Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu

When he woke up, the first thing Subaru noticed was intense pain in his intolerable body.

Especially from the neck up, the degree of pain transmitted from the face is terrible. The left cheek, around the right eye, the back teeth, the front teeth, the left ear - the more uncut the mention, the scars of pain are all over the place.

Probing through his mouth with his tongue, Subaru realizes that he has two back teeth and one front tooth, and one dog tooth is missing. Then, open your eyes and look around, also understanding that your right eye is swollen and blocked.

"Ko, Ra..."

Bleeding in the mouth and toothless discord spin from Subaru's mouth.

Every breath sounds cold on the nerves of your teeth, and even if you want to breathe with your nose, you have a dry nosebleed that blocks this one. gasping, throwing up the blood in your mouth,

"No way... you died, didn't you?

Dragging his body too much damage, Subaru had been reminded of the fact that he had picked up his life from that situation of absolute lethality.

Subaru had been overthrown in the dim hallway, surrounding him with only half his sight to look over. There are no signs of people. Reminds me of an exchange, close to losing consciousness.

"Elsa, is..."

He's not here.

At least, there's no sign of her in Subaru's eyes.

It is the businesswoman who lurks in the dark. Or even though you're in sight, it's possible you're getting a technique that won't let you sense it - but there's no reason to use it.

There is no Elsa. He was gone. At least, without killing Subaru.

"What, for... no, more than that..."

Every time he moves his mouth, there is bleeding and he spits it out annoyingly and Subaru shakes his head. I moved all parts of my body, trying to identify where it was painful and unusable, and noticed it.

- That there is a warm presence in my arms that faintly repeats my breath.

"-Rem."

Sweet girl with blue hair. Keep sleeping, the girl who excites Subaru.

Rem is quietly engraving a heartbeat in Subaru's arm. The shallow and repeated breathing and indeed the bleeding, reddish skin - the rhythm of life - are a testament to the continuation.

――――

Unexpectedly, I put my strength strongly into the arm holding her with emotion.

Good thing you don't have a reaction, try to scratch and hold it and taste the warmth of your little body. Like trying to feel her alive beyond her skin.

"Why didn't you kill me or Lem... you were out..."

With Rem's body in his arms, Subaru mentions Elsa's indissoluble behavior.

A murderer who left without taking the lives of Subaru and Rem, who stayed on this occasion, even though he killed Petra, killed Frederica and made her disappear to Beatrice.

Surely Subaru did what Lem begged for his life on the verge of losing consciousness. Elsa replied that she could accept it, but did you think she kept it disciplined?

I don't even think I can understand the thought of 'bowel hunting' where I am a personality breaker, but that's probably why Rem was helped.

"If so... how could I...?

Kill me, I thought so.

At least Elsa should have wielded a knife with a clear sense of harm against Subaru. Each crushed area has carved skin and flesh that clearly conveys it to Subaru in pain.

Still, what the hell made Elsa take advantage of Subaru?

"Anyway, now..."

You can't tell, he shook his head and Subaru hugs the lem by crushing his painful body.

Holding a light lem in both arms, at the end of the hallway - still to this day, I saw the remains of Frederica lying like she had been struck down, and decided I had to do it.

- First, I have to mourn Frederica and Petra.

"If you're breaking up the end of the world, that doesn't make any sense..."

A grunt leaked mocking himself as sentimental, unreasonable, and a terribly shallow act.

Subaru has already decided to redo this world with his' death '.

There were too many things I lost. Some gained, but I couldn't protect one thing I wanted to protect with that gained. Same as before, or more than ever, Subaru lost. Subaru doesn't have the courage to live this world that you've lost too much.

If you can pay for your own life to get it back, you have nothing to hesitate about.

This world is the world that ends.

Everything can be redone: Petra's death, Frederica's death, Beatrice's death.

The promise to Petra, the apology for doubting Frederica, and the definitive answer to Beatrice's mourning are delivered in the next world.

If you cut it off like that, there's really no point in mourning those dead girls.

Because if only Subaru can stand the sentiments of a world that disappears, it shouldn't be in anyone's memory.

- If you can break it off that far, Natsuki Subaru must be able to get over a world of loops like this, sooner.

"Readiness, determination, ability... really, everything is missing no matter how far you go. Why am I so weak? Hey, Rem."

From the girl in my arm, no answer.

Whether you can spit out weakness or show weakness, for Subaru today, only before this sleeping girl was this the only place you could do it.

- It was only a few dozen minutes after Subaru decided to mourn the Petra's at the Mansion.

"What, this?

Seeing an object sitting in front of you, a missing voice leaks through Subaru's throat.

But no one will be able to blame Subaru for doing so. So much so that the object in front of Subaru today is obscure and has no idea who it is.

Pink hues, chunks of meat - that's what I feel close to as an expression.

Round chunks of meat, shaped like mud dumplings made by children. That explanation alone would convey enough diversity, but there are more reasons than that that that baffled Subaru.

"Big -"

Purely, the chunk of meat was too huge.

Big enough to look up, it conveys a tightly packed weight of the contents from the look. Shades and textures are similar to those found in the butcher shop, in high-freshness pork and bird meat. Besides, Subaru doesn't have the courage to touch it and make sure of it.

That huge chunk of meat is roughly twelve as far as I can see. They are all about the same size, scattered and dotted all over the place as it shows off.

"What is this...?

I remain perplexed and unable to give the answer, Subaru repeats the same question several times.

And I turned my neck,

"Where did all the people in the village go?

In the centre of the deserted village of Aram, surrounded by chunks of meat, Subaru shrugged.

- Subaru came down to the village of Aram to borrow manpower to mourn Petra and Frederica, above all to tell the families of Petra's death.

I was ready to be beaten, I was ready to be cursed.

Just like the sentiments at the Mansion. Here again, Subaru could have avoided the pain. Hide Petra's death and start over the world without informing the villagers.

That way Subaru would have been saved if he had hidden in his own chest the blame for letting Petra die and was only frightened by guilt.

I just couldn't do that when I thought if I could forgive myself for doing it.

"Damn, I guess that's just self-satisfying, too."

I was thinking of telling my family about Petra and then burying the two of them.

Beatrice's condolences, I don't know what to do. The Spirit leaves no remains. That clear-cut way of disappearing took her sense of death away from Subaru instead.

For a moment - yes, I'm feeling unconcerned.

With no such positive or backward thinking, Subaru went down to the village of Aram.

Between burials, they bring a sleeping lem with them to look after them.

And it was the chunks of meat ahead that Subaru, arriving in the village, came across as he walked around the village looking for the villagers.

- Nobody, nobody.

Temporarily lowering the lem in his arms to the private house, he runs around the village and Subaru concludes.

It seems that Subaru, who dissolves the blood that was hardening the sweat transmitting his forehead and dyes his face in red spots, is terrible. Once the villagers have seen the present Subaru, there is first a welcome and proper state of screaming.

But I don't see any inhabitants who are supposed to scream at Subaru's present appearance, and Subaru can sit back next to the sleeping lem and stay on his way.

- When Elsa was disappearing from the mansion, I didn't think so.

In one case in the Wang capital, it's about Elsa, who made an immediate decision to kill everyone involved. Or you can't get tired of just the face of the mansion, and go down to the village of Aram and wield its vicious blade.

For various reasons, there was also such anxiety that Subaru came as far as the village of Aram. but welcoming Subaru down is unexpected and more than expected.

Scattered chunks of meat and unknown villagers.

- Naturally, an unpleasant imagination emerges in his chest, but Subaru ignored it unconsciously.

"If there's nobody there, there's nothing for you.... Hurry up, I have to mourn you both"

With his mouth full of excuses, Subaru leaves the village when he hugs Rem.

No movement, huge chunks of meat stay put. I didn't remember any blame for leaving it as it was. I didn't even want to leave that in the corner of my memory.

My head was going to flat already.

The burial of Petra and Frederica, besides thoughts, was done easily.

Get the two dead phases together and wipe your bloody dirty skin and face with a clean cloth. The clothes were changed to a different one because I was sorry. Naturally, but I didn't get indignant emotions.

More than that, when I put my clothes sleeves through their cold, hardened bodies, my heart was imprisoned by the inexplicable emotions that made me want to cry but dried up behind my eyes.

"... at least, rest in peace"

Praying for peace between the two from the covered soil, Subaru speaks to a degree of rest.

Subaru does not know how to pray in this world, but also how to send the dead in the original world. All relatives were alive and well, and Subaru had never faced anyone's funeral, nor had he ever been interested in such a ceremony with Japanese non-religiousness.

Now I regret that.

- Send the two of you, I regretted asexually that you hadn't mended your manners or your words.

"You've annoyed me, too. Thanks for your help."

And when Subaru reached out, a pitch-black earth dragon drew his nose toward his finger.

It is Patrash who leans over to lead Subaru, even though he defiles himself with dirt that has dug up his limbs.

Finding Patrash, who was at the stables and spared catastrophe, with her help Subaru buried Petra and the others. Clever about Subaru's awkward appeal. She quickly understood, and next to Subaru digging the dirt with shovel-style tools, she dug me a big Frederica hole in her body with her feet.

Running vigorously through the ground, muddy both of its feet, which became windy, yet the earth dragon in pitch black was noble and beautiful. Once again, I am strongly grateful that there is that presence.

Subaru dug the hole that fills Petra. I was the little girlfriend of my body, but still enough to rip my palm skin many times with unfamiliar tools so that I didn't have to feel cramped.

After soiling and seeing that Petra was invisible, a tear that he could not at last enjoy conveyed his cheeks, but Subaru did not wipe it until it was dry.

Frederica shall have similarly dropped him off and completed his burial by making a simple grave marker.

I separated myself into one task, but my shoulders just added weight instead of lightening up.

"... I can't help being here anymore"

Boosh and squeal like that.

The irrevocable tragedy at the Mansion has already ended.

Engrave a series of events firmly into your memory. Now the carelessness of dropping the two off in this way is also strong and deep to never forget.

Make sure you get rid of the regrets you carved into your soul this next time.

For the first time, Subaru can be held responsible for their 'death'.

"When we're only sure we're sure, let's go back to the 'Sanctuary'. - Lem, too, because you can't leave me."

The sun is slowly starting to fall.

The darkening world is about to celebrate its third night if Subaru's perception is correct. If we make sure we make sure we leave the mansion tomorrow morning, we can return to the 'Sanctuary' by the night of the fourth day.

Until the sixth day of fate, it is a day and a half of respite. And this is also my first experience of Subaru leaving the 'sanctuary' and then returning again.

Protect the Mansion and also break through the 'Sanctuary'.

Only the two hurdles that I have defined as the ones that inevitably have to be overcome, and their experience must be absolutely kept by the time I try to clear them.

What changes come to the 'sanctuary' while Subaru leaves the 'sanctuary'?

Perhaps it follows the same flow as when Subaru was struck by Garfield and imprisoned as it was. When that happens, Otto and Ram should make a move on the night of the fifth day to evacuate the evacuees in the village of Aram.

"Before it does... Right"

I'm worried about Garfield.

Using forceful means, Subaru prevented his pursuit by shielding the crown. I can't just imagine how much that touched his scales.

And we must also tell Garfield about the death of her sister, Frederica. It is Svalbard's lapse to suspect her as an insider and not to strike a helping hand.

Garfiel's anger will be spoiled and he will have to take it all.

"Let's go back to the 'Sanctuary'. - I want to see Emilia."

Thinking of many of the events that weighed his head, Subaru blurred and leaked the truth.

Maybe it was something close to weak sound.

But now, honestly, I wanted to.

I want to see Emilia's face. I want to be touching her.

I want Subaru's heart now, which is going to break, to be healed by realizing Emilia's presence.

To the extent I thought so, Subaru was exhausted.

- Subaru noticed something strange when he went into the woods so close to the 'sanctuary'.

A two-man ride spanning Patrash and holding a sleeping lem in his chest. He's going to lose his balance and hiccups, but fortunately, Lem is on top of not wandering around, Patrash is following the Lord's incompetence perfectly, and he's been on his way without a problem.

I couldn't run as hard as I could just when I got back to the mansion, and the time it took me to get back on the road was about seventeen hours, and I plugged in on the night of the fourth day.

A day and a half of the planned time you can spend in the 'Sanctuary' will be considered shrunk to a day.

It's a necessary use of time. Of course I'm not willing to blame Patrash.

It was just a miscalculation for Subaru, who had cautiously gone down the road that way.

"I'm really not kidding... what happened or cancer...!

The path to the 'sanctuary', the forest where the junction existed - halfway down the road, the cold air that stabbed the skin was beginning to surround the world.

The leaves of the green trees are frosted, and the surface of the trunk is white-frozen. The moisture in the ground was frozen and a little ice burn could be done here and there.

An unusual drop in temperature - in the middle of winter or even colder, Subaru strengthens his ability to hold the lem and looks around with a white breath.

The forest is as thin as ever with signs of creatures, but even the life force of the trees was being lost before this cold. The fact that the forest is not prepared for anything extreme cold would be more proof than anything else that this chill is completely different from a natural phenomenon.

"It's cold enough to be white in front of me...... I only have a bad feeling, hey. Patrash."

――――

"Hey, Patrash?

I'm rushed by a nasty hunch floating around my chest trying to rush Patrash, but there's no response from Patrash at the heart.

Looking down at the love dragon with a frown root, the pitch-black ground dragon stopped his leg and found himself badly disturbed to breathe in agony.

"Patrash!"

In a hurry, Subaru pulls his reins and calls on Patrash to stop him, reaching down from his back to his neck muscle. Patrash's neck muscles with a rock-skinned texture, the feel of which is roughly unchanged from normal, but terribly cold. And Subaru realizes.

"Are you sure Grounddragons are vulnerable to the cold...? You look like a reptile, and how are you doing in winter or something?"

Reptiles such as lizards and snakes often hibernate during the winter months to overcome the cold. Patrash, a grounddragon with a lot of similarities in appearance, could also have had the same properties as those reptiles after a moment.

When that happens, in front of this cold, Patrash's march is nothing more than suicide.

Because if Subaru's imagination is correct, it is assumed that this cold will increase in severity the more he turns to the centre of the 'sanctuary'.

"It's tough to go with... right? At this point, I don't think the dragons in the sanctuary are in danger."

Hand stroke the patrash that is shivering your body into small pieces. Patrash leans against the feel of Subaru's palms, although it won't do more than rest.

Going to the 'sanctuary' without her will not spare further passage of time - but it is the mountain of Sekiyama that will go down along the way, even if we keep going together.

"Patrash. I'm sorry, but outside the woods...... no, will you go back to the mansion?

Patrash snorts sadly at Subaru's decisions and instructions.

but smart she understands Subaru's thoughts, her state of her body, and how the woods lie ahead. After a few nagging words, he will eventually hang his head against Subaru as if he had given up his resistance.

I stroke that head firmly, and Subaru takes the clothes and simple food out of the luggage he was letting Patrash hold, and wears them in as much as he can to prepare them for the cold. I put my jacket on Rem the same way, and I came to her body with my luggage and lifted that body up.

"The road to the 'sanctuary' is straight..."

――――

"Don't look so worried. I'm more worried about you. It would have been hard, but I'm sorry I didn't even notice this situation. I'm really sorry I didn't like it."

To subaru lowering his head, Patrash hisses small just because that's not necessary. Then Patrash walked out into the woods and Subaru dropped him off until he could no longer see it.

Along the way, I never looked back. The dragon lived with a temperament that did not show untrained behavior and a tenderness that did not make Subaru feel burdened.

I think it is too much love dragon for Subaru to make.

"Patrash will get you out of the woods safely.... Worry over here is way ahead of worry over there, damn it"

Re-holding the lem, Subaru proceeds with a noise under the standing feet of the frost column.

Go forward, 'sanctuary' as your breath is white and your teeth roots are exposed to chills that are going to sound like heels if you lose your mind.

"What happened, Emilia..."

At the heart of this chill, calling the name of the girl who I'm sure will be there.

Forcing the scuffling legs forward, move the shaky, forgetful lips to repeat the breath shallow. Subaru was advancing through the woods with his eyelashes sticking and pressing open the elbow that was hard to open, somehow securing a vision of the white wax.

- The extreme cold surrounding the 'sanctuary' far exceeded Subaru's raw and warm imagination.

As I go one step deeper, I feel like my body temperature is dropping.

The feeling of skin has already been lost for a long time, and it is the ghostly sense of mission that supports Subaru's flesh and his willingness to move forward;

――――

In my arms, there was a lem that kept carving out constant life reactions so I didn't know if there was any outside environmental influence.

Straight ahead, we should just be moving towards the 'sanctuary'.

I can't see if my footsteps are going correctly or with my eyes. I just have to believe that by feeling the extreme cold intensify like this, you're going right.

There was snow all the way around the tibia, and at some point in the woods completely changed the scenery into a winter scenery.

Influence enough to transform the world itself. Subaru knows that.

――――

I tremble my lips and gasp for breath. The skin on the upper and lower lips that became stuck peeled off, causing a tingling pain and seeping blood. I could feel it slightly warm at the tip of my tongue and realize that my body had not yet chilled out of its core.

We can still move on. We can still do it.

Nothing has been ascertained yet. Now, even if I'm stopping here, I don't know what I've sacrificed everything for.

So,

"-"

Secondly, Subaru stopped his leg when he noticed something crossed his bright white vision.

Rubbing his closing eyelid open, Subaru gazes at the foreign object that interrupts his vision. Gradually contoured. It was in the shape of a person, and it was also a known person.

"crown,?

――――

In response to Subaru's call, the girl responds only with a silent gaze.

Seeing that attitude, Subaru quickly broke through that the girl was not a 'crown' but a replica of 'crown mayer'.

At the same time, if she is a replica, it also means that Svalbard, who has returned to the 'Sanctuary', has command over her.

"Just in a good place...... please. Guide me to the Sanctuary…"

"Please, don't listen to me."

Spilling a white breath intermittently, Subaru calls on the replicated girl. but someone's voice covered from above to block that word.

Face up. As soon as possible, something fell and landed in the snowfield next to the girl. The snow sinks, the sound of being crushed, and one young man appears there.

A man with a sharp eye for short blonde hair who releases hostility from all over his body that is still going to shoot Subaru.

"Garfiel."

"Wow, which side did you come back down to? How dare you come back." The Bow of the Lie Beatoon is splendid, "I said."

The incomprehensible rhetoric also survives, Garfiel honking his fangs in front of Subaru.

He looked down abominably at Subaru, who was short of breath, and then opened his eyes in terrible surprise when he saw Subaru holding Rem in his arms.

"Ahhh...? Why did you say Ram... No, Ram? Ah? What the hell? Who is she..."

"Explain it, it's subtle to get through.... It's Rem. Ram's, authentic sister's."

"I can't believe I've got a sister in Ram, I heard you say... I'm gonna decide it's a lie, I can't do it for a long time, Oi"

Garfiel's intentions are slightly shredded in front of the girl with two faces: the thinker and the melon. Subaru still decides that he's rational for what hasn't come to kill him instantly, and falls behind in his decision to cut back and escape.

Then Subaru sees a replica standing quietly next to Garfiel,

"What do you mean she won't listen to me?

"... it's a simple story. After he left the Sanctuary, you entered the laboratory immediately. So, I'm just saying that I overwrote my command again and got it back. Thanks to you, I was reminded of something I didn't like."

"Can't you transfer command so easily, Pomp?"

"The basics touch me. That's what happened."

Arr, and Garfiel would be referring to a crystal with the body of Rhus Mayer sealed. If touching the array is a condition for the transfer of command, it is also natural for it to return to him from Subaru.

Whatever.

"Welcome on purpose is very thoughtful."

"I'm going to stick with your bullshit. If you look at this situation now, it's too late to laugh and discuss it, huh?

"Right, right. Well, I'll ask you straight in."

Nodding at the awesome Garfiel, Subaru shook his neck small before breathing, he said.

"- Is this what Emilia's doing?

"I don't know that either. Come out of the graveyard."

"Won't you come out of the graveyard?

Subaru frowns at unexpected responses. tongue-in-cheek irritated by its Subaru reaction, Garfiel kicked up the snow beneath his feet with a grand

"Ever since the day that Mei Mei disappeared, the half-demon has gone crazy. I thought you were calm, so I locked you in the cemetery and this is it. I had to realise that the sanctuary was covered in ice when I grabbed it back. - The Great Forest of Eliole and all that."

"You, tell me about Emilia's hometown...!

"You don't think I'm listening. I don't want Roswar, okay, asshole, but I'm gonna give you the answers to the questions you need. That's why I don't trust Emilia."

Abandoned in horror, then Garfiel approached Subaru to exacerbate his expression. Subaru, unable to react to his movements, has no way of making him a garfiel standing in front of him.

"Oh, shit."

"Nah -!?"

With his chest pressed with his palms, Subaru falls backwards unnecessarily intact.

I rushed to shelter the lem in my arms, but the hand shook empty. Because

"Stop, get a lem -!"

"Give it back, you say? Oh, come on, you must be a lot obsessed. You're a woman in love with Emilia."

Poking where it hurts for Subaru too, Garfiel snarls his nose.

In that his arm was taken the body of Rem that Subaru had held until earlier.

Desperately moving his scuffling body, Subaru tries to take it to Garfiel, but he can't keep up with him jumping and taking distance.

"What are you going to do with Rem...!

"I'm not going to let it hurt. That's a mystery. I'm gonna get through this. It doesn't make sense. I feel bad."

That being said, Garfiel's eyes looking down at Rem are certainly harmless.

At least Garfiel's sexual roots are not so distorted as to harm a girl with the same face as a thinker.

Then why, Garfiel said earlier to Subaru, who made the word.

"Get in the graveyard. - So drag the half demon inside out."