"What is the cause? What is the root cause of your illness? "I don' t know where I came from, but I actually gritted my teeth and looked at he jingfan as he asked. I' ve never been so eager to get an answer.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I have to tell you. Please go out. I have work to do. He jingfan directly refused to answer the question and waved his hand impatiently, asking me to leave.

"Please answer my question. "I got up from my seat and put my hands in front of the desk. I stared at he jingfan and said in a tone that was similar to coercion. This might be too extreme, but I couldn' t help but want to know the answer. I care about he jingfan. I want him to be well. That's why I was so stubborn."

"Please, go, go. He jingfan was like an emotionless machine as he spoke with his thin lips closed, but his voice was low and cold. It was as if he was being stared at by a snake that kept spitting letters back and forth. It was very obvious, but I still mustered up the courage to look at he jingfan and did not flinch at all. It had already reached this stage and I did not want to retreat anymore. No matter what, just hang in there for a while ... I comforted myself in my heart and continued to build up my mind so that my heart could resist he jingfan's terrifying gaze.

"Well, well, do you want to know? He jingfan suddenly laughed, but the smile on his face was so bright right now that I knew how much he hated me. I wanted to retreat, but I didn' t want to let all my persistence go to waste.

"I want to know, please tell me! I want to know that this is not meant to pry into your privacy, I just want to know the cause and the condition, to make the most appropriate treatment for you, I am a doctor, in this area involved a lot of, you should believe me, you care about your own health is not good? You know, sometimes mental illness is scarier than physical illness, and it can even destroy a person! I hope this will make he jingfan realize that his attitude is wrong and then actively cooperate with me for treatment.

"Very well, since you want to know, I'll tell you! He jingfan did not look at me anymore.

I couldn' t help but feel a little regretful for forcing he jingfan, but this was something that couldn' t be helped. Under such circumstances, I could only force myself to move forward and not stop because I knew that a normal mental illness would turn into depression without active treatment for a long time. The consequences would be unimaginable.

"What's wrong with you? Are you okay? "I didn' t have time to get the brown paper bag, so I quickly walked around the desk and walked to he jingfan and asked him.

"Get out! Get out! He jingfan whispered, his hands constantly pushing me away, trying to push me out.

"Calm down first! Do you usually have any medication, where to put it? I'll get it for you? "I hugged he jingfan tightly with my hands, not letting him hurt me, forcing myself to calm down and speak in a slower tone.

"In ... In the drawer on the right. He jingfan's breathing was a little rushed, but fortunately, his consciousness was not completely confused and he was still able to think.

"Well, well, I'll give it to you right away. When I heard that, I quickly pulled open the drawer on the right. As expected, I saw some psychotropic drugs in it. However, the functions of these drugs were similar. They could only be temporarily suppressed when the mood of the patients with mental illness was fluctuating. This was also known as treating symptoms without treatment. Taking them for a long time would only make people dependent on them, which would not be conducive to the treatment of mental illness.

But under the current circumstances, even if I had doubts, I didn' t dare to hesitate anymore. He jingfan's current state was very painful. I really couldn' t bear to see him like this. I poured out the medicine in a panic and fed him jingfan. After about ten minutes, he jingfan finally calmed down.

"How is it? Feeling better? I looked at he jingfan and asked nervously.

"Yes," he jingfan replied coldly and returned to his usual cold demeanor.

"I'll help you to your room to rest. I thought about it and suggested.

"No need," he jingfan rejected my idea.

"No, your current state can' t support a heavy workload at all. What you need most now is rest. If you continue to work, it won' t be good for your illness. "I also put my own point of view, very disagreeable with he jingfan's idea.

In the end, I still disregarded he jingfan's refusal and firmly supported him to the bedroom to rest. He jingfan was initially very dissatisfied with my actions, but in the end, he fell into a deep sleep on the bed. In fact, what I didn' t tell he jingfan was able to fall asleep so quickly was because when I fed him the medicine earlier, I also gave him a sleeping aid. I sat by the bed and looked at he jingfan's sleeping face with my hands to calm his furrowed brows.

He jingfan's past, his childhood, his youth, these are all the past that I did not participate in, and I did not have the opportunity to participate. In my most embarrassing time, because of a meaning, he broke into my life. At that time, he was in middle age, standing at the peak of life, a place I need to look up to see, which is destined to create a gap between us.

At this time, I couldn' t help but envy miss chen wuyun, whom I had never met before. She had almost participated in a third of he jingfan's life and was the most beautiful. She had always been by his side and knew his habits. His thoughts might even be exposed to he jingfan's unknown habits in front of her.

But maybe this is life, I met he jingfan at the wrong time, and chen wuyun even at the right time, but an unexpected accident.

He jingfan, what should I do with you? I sat by the bed for about half an hour, then recovered from my contemplation, gently got up and left the bedroom, and returned to the study, where the paper bags on the desk remained motionless.

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