truth, I thought about it. Thinking of how to avenge the Shen family, she was detained in the end. At that time, she was thinking about how to escape.

  She really didn't have what she really wanted to do in her previous life.

  In this life, it seems that there is not much change in this life. It is also returning to the country to revenge and revitalize the Shen family.

  Of course, there were more to raise two children later, and she really never thought about herself much.

   "Then what, this hobby isn't there right away."

  19 looked at Shen Xiaoxiao unconvincingly, and said helplessly:

  "You are really okay. Look at other girls. Either they like to go shopping, or they like flowers and plants, or they like pottery, dance, too much. You don’t have anything you like?"

  Shen Xiaoxiao every time she refused to say something when she heard 19, she felt a little despised in her heart. She really didn't have any hobbies. Did she really fail so much?

  Thinking about when I was a kid, and about some dreams I once had occasionally, Shen Xiaoxiao exclaimed:

"Yes, I know what I want to do. I want to learn how to cook. Both Dabao and Xiaobao said that they have never eaten anything other than porridge that I made. If I learn, they will be very happy. I want to learn to cook the fried chicken wings they like, the braised beef brisket that Yan Kuan likes, and the pork with pickled vegetables you like, and..."

  Shen’s happiness in the short novel, he turned his head to look at 19 when he was stared at him by 19, didn’t he let him say it? Isn't this learning how to cook?

   "I really convinced you, just like learning to cook, there is nothing else?"

   "Hehe, it's actually not without it, but it's not realistic to say it now."

   "What is it, how can you know that it is unrealistic if you don't say it?"

  Shen Xiaoxiao smiled, looked far away, and said lightly:

"I think about walking in various places, not foreign countries. I want to walk in various places in China. You don’t know. When I was a child, I was locked up in a club. What I thought about most was my home, the motherland. Thinking, if there is a chance, I must visit the mountains and rivers of China.

  Although I know it is unrealistic to go around the world, it’s not bad to just want to walk through the mountains and rivers of China.

  It’s just, ha ha ha, I’m afraid I can’t even get out of Kyoto with my current body..."

Indeed, after Shen Xiaoxiao returned to China, his hands and feet were broken, not to mention traveling, but to travel a little longer, the limbs were sore and painful, not to mention enjoying life and traveling, it is all about self-care. problem.

  So these are just my deep desires, which are impossible to achieve.

  And in this life, there are hatred, children, and now there are tears. I am afraid that this life will also not be realized.

  Hearing Shen Xiaoxiao's words, 19 then quietly cut off the call button, and said to Shen Xiaoxiao:

   "Just want to travel around the world, let alone China, let's go, take you to a place..."