Mrs. Shen really told the children everything. I couldn't help but think helplessly.

"What is it? Mommy, am I wrong? "Xing xing stares at me with his big eyes, his eyelashes fluttering and he asks me with a childlike face.

God ... Who can tell me why my kids are so precocious? Is there something wrong with my education?

"Xingxing, you are right. Let's go. Godmother is here. "I said with a forced smile, then took xingxing's little hand and walked to Li Man's car.

"Get in the car! Li Man opened the window and stuck his head out to us.

"Are you going to buy something? Li Man asked me as he passed a supermarket.

"No, didn't you buy so much? I smiled and shook my head, thinking of Li Man's" shopaholic" attitude and shrugging my shoulders involuntarily.

"Well, what shall we do next? Li Man turned and continued driving, looking at the road.

"Let's go back first. I want to go to the cemetery after staying at home for a while." I put my hand on my forehead and thought for a moment.

"That's right, I almost forgot about that. Li Man sounded a little down, and I knew she felt guilty for forgetting to visit her father.

"Well, it's okay, xingxing. We have to visit grandpa later. How about it? Is xingxing happy? "I comforted Li Man, then turned to look down at the stars and smiled.

"Happy! Mommy, is grandpa okay? "Asked the star, clasping my finger.

"Grandpa ... Xingxing, grandpa has already gone to another place. We may not be able to see grandpa, but he can hear everything you want to tell grandpa. Do you understand what I mean? For a moment I did not know how to explain it.

I used to take out a picture of my father to show it to xingxing and tell him about my father, but I never told xingxing that his grandfather was no longer there and had gone to another place ... This was my mistake and my escape.

"Mommy, I don' t understand. Aren' t we going to visit grandpa? Why can' t we meet grandpa? Also, mommy, why didn' t you call grandpa when you were in the country? You missed grandpa so much. "Xing xing pouts his lips and shakes his head, asking doubtfully.

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand. You will understand when we go to see grandpa later." I really don't know how to explain to xingxing. The word' death' is so hard for me to say. It seems that if I touch it, I will be so sad that I almost choked.

"Yes, I see, mommy. "Xingxing nods as if he doesn't understand and doesn't ask me any more questions.

If he asks any more questions, I may really lose control of my emotions.

When I got home, I went to the kitchen to make lunch, leaving Li Man and xingxing in the living room to watch tv. Because I had to go to the cemetery in the afternoon, I only made some dishes to solve the lunch problem.

"Now or later? Li Man rubbed his bulging stomach and asked as he lay on the sofa.

"Now, I want to buy something. I put a cup of tea in front of Li Man and sat down on the sofa.

"Well, wait for me. Li Man got up from the sofa, picked up the teacup and took a big gulp, then rubbed the corner of his mouth and stood aside.

"Go, xingxing. I turned and touched the little head of the stars and said with a smile.

When we arrived at the cemetery, there were not too many people. The afternoon sun was scattered on the ground through the treetops. From time to time, cicadas were singing. There were many trees planted in the cemetery. In summer, they were lush and cast a huge shadow on the ground.

We have no words along the way, the stars tightly hold my hand, curiously looked around, I held a small bouquet of pure white camellias, li man holding the other hand of the stars quietly walk aside.

"Shall I leave first? Li man asked softly as she approached her father's grave.

"Well, why don't you take xingxing and wait for a while? I'd like to have a word with my father alone. I nodded and said my request.

"Alright, we'll wait for you there. Don't be too sad," li man pointed at a chair not far away and told me.

"I know. You don't have to worry too much. "I said with a smile, making myself look better.

I watched li man walk to the seat with the stars, then turned around and walked to my father's tombstone, I was momentarily speechless, many words in my heart see the gravestone father's black and white photos, all choked in the throat.

I bent down and put the white tea in my hand in front of my father's tombstone. Then I slowly knelt on the ground. I lowered my head and covered my face with my hands. I couldn't help crying.

Apart from visiting my father once before I went abroad, I have not come to see my father for three years now.

After a long time, my mood finally calmed down. I reached out and gently stroked my father's photo. I said in a hoarse voice," dad, I'm back ... I'm sorry to have left you for so long, but this time, I won't leave again. I will always be with you and xingxing. We will always be with you."

You don't know who the stars are, do you? He is my son. Your grandson is called an chen xing and xing xing. Don't blame me. He gave birth to xingxing as a single mother before he got married. Xingxing is really a good, well-behaved and sensible child.

If you were still alive, you would definitely like xingxing very much. Don't be angry with me anymore. I know I was too stubborn in the past and always did some things that you were unhappy about. After you left, I couldn't visit you often. It's all my fault.

However, it didn' t matter. Now that the an corporation was on the right track and the person who caused you harm had already been punished, you can rest assured now. Your daughter has grown up and knows what to do and shouldn' t do. I will definitely live a good life in the future and live up to your expectations ...

I also brought stars to see you today. Would you like to meet him?

"Xingxing, come to mommy! I stood up and dusted my legs, then took a few steps and called out in the distance. Li Man heard my voice and patted the shoulders of the stars, signaling him to come to me.

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