Rise of the Wasteland

I learned about today ’s big tweets more than half a month ago. The editorial expedition made me prepare a tweet comment. I kept thinking, what should I write?

Even last night, I was still very confused. I woke up early in the morning and combed my code words over the past five years. I even groaned myself. I'll probably write about my bad luck and leave a memory for myself.

Why did I write a book first? It was because the **** was about 09 or 10 years old, and his heart was so hot!

Later, a guy named "Chen Xiaobai" ran out to write, eunuch, and wrote again, to continue eunuch, and his heart was very hot!

So I came up with the idea of ​​writing myself, from 10 to 12 years, intermittently tossing and blindly tossing, sometimes for a few months, and then pick it up and modify it repeatedly. At first I wanted to write the western fantasy of the DND architecture, but in the end I wrote it, the earliest was at the starting point.

Please note that my history of blood and tears has officially begun.

The earliest time was at the starting point. In half a month, I racked my brains to get a signing contract, and then merged. In the end, he went to ‘Zhengheng’, and where did he sign.

Do you know what I am most bitter? I just sent the contract with Latitude and it turned out that the signing message for the starting point came.

At that time, I didn't have a thick skin. I felt that the contracts were signed and I couldn't break the contract. So I spent a year and a half in 'Zhongheng' until the beginning of 14th.

This step has taken a turn for the worse, and it has been going badly since then!

Has this book accumulated a certain amount of popularity for me? At that time, I changed every day and every time I changed to 3K. I was a part-time codewriter, and I was quite laid-back.

But sometimes I sigh myself. Many people say that if this book is at the beginning, maybe there are not so many breaking things behind.

When the results are the best, they are set at 500. For a long time, everyone knew me through this book.

Near the end, a friend introduced me to the Taiwan Jiuxing Entity, a Western-style fantasy type, signed in ‘Latitude’.

I was so excited at that time, I felt that I was overwhelming, and all the physical books were published, so the future is ahead! Maybe in a blink of an eye I will become a god! I resigned, full-time code!

As a result, the book was cut off two months after it went on the market. The publisher said, ‘You ca n’t sell it, do n’t write it’. 700,000 words in the last twelve volumes, eunuch!

...... Do you know what I was feeling at the time? I can't describe it, I can only use metaphor to drink it. Or other negative vocabulary descriptions must be right.

It ’s natural for a hard-pressed person!

At that time, I discussed with the editor of Latitude about how to write the third book? It is said that the wireless wenhuo, I pondered writing fantasy. It was useless to write a bunch of articles, and they were shot and then shot by the editor of ‘Latitude’.

Uncle, I'm not waiting anymore, I can't write little Baiwen!

I started a new round of death ... I went to 'Genesis'. I have added '.QD' to the end of my pseudonym, because I registered 'All-in-One Taoist' in 'Genesis' and I ca n’t use it at the starting point.

Someone teased me if this meant ‘lack of morality’. I could only poke my mouth to show that I was indifferent.

I wrote the urban text in 'Genesis', but later felt that the title of the book was too memorized and changed to more memorized. 500 thousand words, and eunuch.

This shows that the title is not bad, but I'm bad. As for what is not good, I don't know.

Remember Ha ... these are the three surnames, but this is not the end of death.

By the end of 14, I was really anxious, and a friend gave me a job in Beijing. My friends are so full-faced that doing nothing will allow me to receive thousands of salaries per month and continue to write books.

But this good thing only lasted for four months, because of my pride and addiction ... For many reasons, the boss didn't want me after the New Year.

It is estimated that the boss is also very angry at my cheeky mallet who only pays for work!

And in the middle of the end of 14 to 15 years, I went to ‘3G’ and wrote two books and, like ‘future fighters’, fluttered.

This is also a very strange experience. There is nothing to say. Anyway, it is writing desperately, and then watching others succeed.

From July to November of 15 years, I wondered if I could submit a paper to the Taiwan Press. Wrote two manuscripts and voted for two publishers. One was silent and the other declined.

To put it plainly still look down on me.

That was the hardest time for me, from resigning in early 2014 to the end of 15 years. In two years, I didn't achieve anything, and I didn't face that I was a codeword. No one supported me, no one really, I was hit so hard that I suffered from severe insomnia.

That year, I ran to the stock market in a desperate way, wondering if I could ... As everyone knows, the stock market collapsed and got stuck. I haven't slowed down till now. I can't bear to cut the meat, I can only stiffen it.

I was too lazy to take care of it. Until now I have forgotten the account number and password of my stock account.

The ridiculous thing is that I am extremely depressed, and I still take medicine. Because I was taking medicine in disorientation, I used to fall on the sofa at home at two in the middle of the night, my brain burst, and I felt like I would die next second. As for the other illnesses, let alone mention it. Some authors wrote and hung up. This is not uncommon.

At that time, I was really in a desperate situation. I was deserted for two years, and I lost the skills that I had used for more than a decade to make a living. I couldn't go back to the original way. I ca n’t see the way of the code, and I have to endure all kinds of ridicule and sarcasm. My family is almost finished.

I wanted to be pitiful and pitiful for me and give me a way to go, thank God!

At that time, someone pulled me to be a gunman, fifteen thousand words, wrote a small essay, and even listed the outline for me, I just wrote it.

I refused.

Uncle, I was a person with a monthly salary of nearly 10,000 before tax, and now fifteen thousand words sent me. I paid so much for dog food?

Alas ... I don't agree with you!

Can not be used with eggs.

My classmate called me and asked if I could introduce me to a job and said that I might be able to make a salary of 15,000 a month.

I said ‘Okay, okay, okay’, I ’m so happy!

After waiting for half a month, there was no news, and I called to ask, ‘Introduced, the boss does n’t want you, I think you ca n’t do it’.

My heart is cold.

In November of 2015, I continued to toss, went to Long Kong to find the mailboxes of the various web sites, and then sent out the articles to buy out.

This is my last dying struggle.

Most e-mails are sinking into the sea, and a sweet potato editor took care of me, but asked me to revise it. The editor of Netease pity me, and finally gave me a buyout of twenty words.

Remember when I stayed at several websites?

Five!

Five surnames

Twenty thousand words, I bargained thirty thousand words, others refused. Well, it ’s also stuttering, not too demanding. So my sixth book was uploaded after the Chinese New Year in 16 years.

I felt that this was my last fight, although I had called myself many times before that, but if I didn't succeed this time, I wouldn't be able to mix it up.

Not mentioned in Netease's unlucky process, sometimes it is not that you can succeed with hard work. Anyway, I wrote 1.1 million words, and it cost NetEase Cloud to read about 20,000 manuscripts. I have no face to continue to cheat money there.

As for why I am faceless, I would say that I stayed at NetEase for a few months, and when I collected the most, it was a thousand?

Other people's presentation fees are tens of thousands, I'm hundreds.

Man, I am a person with great self-esteem, and I have no face anyway, all jokes are jokes, let me go!

After a turn, many people told me, ‘why do n’t you go back to where you started? ’

I think the starting point is so high-end, we don't deserve it!

The competition is so fierce, can I get ahead?

There seems to be a shady or something else. I'll just hit the street as soon as possible. Am I going in?

Don't make a joke, I really think so, I was extremely unconfident when I was tossed by successive blows.

Thanks to ‘Tutu Baozi’, he mingled at the beginning. I want to come to see me poor, he said to me one day ‘you write the beginning, I will help you to send to the beginning of the science fiction May boss to try, where you can buy out a thousand words forty or fifty’.

Is there such a good thing? !!

That was in March of this year. Anyway, my morale is zero. Try it. What if May's boss sees me blindly?

As a result, the boss was blind, felt worthless, and refused!

Is this over?

Is this completely OVER?

That's all for myself ~ www.readwn.com ~ Just tell someone else?

I'm angry!

If you say no, you refuse. If you say no value, there is no value. If you do n’t buy it out, I wo n’t publish it!

Uncle, I shameless people anyway, I uploaded it myself, and mixed myself, I still do n’t believe it!

So I received the contract stop short three days after I issued the book.

It ’s a pity that I started with 30,000 at the time, which is what you see now.

This **** * is my own rise, OK!

From the end of April to November, I wrote more than 1.5 million words, and stumbled all the way. This process is also a bit of bitterness and tears, but anyway my confidence is back.

Thanks for this platform, starting from the street, I got mixed up, so I have some food and clothing.

To know this early, I will not leave when I write in 12 years. My years of tragic experience have proved one thing-finding a good platform is more reliable than fooling myself.

Thanks also to my editor-in-chief expedition. I am afraid there are not many funny writers like me. Please forgive me.

I do n’t know if the words I wrote are helpful to others. I only know that everyone ’s success is different. Let ’s figure out the specific path.

If you do n’t have a good father, good mother, and good luck, you have to have a self who can stand the beat.

The text is rude, and it commemorates my troubled coding career. I hope that one day I will be able to earn one million dollars a month, and come back and laugh about my experience is tempering. And if it fails, it is not tempering, but joke and shame.

At that time ... let's talk about it at that time. I'm going to code now.

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