Saving the Tragic Adonis

Yin Mingzheng is very beautiful. At the age of fourteen, he has a childish and beautiful appearance, pale skin, his body has not fully grown, and his skeleton is not large, like a little girl. Due to long-term malnutrition, the whole person is thin and thin, like a weed trying to grow in a dark corner. The branches are thin and long, and the wind will sway.

He was about to turn fifteen, and he was one of the oldest children in the first and third classes.

Back then, the alcoholic father didn't let him go to school. If the neighborhood committee knew about the alcoholic father's virtue, and specially reminded Yin Mingzheng's adoptive mother, and ensured that he did not need to spend money to go to school, the adoptive mother hesitated to send Yin Mingzheng to the primary school, otherwise Yin Mingzheng would be a child now. out-of-school children.

The adoptive parents are not director, Yin Mingzheng goes to school one year later than his peers.

As for the kindergarten, Yin Mingzheng had no chance to go to the kindergarten. His family was too poor, and his adoptive parents were reluctant to waste money.

At the age of three or four years old, when he was generally in kindergarten, Yin Mingzheng wandered around the community by himself, unchecked.

Shu Ning is one year younger than Yin Mingzheng. When he was three years old, Shu Ning went to school in the Sunflower Kindergarten in the community. Several times, I have seen little Yin Mingzheng standing outside the fence, across the green belt less than half a foot away, staring eagerly at the children in the kindergarten.

There is a special play area in the community for children in the community to play.

In the afternoon, after the kindergarten, my grandmother took Shu Ning home. After passing the play area, Shu Ning saw Yin Mingzheng sitting on the swing alone on the swing, alone.

The community just after school became lively, full of children's laughter and laughter. The children rushed to the play area and quickly occupied the amusement facilities around Yin Mingzheng.

"Are you going to play?" Grandma asked Shu Ning, wanting to chat with the mother-in-law she knew.

Shu Ning nodded, "Yes."

He handed his schoolbag to his grandmother and rushed to the play area as well.

"Hey, this is my swing, come down quickly!"

The tender voice made Shu Ning, who was sitting on the seesaw, turn around and saw a little fat man standing beside the swing, with his hips on his hips, and shouting to Yin Mingzheng.

Yin Mingzheng lowered his head, revealing a white and soft back of his neck in his brand-new blue clothes.

His swing was not as joyful and lively as a child's. The arc was very small and the speed was very slow, which made the little fat man extremely unhappy.

"Hey, do you hear me?"

The little fat man raised his hand to push Yin Mingzheng. He was taller among his peers, and his strength was strong, and he suddenly fell to the ground.

The little villain stood up from the ground, his eyes were dark, he stubbornly grabbed the chain of the swing, pursed his lips, and prevented the little fat man from using it.

The little fat man got angry and stretched out his hand to push the little villain.

The little villain kicked the little fat man, and the little fat man fell, slightly stunned, and then howled loudly.

The cries attracted the attention of the surrounding parents, the little fat man's grandmother walked fast, rushed to the swing to help the little fat man, and screamed darlingly.

With the support of adults, the little fat man howled even more, pointing at the little villain and saying, "He hit me! Grandma, he hit me!"

Seeing that it was Yin Mingzheng, the short-statured mother-in-law immediately cursed in dialect: "So it's your little bastard! #%￥#…"

Soon, the little villain's adoptive mother hurried over, without asking, she bowed and apologized to the scolding mother-in-law and kept saying sorry.

The little villain pulled the swing chain with tears in his eyes, but he couldn't hold back.

He didn't speak until his mother came, and then he cried, "Mom, he pushed me first."

"Nonsense!" The mother-in-law denied, "your child is incredible at a young age. Sure enough, it's not the same if your father has been in prison. Black and white are reversed, and you won't recognize him if you beat someone!"

Shu Ning remembered that the surname of the little villain's adoptive mother was Zhou, which seemed to be Zhou Juan.

Zhou Juan bowed and apologized again, pulled the villain, and scolded: "Apologize quickly!"

The little villain struggled: "Mom, he pushed me first, and I pushed him."

"Don't say it, apologize quickly!" Zhou Juan raised her voice and said sternly.

The little villain thought that her mother would get fair treatment when she came, but she was asked to apologize, and her expression became more and more aggrieved. In the end, she couldn't resist the majesty of adults, and said to the little fat man with tears: "I'm sorry."

The little fat man held his head up like a rooster who had won the battle.

Zhou Juan took the little villain and hurried away, complaining as she walked, "I told you not to go out at home, can't you hear me? Run around every day and cause trouble!"

When the two of them left, the play area returned to a happy atmosphere, and the little fat man sat on the swing with a smug expression on his face.

Shu Ning was too young at that time and didn't quite understand what was going on. The little friend whispered in his ear: "The clothes on Yin Mingzheng just now seem to belong to me."

Shu Ning: "Huh?"

The little friend said solemnly: "His father is in jail for stealing things. He won't steal my clothes, will he?"

The next day after the kindergarten, Shu Ning and his friends went to the play area to play. Grandma Shu Ning and Grandma Li chatted together again.

The two walked to the play area and saw the little villain sitting on the seesaw.

"Hey, come down, we want to play!" the child shouted.

The little villain sat silently at one end of the seesaw without speaking.

At this time, as long as there is a child sitting on the other end, the seesaw can move.

However, no one went up, and the children were reluctant to play with the little villain.

Because adults have said that the little villain's father has been in prison and has a particularly bad character, and the little villain's family education is not good, so he cannot play with him.

Shu Ning's grandmother had also told her thousands of times, for fear that Shu Ning would follow the villain to learn bad things.

The little villain said nothing.

The kids are angry.

"Why is he like this?"

"We've been playing here all the time, and now that he has it, we can't play."

"irritating."

Shu Ning's little friend stood up and pointed to the little villain's clothes and said, "Hey, Yin Mingzheng, did you steal my clothes?"

As soon as the words came out, several pairs of bright eyes looked at Yin Mingzheng.

Yin Mingzheng was stunned for a moment, and immediately retorted: "No, I didn't steal your clothes."

"That dress is obviously mine. Grandma bought it for me last month. The hat is very nice. I'm wearing a big one, and I haven't worn it. How did it get to you?" the little friend said angrily, with a puzzled expression. .

The little villain said, "It was given to me by Grandma Li."

My friend's grandma, Grandma Li, is a well-known warm-hearted grandma in the community.

"Why did my grandma give you clothes? That's my favorite hat!"

"It was given to me by Grandma Li."

The villain just said.

The two became louder and louder.

The voice attracted the attention of Grandma Li. Grandma Li rushed over, heard the child's argument, and said to the little friend: "I gave the clothes to Yin Mingzheng."

"Why?" The little friend was very unhappy.

"It's too big for you to wear."

"No, I don't want to give it to him!"

"Jojo, don't be ridiculous, you've already sent it out, you can't ask for it back."

"No matter what, I want it! I want it!"

The other children also laughed, "Wow, Yin Mingzheng actually wears someone else's clothes!"

One of the children said, "My grandma said last time that Yin Mingzheng's mother picked up clothes from the trash can for Yin Mingzheng to wear."

"Really? Picking up clothes from the trash? So dirty!"

The little villain was anxious, and retorted loudly while riding on the seesaw, "It's not a trash can, it's a trash can for clothes, it's not dirty!"

Clothes donation boxes are set up in the community. Usually, people will throw worn-out clothes into them, and some people will clean them up regularly.

Zhou Juan once picked up clothes from the donation box and was seen.

"A trash can is a trash can! Picking up other people's clothes and wearing them is shameful!"

The children were noisy.

The little villain, with tears in his eyes, got off the seesaw and walked out with his head lowered.

"Hey, my clothes!" The little friend was still crying.

The little villain raised his head to look at his friend, his eyes were red, he reached out and took off his blue jacket, threw it at the feet of his friend, and said loudly, "Give it back to you! Who cares about your clothes! Humph!"

Grandma Li got a headache from her little grandson. She originally spoke for the villain, but now the villain threw her clothes on the ground in front of her, and was immediately unhappy, "What tutor?"

"Grandma, don't give him clothes in the future."

Grandma Li touched her grandson's head and said, "Okay, don't give it to him."

After this incident, the little villain never played handouts in the play area after the kindergarten. As long as he saw Shu Ning and others coming, he immediately walked away silently.

Occasionally, Shu Ning would see him staring enviously at the children outside the fence of the kindergarten.

At that time, the little villain was only four or five years old. He didn't know how to hide his expression, and he couldn't hide the desire in his eyes. However, Shu Ning was only four years old at that time and could not understand the look in his eyes.

This was all a long, long time ago, and now I suddenly recall it, and it's very unpleasant.

Shu Ning didn't have a particularly profound understanding of wearing books, because he was still young when he wore it, and he was already amazed at that time.

The thought at that time was: Is it because I can wear a book because I have resentment for the ending of the little villain Yin Mingzheng?

So should I take care of him? Change his ending?

No one answered him.

Later, he lost his memory, and what he experienced during the period of amnesia was very real, and he developed feelings for the world. Thinking back to the past again, my feelings for Yin Mingzheng are more complicated. In addition to the idea of ​​"I should change the ending of Yin Mingzheng through the book" at the beginning, there is also a layer of guilt that "I pushed him out and must make up for it". .

After receiving some education from the head teacher, several people came out of the office and looked at the thin back of the villain in front. Shu Ning wanted to speak up, but he didn't know what to say.

Zhang Chao touched him with his arm and lowered his voice, "What's the matter with you? Don't take this opportunity to kill him, save it for the New Year!"

Shu Ning stopped, turned his head and said coldly, "Is it true that he spread the rumor about homosexuality?"

Zhang Chao didn't seem to expect that he would ask such a question, and looked away uncomfortably, "Of course it's him."

As an adult, Shu Ning saw his strangeness at a glance, and realized that he had wronged the little villain before, he was silent for a moment, and said, "Forget it, no one will mention it in the future."

Zhang Chao was stunned, "Don't care about those rumors?"

"The rumors stop with the wise, as long as they don't care, they will be gone after a while."

Zhang Chao was silent.

The two walked into the first and third classes of junior high school and sat in the third-to-last row.

The villain sat in the last row by the window, lying on the desk to sleep.

Shu Ning didn't know if he should go over to say hello, but the students around him rushed over and asked him about his injury.

Shu Ning has a good-looking appearance, is usually sunny and atmospheric, and is very popular with girls.

One of the girls asked Shu Ning, "What did the head teacher say? Yin Mingzheng is going too far. This time, he must be punished heavily!"

Shu Ning frowned, raised his head, and said, "I fell down myself, and it has nothing to do with Yin Mingzheng."