Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu

- Finally, I realized.

When Subaru woke up, the sun was leaning heavily to the west.

The middle belly of the cliff - that spot Svalbard had reached with his first fall - kept his mouth wide open in the broken position of the forest.

I couldn't even afford to notice during the turmoil with the beast, but when I was thus in a place where I could see the sky, an unexplained sense of relief wrapped Subaru.

I guess that's what the illusion of not being surrounded by trees, being able to get out of the sense of obstruction makes you think so. Still, so much so that solitary hope emerged that something might have changed even the state of the trail, which shouldn't be any different.

"I don't know what to say."

"... somehow"

"He's a boring, old-fashioned guy who can't help it."

Throw it away spicy and Beatrice strokes its long, luxurious vertical roll.

On the rocky skin of a chopped cliff, the discomfort of the dress outfit as usual was just right, and there was a chisel there as if I had only stuck her part later on in the landscape painting.

"... in that outfit, I don't even think about the outdoors"

"Betty didn't want to walk in the dusty mountains either. If you hadn't run into this place, I wouldn't have had to take a walk."

Beatrice pays the hem and says so abominably.

Subaru frowned in surprise at what she said, and noticed the slowness.

To the fact that so many of the deep bearers are almost blocked leaving traces of it, such as blood marks and tears in their clothes.

Everything is back to normal, both the left wrist that was about to fall, the laceration of the right arm that I could see up to the bone, and the right foot so illusory that it stopped moving.

"There were too many of them to get rid of the scars. I guess I'll take that as a consequence of my inaction."

If you look closely, you will be able to ascertain the remnants of the dental wounds. But it almost faded. I don't know that unless it's a bright spot, and more importantly, I don't care enough about the look or anything.

Purely, it is more salvation than anything that they have thus healed their wounds. It's just...

"Why..."

I wonder what it is.

"How could you help me? I..."

- Even Beatrice, who signed a contract for me, can't reveal anything.

To Subaru's attitude, which clogs the words, Beatrice snorts with a familiar twitchy face. Keep it up. She shrugged her shoulders,

"It's Betty's deal to keep you safe. If the opponent dies unnecessarily bloodthirsty, could it involve Betty's prestige?"

"Until this morning I thought it was about..."

"If you can afford to fry your feet, can you make another scratch in the same place? Is there a targeted scar for you?"

"I'm sorry, thank you, forgive me."

He lowers his head flat and rubs his head against rocky skin, dealing with the stifling of quiet Beatrice.

Whatever, she's the one who teased...

"You still keep your contract with me..."

"Contracts are contracts. Until one of them falls, that's valid.... If you think about it, it would have been a failure not to set a proper deadline"

Whether he intends to decide that the fried legs earlier were not in full swing, Beatrice behaves as if he had forgotten about the period Subaru had spoken of.

A girl with a bad mouth and a horse that doesn't fit. - Subaru touched there as if he had been punched in the chest by a lid in the attitude of mercy shown by Beatrice, who had such a strong impression.

Subaru lost sight of words in the emotions that engulf him.

Beatrice poked her finger at this one without touching the change in his expression as he watched Subaru silent in that way,

"Speaking of which, thank you for having to ask"

"... what?

Unexpectedly, depending on the content of the question, I am wary that I will be forced to come into contact with a black mole.

But out of her mouth was something unrelated to Subaru's worries,

"It's a wound that Betty healed... but did she kill the person who put it on? Or maybe they got away with it?

…… Does a wound mean like that black wolf? Then... "

Slowly approach the cliff and point under your eyes as shown in Beatrice.

At the tip of his finger, there is the carcass of a beast lying in the same position. Beatrice, lined up next to him, confirmed it and nodded,

"Is that the only one you're dealing with?

"If there were more than two of them, they'd usually bite you twice as fast."

It is also a complete coincidence that one was buried.

If they had been attacked without a herd, the dust would have stood in comic expressions, and after sunshine a beautiful Subaru shrub would have rolled.

In Subaru's reply, Beatrice touched his jaw, often meditating. And I shook my head as small as I was immediately convinced,

"I don't feel any signs around me, and I'm probably, like, a detached guy. If you happen to run into someone who's out of line, your bad luck could be pretty bad."

"I'm just wondering if I'm actually a piece of bad luck."

I'm in the mood for all the bad luck that happens in my life.

Even if it is assured that nothing unhappy will happen once you get through this, so much so that if you can, you want to switch in the direction of making it smaller and pull it up.

Ever since I've been in different worlds, all I've been vividly reminded of are painful memories.

As much as that, I should have been happy.

Feeling something feminine hurt in the back of her memory, Subaru lays her eyes down and deludes her expression. but Beatrice didn't fit into Subaru's such sentiments,

"Otherwise... well, I guess this is just useless to think about"

"What the hell. I don't care if I'm convinced by myself that way. I want to see that fact you noticed. I want to hear it. I want to touch it."

"There's only one thing you can't help but get on top of it. I don't know if that would bother me with the way I shake myself in the future."

Pushing the walking Subaru aside, Beatrice makes the exit of Subaru clearly blocked, even though he was still exploring his escape route.

Beatrice put her arms together so that she could not push to the silent Subaru,

"I'm telling you, that's all Betty can do. I wonder if I could make him a chance to go back to the mansion and explain to that sister's sister. If you had that chance, you'd be the one who threw it away."

"I...!

If it was something I could tell you, I wanted to scream that I was saying it.

Subaru would have smashed everything and begged for forgiveness without that constraint, like getting his heart crushed.

One thing, it doesn't help heal Ram's mind. Subaru also said that he was just a victim of being flushed into that helpless situation.

That wasn't even allowed, so he escaped all the way out here and crawled with his life in a wildlife attacked phrase.

"Stupid, I am.... No, silly, I am"

He also tried to use that situation as an excuse and pretend not to look at it.

Subaru came all the way to the cliffside, repeating his excuses, his defenses and his protections. It is proof left that we are being pushed to a place where there is no escape, either in a realistic sense or in a spiritual sense.

Run, run, run, keep running, which way is your leg pointing already?

"You can't go back. How could you...?

"It's a whim. If you don't at least die out of sight, I wonder if Betty's dreams are bad and bothersome. - You seem to be butting in over this period, and I feel hopeless about it."

I can erase kindness and cut it into words that are just harsh.

Beatrice's gaze was thirsty enough to see even the boring ones, and Subaru, not knowing it, was howling his throat gasping.

"If I choose to escape..."

"I'm going to do something to help the people in the mansion not find me. I hope it's up to you where you're going after that."

It's a sturdy way of putting it, but I guess that's an unmistakable truth.

Beatrice does not differ in what she says. That's evident from not abandoning him by coming looking for Subaru all the way down the mountain and squatting feminine on the quote.

I'm sure she'll affirm it if Subaru chooses to escape.

Not out of compassion, but out of indifference in view of the combination with the content of the contract.

But suppose...

"What if I told you I wanted to talk to Ram?

"... it's no use. My sisters can't afford to listen to your words anymore. Whatever you say, you won't listen, and you won't believe it."

Beatrice rarely responds to Subaru's presentation of another choice with her eyes down.

Is it the resentful rum that floats behind her brain that Subaru has left behind in the mansion?

What she looked like after Subaru ran away. If I deal with Beatrice's current attitude, I can see that it was a situation where I could ask.

Seeing Beatrice holding her mouth, Subaru looks up to the sky and bites off his stupidity.

At that moment, that place was the watershed.

Subaru should not have escaped in that place. Even if he wasn't ready to stand the pain, Subaru had to face the ram.

Opportunities missed and the chances of connecting minds were lost. And once, it slipped through my hands, that it would come back, and so on, it could never happen again.

The groove that opened between them is so deep and big.

"The sisters' sisters have endured for their sisters. And my sister's sister, she lives for such a sister. Either way, we don't have enough sisters."

The voice of a worried girl flows as she interrupts the silence.

In front of Subaru, who lowers her gaze, Beatrice jerks off her luxurious hair,

"Whichever is missing, the function is lost. Wouldn't that sister be any longer than she's gone crazy?"

"Well, what does that mean? What do you know...?

I feel like they're whining about something terrible.

Stuck in Beatrice with all the momentum of grasping, Subaru tries to question the sincerity of her statement now. but

"The diagram is high, the attitude is big, the hands and eyes are bad, human."

Beatrice's body swirled as she was taken and danced. Pull her legs so she can get caught in her spinning motion and land from her back to the ground if she realizes it. Air in his lungs is forced out by the impact, and the groaning Subaru opens his eyes.

"I'm not going back to normal anymore. I wonder if that's what I think. Betty might not deserve to talk about it."

"Alone, all right. I'm worried about you... make it easy on the big guy. Blur the content, talk to important people, or shit."

Are you interested in how someone is overjoyed about it by subtracting the information? Subaru offends its poor taste. But Beatrice shook her head,

"You're the only four days - and I wonder what you're going to find out about someone who doesn't even look at you properly. From what I've learned, what can you do? Don't push solitude. You're not getting involved in that mansion anymore."

"I'm nothing..."

If I don't know, I say to my mouth, Subaru's mouth loses its objection.

A man named Natsuki Subaru is a suspicious man who has been locked away in his room since he woke up in the mansion and will not have a proper conversation until this morning when Rem died.

At least, that's the only kind of person Subaru in Beatrice's subjectivity is.

But suppose I just told her about the ten days that Subaru has been experiencing, and what the hell is it going to be?

Can you look back at the last ten days and say what Subaru found out about them?

I was wondering if Subaru had gotten anything from those two just to defend Beatrice, who now looks down on Subaru with a harsh gaze.

"I don't know anything, I don't know anything, but I was just making a fuss..."

- You don't know anything.

There is no mistake in what Beatrice said.

Subaru doesn't know anything. I don't know. All the chances swung to the stick, and I got this far with one body.

Sleeping on the ground in large letters, Subaru covers his face with his palms and sees the darkness.

In the dark vision, what is remembered is some days of peace of mind spent in the mansion. The days were shattered, and Subaru's heart was shattered again.

"We're going through the woods, searching the boundaries to avoid touching the boundaries. Wouldn't it be hard to walk to the streets beyond the mountains?"

Besides, Beatrice tells me she's only going to take care of that much.

Her contract is true, only 'Subaru's physical safety within her reach'. If there are no factors there to relate to her beliefs, then the fact that Subaru is a roadside stone will not change for her.

He starts walking around looking for a point where Beatrice can safely get off the cliff, and stands up to follow Blur and his back.

Leaving the mansion, forgetting everything and fleeing somewhere far away. I don't know if I can live, but that's all the hard life I've picked up. Take care, let's take care of it.

"- And all that crying, you decided not to ask."

To the words that came out with his mouth, Subaru eagles his chest and bites the roots of his teeth.

I heard a voice full of hatred. Anger of resentment followed. When I killed him, a cursed scream struck him.

But before that, wasn't she crying?

Something that should have shattered is screaming in Subaru's mind.

"Hey, I'm thinking about something stupid, me..."

The back of my throat trembles. The feeling of your stomach being tightened up. Skin-poppy tremors infect the whole body, making Subaru's breath sharp and rough as he stands up.

When I'm thinking about stupid things, I think so myself.

This is ridiculous. It doesn't make any sense. Tsujitsu doesn't fit, and more importantly, given the disparity between pros and cons, it's a story I understand.

"I don't know if I'm stupid or not. Right, that's how it's decided."

- Really, is that okay?

"I guess it's a good idea. Hooray for the trilogy, you had your life. The world has nothing to do with it."

Shake off the stray and try to step forward.

but my feet do not obey the orders of my brain. Stop at the spot and force the question.

Someone's inquiry. Inner, my inquiry.

- Really, is that okay?

"So, okay, decided..."

- What, so, that's okay.

To his inner inquiry, Subaru cannot find words. In the meantime, too, the voice throws questions to stack up and asks for answers.

- You don't have to leave me out of that place?

- You don't have to be out of touch with those people?

- Can we just leave the people we left in that place alone?

- Can we just keep shaking off the girl who was crying over there?

- Can you give up the future that was supposed to be in that place?

"- Eat shit."

It is too unlikely that there will be a return on the risk.

It is determined by the most unlikely options in Subaru's life, such as high risk high returns.

In the first place, at a time when you're in a situation where you bet something, you can assure me it's a defeat from Subaru's way of life.

Whatever it is, deeply involved, choose nothing, just stay flushed.

That's what I've lived for, so I wish I'd lived for it, so why don't I come to this world and do that?

"Because... well, that's the hard work and the life I picked up because of it"

Pretending not to look at the bonds that have been gained, betraying the warmth that certainly should have been, even paying the mercy of the heavens that we visited before we fled in, and the conclusion that we would reach ahead. Then is not this time too much of ourselves but a dogma?

"No, it's not even a joke. Minutes, clowns are better"

Ridiculously, dancing is a clown that can't even make someone laugh at themselves. What is the value of such a thing?

Subaru doesn't know, and I don't want to know.

"That's right. That's the life I picked up. … so"

I inherited my breath and raised my face.

- I'll decide how to use it.

The conflicting minds coincided and Subaru's will was united.

Second, the cool breeze blowing through rocks his forehead and Subaru narrows his eyes to the tickle. The sky on the other side, there, the sunset sets as it dyes the world orange.

The fifth day the sun that I wanted to see so much disappears towards the end.

While dropping it off, Subaru finally remembered.

Tell me what you've been waiting for that sun for.

- I don't know if I'm gonna back off.

He groans in a low voice at the fence, and Beatrice turns towards Subaru.

She controlled Subaru's movements with her raised hands, and darkly carved the color of vigilance into its adorable face to run her gaze around.

"Beh..."

"Shut up."

The inquiry is immediately truncated and Subaru also makes her gaze wander again to explore the causes of her vigilance.

I don't know what Beatrice feels and what she's on guard against.

It was therefore a mere coincidence that Subaru had found it first.

"- Ram."

A peach-haired girl, whose whining indicates, is smiling flashly as she finds Subaru.

Her figure was at high altitude, at the top of that tall, stretching tree. Ram with thick branches as scaffolding and hands on trunk to support the body.

At a moment when her gaze and Subaru's gaze intertwined and she accidentally breathed, it shredded the earth and wrapped earthsmoke around Subaru's surroundings.

"Ooh!

Subaru reflexively covers his face as he bathes in blowing dirt and sand. If I lowered my arms for a few seconds, I would still have semi-circular rock skin in front of me.

To the destructive power of the phenomenon, the cold runs through Subaru's spine. Imagine yourself if you take it, not the fear of.

- I remember myself when I took it, and I trembled.

"At that time..."

Last time, Subaru was on the run while Rem chased him through the mountains. I blew that right leg off, and at the end of the day, there was a blow that I choked my neck off.

Invisible slaughter, the identity of the opponent who unleashed it. I never stuck with running my thoughts there.

"Was it just the two of us..."

I had the feeling that the lump that had accumulated in my chest would fall.

I know it's ridiculous, but what Subaru was feeling at this time was still a sense of loneliness and unobtrusive relief that she was also limited.

Subaru twists his neck to himself who has gained relief.

After all, such a misplaced sentiment that they were only there for two.

"They found me. - I wonder if that girl's Chiriko eyes are troublesome."

"Chiriko, hey..."

With the ability of a big name, I prefer Subaru.

Her movements from there are swift, as Beatrice's serious voice suggests. When the ram gives in, it descends from the trunk of the great tree as it slips.

While landing with such momentum, we put the momentum on the road without killing it, jumping one to the scaffolding of the Subaru, the middle bellies of the cliff - arriving.

"Finally, I found it. It's unexpected that Master Beatrice is still with us."

As if he had hatred in front of him, Ram shines his eyes and says away.

The pain swept through Subaru's chest as he saw its young face pull and distort into hatred.

The outfit is a regular made-up outfit, but it was usually worn on a few surfaces, which is now distorted without a shadow to see.

The skirt caught everywhere dotted with holes, the white prime I had on my head disappeared somewhere, and the peachy hair that was supposed to have been neat has also been shaken and lost its elegance.

- They wore each other and took care of their hair.

I also know Subaru that. I remember talking about when it was, that's what I remember.

There are many other things I know.

"Back off. By contract, Betty protects this human being. Even if they were you, they wouldn't forgive you."

"Master Beatrice, step aside. This is Mr. Beatrice. He can't help you."

"It's an interesting joke. I thought you said it was a handful against Betty?

"Dear Beatrice, you will forget that this is not the mansion. Far away from the forbidden library, and in the woods - on this condition, are you confident that you can protect that hall from the rams?

In front of Svalbard, who is silent, the harsh towing of the two girls continues.

Beatrice's reaction, which sparingly narrows her eyes, conveys that Ram's hard attitude is not haphazard.

Beatrice's strength is limiting, and I guess it is true that the ram is advantageous under these conditions. Still not going anywhere from before Subaru, Beatrice.

Subaru, standing behind her like that,

"Bibi."

I grabbed two luxurious longitudinal rolls with both hands and stretched them out thoughtfully.

Get your hands off me. My hair bounces alot while still having high volume. Bounce, bounce.

"Yeah, pretty comfortable"

"Hey, hey, hey..."

Eyes open, lips tremble, and Beatrice looks back at the mess.

Subaru said to her, "What?" and lean his neck. and

"What the hell are you doing!? In this situation, do you want to die!?

"Don't be silly, there's no shard that wants to die. You're going to die. Really, just at the end of your life. Seriously, I think so."

I pull Beatrice's shoulder as I say, and step out in front of her.

Front, standing is a ram staring at this one with a flashing face. She raised her guard to Subaru, who came forward, so that she could bite those lips off,

"Fine, you've got a lot of nerve. You mean you finally noticed?

"That's a little different from the idea. If I tell you... I'm ready."

- What?

Lamb to the face, without knowing Subaru's intentions.

Subaru put his hands together and bowed his head deeply to her like that.

"Sorry about that. I made you sad because I was a heck of a lot."

"-! After all, do something about Rem"

"No, I'm sorry, but I really don't know that. Honestly, it's full of things I don't know. But..."

cut the words, Subaru breathed between one,

"I don't know, but I thought I'd find out."

"Now! What!

to Subaru's statement of determination, but Ram barks only feeling it was bullshit. She waved her feet down like she was stepping on a group thickness,

"Rem is already dead! I can't take it back! I just found out what else you can do!?

"Something can be done, I can't say how good it is. This is not the way things turned out that I couldn't do anything. I know what zero persuasion is."

I'm not reopening it. Even now, all regret pounds my chest.

I'm disgusted with my stupidity additions and subtractions, and if I'm going to die of shame, I might be dead.

Still, it was this place that arrived by behaving unexpectedly, scratching her alive and scratching her, exposing her to irresistible ugliness.

And it was this conclusion that I came to.

"What do you know about Ram and Rem?

"I don't know anything, because I didn't try to know. I don't know anything about the key part. But."

For ten days Subaru walked with them.

They don't know about it, and from what I've heard, they don't get it.

But Subaru does remember those ten days.

Even if they forget, Subaru's soul remembers spending time with them laughing with them about what they have seen with them.

It's not like I don't know anything. Subaru knows them.

And those girls...

"Even you don't know."

"What..."

"Me! Get you guys! - I love it!

To the habit of sticking together, a moderate-burning sister.

Seems rude and polite, my sarcastic sister.

In the days spent with them, Subaru thought the time was lovely.

Even if they still have memories of being killed at their hands, they are both hard memories to forget.

Again, if you can share that time, enough to think that you don't mind choosing to 'yes'.

To Subaru's cry, Ram just stunned open his eyes and stiff.

Naturally. From her point of view, Subaru's remarks are nothing but meaningless paranoia. It's just one of tens of thousands of bullshit unleashed by crazy lunatics.

Therefore, the decision to cut it off was made in an instant.

Lamb hostility is transferred to execution shortly after the thought ceases and the stiffness of the body is lifted.

But even for a moment, stalemate is stagnant.

"- Huh!"

Subaru rushes out only momentarily faster than her immediate judgment is made.

Turning his back on the ram, passing beside Beatrice, Subaru's body rides at full speed - towards the cliff.

"Wait -!"

Behind you, the girl's tall screaming voice echoes.

It doesn't reach the running Subaru consciousness of which girl that was.

My thoughts are messed up. I was going to make up my mind.

But the heartbeat sends the pain all over your body like it betrays your heart, and at the tip of your hands and feet you feel the weight of stuffed lead.

Despite running at all costs, the world even felt like it was trying to encourage Subaru to change his mind by postponing it by even a second, in slow motion everywhere.

Ridiculous. Even now, I'm so lost.

Think about it and you'll see. You must have been so obsessed with raw.

Even if I wanted to die, I couldn't resist survival instincts.

Yet here's what I'm doing now.

"Thank you to Beatrice..."

Secondly, I mouthed what was left of my heart, and I left everything behind with it.

Cliffs looming. A few more steps, and it's horrible to count. I'm about to break my heart. I feel like it's already broken. Not decent. It's insane. The urge to laugh is raised. Yet it's not funny at all. There's no way it's funny.

Where I could live forever like that, I just live like I'm dead.

If you give up your future in that place, that's the same thing that's dead to Subaru.

If you want to live like a dead life you've picked up, what's wrong with using it to your liking?

The cliffs are current. High enough. A client is waiting for Subaru at the bottom of the cliff. Made me wait a long time. And I'm sorry, but I can't be where you are.

"A good man like me will go to heaven when he dies."

My legs are apart. Scratch the universe. I won't touch anything, I won't reach it.

My body swayed. Disfigured. Up or down, I can't keep my balance.

Fast. Windy. My eyes hurt. My head hurts. The tinnitus is far away. I feel like I've been leaving my heart behind. I can't hear the high ringing, the ominous bell rings.

If you're going to end up dead, that's it.

Living like a dead man is no different than that.

But if, suppose, I could go back.

- "Absolutely, I'll kill you," because she was screaming.

Then I am.

"- Absolutely, I'll help you."

Shortly after he spoke of his determination, he clashed from his head onto the hard ground.

The crushing noise echoes in abundance, and I can't hear anything anymore.

I can't even catch up with the grudges. Already, nothing...