Rose with Snow

If I know where the keys are, should I go and get them?

Hearing this question, Song Yingshi said without hesitation:

"Of course."

From this sentence, it can be heard that Huaixu has a heart.

Whether it's for a male or not, since you can solve it and get the key, why not solve it?

This time around, what about next time?

Escape, while useful, is not a long-term solution.

"You wait."

Song Yingshi hurriedly said to Huai Xu, and she walked quickly to the camera to take a look.

In the past, every time it was inconvenient, she would cover the camera with clothes and turn off the camera before going to bed.

This time, to prevent the staff from hearing a few words from the monitoring room, Song Yingshi simply unplugged the power cord of the camera.

After dealing with the prying eyes of the camera, Song Yingshi walked back to Huaixu's side. She took Huai Xu's hand and led her to sit down at the end of the bed.

Facing the young Huaixu in her eyes, Song Yingshi said confidently:

"If you want to say it, I can listen."

After she said this, Huaixu didn't speak.

It takes courage to cut yourself open to another person. Song Yingshi waited patiently, only then did she realize that Huaixu's hand was very hot.

Beyond the warm feeling just after taking a bath, it is like a delicate and flexible thin layer of skin, something is about to spurt out.

Song Yingshi squeezed her hand, as if she could transmit power to Huaixu silently.

Song Yingshi thought about it for a while, and then said it herself.

"You're only 18 years old, and you haven't been in a formal relationship. Not only that, you met Song Ming at the age of 18, and he doesn't look like love at all."

The emotion in the song "Insomnia" that Huai Xu first rated is very green, hazy, and it looks like love has not yet begun.

And "Halfway" is a soulful and hopeless song. The two met, but failed to go to the end hand in hand.

On the way here, Song Yingshi repeatedly compared the two songs, and finally vaguely realized that Huaixu's heart knot should be related to her emotional experience.

Is it because Huaixu has never experienced real, normal and ordinary love, so she can't even find the key to release her love?

Song Yingshi had seen Huai Xu's life as a heroine. From Huai Xu's perspective, she slowly narrated in a soft voice:

"Then you met me."

Song Yingshi was immersed in her thoughts, but she didn't see that when she said this, Huaixu's eyelashes trembled and she looked straight at her.

"What did I do...I made you sign a contract."

Speaking of this, Song Yingshi's heart tightened.

But she did everything, she tried to smile, trying to make the atmosphere not so heavy:

"Sorry, I brought you a bad experience too."

Although objectively speaking, her behavior also brought certain benefits to Huaixu. But there are some things that can never be directly added or subtracted, good or bad, just depends on how people measure it.

Whenever Song Yingshi thinks of this, she will be more forgiving to Huaixu. What's more, they are now friends, and everything has a new standard.

Huai Xu's voice was a little hoarse:

"now what?"

Song Yingshi was slightly startled:

"Now?"

Huaixu leaned forward, her thin body had a sharp sense of oppression, and her usual aggressiveness hidden under the frost came out, but her eyes were blurred and passionate:

"I don't care about the past. I just want to know, Song Yingshi, what do you think now?"

Song Yingshi was about to open her mouth, she raised her eyes to meet Huaixu's affectionate eyes, she lost her voice when she reached her lips, and the alarm bell rang in her mind.

No, not right!

Song Yingshi's breathing became rapid and disordered.

Numerous thoughts circled into a ball in her mind, and countless large and small rectangular images flickered on top of each other in her mind.

She met Huaixu, countless rainy nights where stories happened, the new lover did not fulfill the contract, Huaixu "revenge" according to the contract one by one——

Since when did Huaixu stop resisting her like when they first met?

Since when did Huaixu even become active?

Take the initiative to respond to her touch, take the initiative to reward her, take the initiative... reveal your thoughts to her.

The reason behind everything, is she really self-righteous, and the relationship has changed to friends?

Looking back again, more questions and details poured in, but Huaixu didn't give her more time.

Huaixu approached with a dangerous breath, and whispered like a lover:

"I wanted to ask you a long time ago, why didn't you touch me when Song Yingshi?"

Song Yingshi took a breath.

In the face of unavoidable facts, the brain is blank.

Why didn't Song Yingshi touch her?

From the very beginning, Huaixu had been puzzled and puzzled several times, and later, even with the grudge that Si Huaixu refused to admit, this question often lingered in Huaixu's mind.

At first, Huai Xu thought that Song Yingshi took care of her because she saw her face and wanted to do it with her just like Song Ming.

But Song Yingshi's signs were strange again, the most important thing was—

She doesn't touch her.

She invited her the best teacher, an eldest young lady went to the training camp with her, was on the show together, and even slept in the same room.

They were almost never separated.

Everyone thought that their relationship was very close, but only Huai Xu knew that there was a clear distinction between them.

For a long time, Huaixu never thought about the reason behind it.

What was Song Yingshi thinking, what was it about her? She doesn't care.

But later...

Even after that, Huai Xu used her reason to block everything she shouldn't think or do, but Song Yingshi wanted to get close to her.

Her behavior was chaotic, and in her dream at midnight, she recalled every movement, every look, and every word of Song Ying in her mind.

Every sudden pause, every moment of sudden distraction.

She can't wait to cut open every second of their relationship and take a microscope to see it.

These nights when she could not sleep by Song Yingshi's side, she was alone, thinking about it from the day she first met Song Yingshi, thinking about today.

She tried to construct Song Ying's behavioral logic, but because of so many inexplicable behaviors, she kept overturning it.

The only thing that is certain is that Song Yingshi does not love her.

Song Yingshi didn't love her.

She probably just liked her, like someone saw a beautiful cat and dog on the road, so she said "want".

For Song Yingshi, she was probably like this at first. Song Yingshi has the ability to collect her, and this is not worth mentioning to Song Yingshi.

On the night when she finally confirmed this matter, Huai Xu didn't know how she fell asleep in the end, let alone how she could face Song Ying as usual the next day.

Looking back, it was like she finally figured it out, and then immediately forgot.

When facing Song Ying, she was so cowardly that it made people laugh.

The relationship between the two was not affected in any way. When Song Yingshi faced her, her smile was still sweet and gentle, and inadvertently, she was dragged into a whirlpool named Song Yingshi, and the sky was spinning and she couldn't help herself.

It even made her often forget that she was nothing to Song Yingshi.

She doesn't have her in her heart, she knows better than anyone else.

until today, until now.

Huai Xu lifted Song Yingshi's jaw with her fingers, forcing her to look directly at herself:

"Song Yingshi, what exactly do you want to do?"

Song Yingshi asked her to find the key, so she asked clearly.

The feeling of fullness was so crowded that her heart was about to explode, and Song Yingshi was always hooked, but she never dared to let it pour out.

During the rehearsal, Song Yingshi was under the stage, asking her how dare she sing love songs.

Song Yingshi's voice was weak, she lost her confidence, and she was even a little dazed:

"Have you misunderstood? Huaixu, I don't like girls."

A simple sentence set off a hurricane in Huaixu's ears.

For a moment, Huai Xu felt that her heart had stopped beating.

She thought about how Song Yingshi would answer this question many times, and imagined more than ten kinds of answers, but she never thought that Song Yingshi would say this.

It may have been simulated too many times, and Huaixu's soul was numbly looking at her body, looking at her and quickly asked:

"Then why did you make me your lover?"

"I... I have never been malicious to you. Maybe I have a lot of actions that have troubled you, but I really treat you as a friend now! I want to see you getting better and better, seeing your debut and seeing your success— "

Huaixu smiled:

"Is Missy's whim, targeted poverty alleviation?"

Huaixu herself didn't know, how could she be joking under such circumstances.

Song Yingshi was also stunned, she opened her mouth.

Invisible air flowed between the two, and Huaixu's boiling blood cooled a little, making her shiver.

The burning emotions burned to the end, and only ashes remained.

Huaixu laughed out loud.

what are these?

Things turned out to be more absurd than she could imagine, worst-case scenario.

She's never been lucky, and luck never falls on her.

And let the people you like like you also like yourself, what a luxury.

When Song Ying, who is so bright, glowing, and good, doesn't like her, it's normal.

It doesn't matter who she likes.

It wouldn't be her anyway.

An elder once told Huaixu that she is too smart and can figure out many things quickly. This is not a bad thing, but it is too cold. Once a person understands everything, his emotions fade away.

Pain and pleasure sometimes do not go up and down, but go back and forth together.

Huaixu remembered this sentence at this moment, and she was glad that she was cool and thin, and could support her to stand up from Song Yingshi's side and walk out past her.

A voice came from behind:

"Huai Xu, you..."

Song Yingshi seemed to be hesitating, hesitating:

"Do you like girls? You... do you like me?"

Huaixu was silent.

Song Yingshi looked at Huai Xu's back, did not dare to chase after her, and waited for her answer after two or three steps.

She has never been so nervous even at the award ceremony where she is expected to win the actress!

When it happened, she had to ask clearly.

Song Yingshi's breathing was light.

After a long time, I heard Huaixu chuckle:

"Yeah, I like women."

A stone fell in Song Yingshi's heart.

Huaixu's tone is almost arrogant:

"But Miss Song, I like you? Am I being cheap?"

Huai Xu left the room.

Song Yingshi sat beside the bed in a daze, pulling the quilt over her body.

She's not cold, she just can't help but want to find something safe.

Huaixu likes women.

She is curved.

...a romance novel, the only female protagonist in a romance novel with three male protagonists, is curved.

"Ahhhhhhh-"

Song Yingshi buried her head in the quilt and screamed.

What the **** is this!

"System! Why is the heroine crooked?"

"The heroine is an independent and complete individual, and her sexual orientation is of course free."

Even when the whole world collapsed, the sound of the system was still a ruthless mechanical sound, which made Song Yingshi feel a strange comfort... a ghost!

Song Yingshi understood, she and Huaixu were the only victims who collapsed.

What she broke down was that she had been doing this and that to a Ji cub...

Looking back at those tasks now, Song Yingshi gritted his teeth and said in a calm tone:

"System, shouldn't you have known it long ago? Those tasks of yours? Huh?"

"..."

The system is silent!

This is absolutely **** tactical silence.

Song Yingshi, no matter how calm she was at ordinary times, was trapped like this by the system, she still couldn't help but want to scold her mother.

The system didn't dare to take a breath, it was as quiet as if it had been uninstalled.

Song Yingshi's thoughts turned to Huaixu again.

During the conversation just now, her brain had left home, and she has only come back now. She can review the conversation and think about what happened.

Why is Huaixu's mentality broken?

Song Yingshi slowly recalled Huaixu's first question, and after thinking about it, she couldn't help being silent.

Gan, is Huaixu angry that she doesn't want her body?

Annoyed that she, as the gold owner, has a very noble character?

She remembered Huai Xu's last words again.

Huaixu likes women, but not her.

"..."

If you really believe Huaixu, Song Yingshi's last life is considered to be a dog's belly.

If it wasn't for something, Huaixu's rehearsal today wouldn't have anything to do with her.

If it weren't for something, today's Huaixu would not be ashamed, not... sad.

Although Huai Xu didn't say it, Song Yingshi could feel that she was sad.

The only thing Song Yingshi was not sure about was what stage of Huaixu's feelings for her had reached?

There must be some good feelings, right?

To say that Huai Xu liked her very much, Song Yingshi felt that it was not realistic and was suspected of being too narcissistic.

She thought about it, and finally looked in the direction of the door.

There was no movement outside the door, there was no gentle and regular footsteps of Huaixu, and it was as quiet as if she was the only one left in the world.

Huaixu left.

Thinking of this, Song Ying felt a little unhappy for some reason.

After sitting with her head down for a while, Song Yingshi couldn't stand the quiet alone in her bedroom. She slowly climbed into the bed and closed her eyes.

After tossing to the end, the one who should sleep and calm down is actually herself.

Liked by eighteen-year-old girls...

Song Yingshi slowly fell asleep with a feeling that she couldn't tell what it was like.

Maybe because of the escape mentality, Song Yingshi fell asleep quickly, but in the dream it was not very stable.

She dreamed of her own eighteen years old.

At the age of 18, she won the director's favor from the actress with someone behind her by virtue of her interview performance.

It's not a big production, but it's her first time as a heroine.

She played a bright-eyed female middle school student who was very popular with students and became the school flower as soon as she entered the school.

In the dream, Song Yingshi entered the movie.

She was in gym class, and it was so hot that she took off her school uniform jacket, ready to continue playing on the playground.

Someone behind her called her: "Song Yingshi."

Song Yingshi turned around and saw Huaixu.

Huaixu was wearing the same school uniform as hers, but she seemed inexplicably spotless. It seems that the blue of the school uniform is on her body, which is cleaner and clearer for no reason.

It's like Song Yingshi, sweating all over, and a piece of ashes from the railing on her cuffs.

Song Ying snorted, and before Huai Xu could speak, she threw the coat that she was going to put on the lawn to Huaixu.

Huai Xu frowned, looking like she wanted to hide, but finally reached out to catch it.

She stretched out her arms, refusing to take the clothes in her arms:

"The head teacher asked me to call you..."

"Wait until I finish this! You take my clothes back first, do you know where I'm sitting? Thank you!"

Huaixu didn't look very happy, and stopped when she passed the big green trash can.

Song Yingshi was frightened from the perspective of God, and thought that Huaixu was going to throw her clothes in the dream, but fortunately not.

Holding the dirty coat, Huai Xu walked further and further on the red and brown floor tiles covered with fallen leaves, and her back disappeared in the teaching building.

"call……"

In the dream, this Huaixu has a good temper.

Song Yingshi was just relieved. On the third floor, Huai Xu entered the office. In less than a minute, Song Yingshi's head teacher appeared in the corridor:

"Song Yingshi, did you hear it when you came back to me!"

"?"

In the dream, this Huaixu would make a small report!

The head teacher in the script was born in Bel Canto, and was full of anger. He was known as the lion's roar in the sixth middle school. This sound broke Song Yingshi's dream and woke him up.

The room was darker than before she fell asleep.

Song Yingshi rubbed her face and got up to take a look. The rain had stopped outside and the sky was still cloudy.

Looking at the sky, it is estimated that six or seven o'clock.

She slept a long time.

Song Yingshi woke up with a dry mouth and poured a whole glass of water to drink.

She glanced at the make-up mirror and remembered that she hadn't removed her makeup yet. After removing the makeup, packing up the makeup, plugging the camera back in, and folded a quilt.

In the end, Song Yingshi looked around for a week and couldn't find anything to do, so she slowly put on her shoes and went out to find Huaixu.

She is a 24-year-old adult, she is very mature, she must take responsibility, she must have courage, and she must take the initiative to communicate with Huaixu.

Find Huaixu first.

Song Yingshi went downstairs and went to Lu Xuewen and the others first.

As soon as Lu Xuewen saw her, he said:

"Xiao Shi, where's Huaixu?"

Song Ying often hears this sentence. The ordinary greeting from before now sounds inexplicably abrupt.

Song Yingshi pulled her hair together:

"I'm looking for her, not with you?"

Tao Qin immediately said:

"Not here, do you want us to help find it?"

Song Yingshi smiled and said:

"You guys play, I'll go and see for myself."

Song Yingshi turned around and continued to look downstairs.

Because the White Pagoda has access control, the trainees are not allowed to go out at will, and Huaixu is definitely still here.

But Song Yingshi just couldn't find her.

Not in classrooms, not in other dormitories, not on benches outside.

There was nowhere she could think of.

Song Yingshi was a little lost. She glanced at Teacher VJ who was following behind her, and she had an impulse for a moment, and almost asked.

The show crew must know where Huaixu is.

But... Does Huaixu want to be found by her?

Song Yingshi stood in front of the empty bench, uncertain for a while.

She was hesitating when the window on the second floor above was pushed open, and Shan Silan's head stuck out:

"Xiao Shi, I caught you! Come back to practice quickly!"

And tomorrow's performance.

Song Yingshi paused, said yes, and walked to the classroom.

...

The good news is that after Song Yingshi practiced dancing for a while, Tao Qin came over and told her that Huaixu was in the classroom of "Halfway".

she is back.

Song Yingshi did not pass.

Both need training, their teammates need them, and now is not the time.

After she finished dancing, there was still a sound in the classroom of "Halfway", Song Yingshi went back to the dormitory first to wash up.

Thinking that Huaixu would always come back to sleep, she kept waiting after washing up.

Song Yingshi had never felt that a person's bedroom was so boring.

She jumped twice at the beginning, doing the "Submission" action that she had memorized by heart to pass the time.

Later, he fluttered and fell on the bed, staring blankly at the direction of Huai Xu's bed, and suddenly remembered that she secretly took off her clothes beside Huai Xu that night...

Song Yingshi was ashamed and embarrassed, and her toes began to shrink inward.

Can't recall.

Fortunately, Huai Xu didn't know anything.

Wait, she shouldn't know...?

Song Yingshi was suddenly uncertain.

But she turned to think, she is such a lively beauty, what kind of relationship does she have with Huai Xu, and Huaixu knows that she sleeps naked and can't touch her?

It's fine if you don't touch her, there is no other reaction at all, is Huaixu still worthy of being a Ji cub?

Another way of thinking, the world is very different, Song Yingshi suddenly felt at ease.

Huaixu couldn't possibly know.

Maybe she thought too much, no one could talk, and the bed was so comfortable that Song Yingshi closed her eyes at some point.

No matter how conscious she was, it seemed that something had fallen on her body. Song Yingshi struggled to open her eyes. In the dimness, she saw Huai Xu's back leaving her.

Song Yingshi suddenly woke up.

She stood up, glanced at the tightly covered quilt, and then looked at Huaixu, who had her back turned to her.

Song Yingshi said, "Huaixu, you're back."

Huaixu hummed.

Although a little indifferent, Song Yingshi was very content, and then said:

"Would you like to talk? If you're tired, let's talk tomorrow morning?"

"Talk about it?"

"I think there should be a conclusion about what happened this afternoon." Song Yingshi used her words cautiously, "After all, you are now my roommate, my friend, and an artist of my company. We have to get along in the future. Misunderstandings have happened, Now I want to minimize its impact."

"It won't affect anything."

"Um?"

Song Ying was stunned, and Huai Xu turned to face her.

When she glanced at Song Ying lightly, her expression was different from before, showing a little scattered:

"If you're worried about that, then you can rest assured. What it was before is what it is now."

"..."

Song Yingshi said dryly "OK".

Faced with this sentence, she seemed unable to say anything except to say "good".

Huaixu directly gave her the most desired result.

Song Yingshi relaxed slightly and said, "Then go wash up quickly, there will be another one tomorrow. If you change your mind in the future, let me know at any time, and we can discuss it again, okay?"

Huaixu looked at her.

Song Yingshi's heart tightened again:

"What's wrong? Or did you change your mind now?"

Huaixu snorted, and the flowing eyes had a graceful gesture:

"Just looking at you, what are you afraid of?"

"..."

Song Yingshi felt that it was normal for her to be nervous in the face of such Huaixu.

"I was just thinking..."

When Huai Xu looked down at Song Ying from top to bottom, she seemed to want to see everything hidden in her eyes from this angle, her voice was as cold as a winter spring, and it carried a little lingering like spring water breaking the ice:

"Why can't you leave me?"

As soon as these words came out, Huai Xu clearly felt that Song Yingshi's breathing rhythm had changed.

Huaixu smiled.

She bent her knees and squatted in front of Song Yingshi, stretched out her arms, and buttoned the button on Song Yingshi's shirt that was about to be ripped open.

When she got up, she wiped Song Yingshi's ear and said:

"be careful."

After a pause, Huaixu said slowly:

"At least don't ask for my T-shirt and take it off on my bed like last time."