Anger rushed out of his heart. Mencius Luo grabbed Su Ying, stared at her and said word by word: "if you dare to die, I will kill your family and Su Jing!"

Su Jing is Su Ying's younger brother. He was a soldier in Mencius Luo's army at that time.

After that, Mencius Luo loosened Su Ying, put on his clothes and staggered out.

And Su Ying, has been lying in bed, tears flow until dawn. She cried all night and finally accepted her life.

Of course, she knew that Mencius Luo would not really kill her family and brother, but since she was destined to marry him from birth, she could not escape the fate of being his woman. Then, admit it. Why bother your family and parents to worry about their own affairs?

To marry him is meant to be, and you don't have to think hard to explain more to your parents and relatives. In this way, maybe everyone is good. Moreover, she has no feelings for Mencius Luo, but this feeling is far less strong than her feelings for Xiao Moxuan.

Thinking of Xiao Moxuan, Su Ying had a cramp in her heart, and the already dried up tears surged out again.

Now, she is not the pure Su Ying who only belonged to him in the past. Her body has been branded with an indelible mark by another man. It is no longer flawless in the past. What face does she have to see him again? She is not qualified to enjoy his tender love.

Perhaps, the only thing she can do now is to let him forget himself and him at the same time. Bury that sweet, intoxicated and short-lived love in the depths of your heart and never mention it again.

She won't tell Xiao Moxuan what happened.

Su Ying knows that with Xiao Moxuan's character, if she knows the truth that she married Meng ziluo because she was raped by him and forced to be helpless, Xiao Moxuan will be desperate to kill Meng ziluo and even flatten the whole general's house.

Su Ying didn't want to see all this.

Although she doesn't love Mencius Luo, she still has family feelings for him. No matter what, she didn't want Meng ziluo to die.

Moreover, even if Xiao Moxuan really killed Mencius Luo, she and Xiao Moxuan can't go back to the past. She thought she was no longer worthy of his love.

Su Ying thought bitterly, struggled repeatedly, and finally chose to comply with fate. She gave up her unforgettable first love with Xiao Moxuan, calmly accepted the wedding three days later and became the bride of Mencius Luo.

Of course, Su Ying didn't expect that her influence on Xiao Moxuan would be so profound at that time. Her betrayal will cause such a deep blow and harm to Xiao Moxuan. As a result, Xiao Moxuan has completely changed into a person and become a flower prodigal who lingers around the place of wind and moon all day.

If she had known that her weakness and firmness would make Xiao Moxuan so miserable and decadent, she wouldn't leave him without saying a word.

When she married Mencius Luo Baitang, Su Ying wholeheartedly wanted to forget the past and live a good life with Mencius Luo.

After all, she and Mencius Luo also have emotional foundation. Without the accidental encounter between her and Xiao Moxuan, she and Mencius Luo would also be a good couple.

But Su Ying didn't expect that since she knew she loved Xiao Moxuan, Meng ziluo had changed, became paranoid and irritable, and was no longer the gentle and generous big brother in the past.

Although he is still very kind to her and takes good care of her in all aspects, he will doubt her, distrust her and stimulate her with words at any time.

Even if he occasionally saw Su Ying meditating alone, Meng ziluo would ask jealously and sarcastically, "who are you thinking about?"

His paranoia made Su Ying unbearable.

She had planned to marry him, so she completely locked Xiao Moxuan in the depths of her memory, treated him well and became his wife wholeheartedly. However, Meng ziluo would not let her forget Xiao Moxuan quietly. He mentioned Xiao Moxuan in front of her every three days, making it impossible for her to leave the past.

What bothers Su Ying more is the inevitable intimacy between husband and wife. She has always been indifferent to the matter of bed brother, perhaps because she left a shadow for the first time. She has never felt happy in this kind of thing, she just feels pain.

Every time Mencius Luo was close, she couldn't help but want to resist and avoid. In this way, Meng ziluo was even more annoyed. In his opinion, Su Ying is so reluctant to accept his caress, just because she doesn't love him, just because she is still thinking of Xiao Moxuan.

Both of them have knots in their hearts, but they have never had a good talk together calmly.

For Su Ying, she is ashamed to speak. Her character is used to bearing it silently.

For Meng ziluo, it is unspeakable depression. He loves Su Ying, but always thinks that Su Ying's heart is not here. He can only get satisfaction from her body to prove that this woman really belongs to him.

Su Ying silently thought back that those unforgettable and unforgettable memories that she had tried to forget over the past few years suddenly came to her heart.

She seemed to be able to hear Xiao Moxuan affectionately say in her ear, "Ying, wait for me. I'll marry you as soon as I come back..."

It seemed that Xiao Moxuan could still see her tender and affectionate eyes, looking at her with pain and supplication: "Su Ying, come with me... I can't, without you."

Su Ying's heart suddenly felt a sharp pain like a needle. Just now she was just crying silently. Now she can't help it anymore. She fell on the table and cried loudly. She murmured: "Xuan, I'm sorry for you! I'm sorry for you..."

At this time, the door opened and Meng ziluo came in from the outside.

He had just finished the farewell banquet held by the emperor for the soldiers in the palace and drank a lot of wine. Remembering that he was about to separate from Su Ying, he didn't know when he would return. His heart was full of sadness and sadness.

As soon as the dinner was over, Meng ziluo hurried home with a sense of urgency.

He was eager to see Su Ying, but he never thought that when he opened the door, he saw Su Ying lying on the table crying out of breath.

The chest was suddenly blocked, just like a heavy stone. Mencius Luo frowned and walked straight over. He pulled Su Ying's tearful face with both hands: "what's the matter? Are you crying again?"

"No, nothing... Ziluo, you're back." Su Ying flustered wiped a messy tear mark on her face and lowered her head.

"You're thinking about him again, aren't you?" Meng ziluo raised her head again and stared at her with some anger and some pain: "Su Ying, I knew that you must think about everything when you see Xiaoxiao coming back today!"

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