Scholar Amber, See

: Barbara’s Tears

Amber did not understand the situation of the Knights.

Now that she has found something she can do, she doesn’t want to be distracted by other things.

That’s why Amber didn’t even pay attention to the situation of Yula’s team that went to the depths of Longji Snow Mountain to search for Du Lin’s blood.

At a time when everyone is working hard for their own homeland, she feels that everyone should work hard to do their own thing well and perform their own duties.

As for the specific command, that is the task of Qin as the acting head.

But obviously, some people don’t think so.

After walking out from the [Li Church] with the Qin of the Sky, Amber saw Barbara.

A few years have passed, and this once cute elementary school girl has become slim.

Plus, he grew up in the church, and under the influence of his ears and eyes, there is still a kind of holiness, innocence and purity of a clergyman.

So under the lure of Aunt Alice, after she debuted as Mond’s first idol, she soon became famous.

Some people even spontaneously formed the Barbara Fan Support Club.

However, the scale is not as large as that of the mentor Amber’s support group.

hey-hey……

But things like reputation are sometimes very inconvenient.

Every time Barbara went shopping or went out to run errands, she would be stopped by people.

Some wanted to sign autographs, while others simply wanted to say hello.

It’s different from Amber who said it outright when he got impatient.

Barbara is soft-tempered and gentle. She is enthusiastic about others and always wants to respond.

And this kind of performance made many fans think:

Miss Barbara didn’t mind being stopped, but it made the situation worse.

Later, it was Amber who kept a dark face and beat up a man named Albert, which made the situation a little better.

In fact, the boat that Amber parked on the lake, apart from herself, is the boat that Barbara uses the most.

After all, there are not many places where she can be alone.

For this reason, Barbara also specially learned to use the water element to walk on the lake.

Yes, Barbara also has the eyes of God.

Like Sister Weiner, she has a water-attribute god’s eye.

how to say.

There was no surprise at all.

After all, whether it’s the watery eyes or the smooth and tender skin, Barbara feels like it’s made of water.

It’s just that at this moment, the water figure seemed a little melancholy.

As far as I could see, in the empty inner church, the priest-like girl clasped her hands together and lowered her head.

Her body was covered with blood stains, which made her white priest dress look dirty.

But the girl didn’t care.

Her blue eyes were lowered, and she didn’t say a word, but her lips had been bitten by her white teeth at some point…

Following Barbara’s usual singing movements, Amber, who walked over, turned around and posed in a cute pose.

“Da…da~da~da↗da↘”

Opening her eyes, Barbara simply asked,

“Amber, why are you here?”

“I still want to ask you.”

Amber curled his lips deliberately dissatisfied,

“Since it’s time to rest, why don’t you go to sleep.”

“You’ve already been running around for one night and one morning.”

“If she knew you were here, Sister Victoria would be angry.”

Barbara has a good relationship with Sister Victoria, and the relationship between them is probably equivalent to that of herself and Sister Wei Na.

But Barbara doesn’t act like a baby without her, so in terms of performance, there is less intimacy and more respect.

And with Barbara’s personality, it could only be a forced order to appear here when there is an urgent need for medical personnel.

Barbara was silent for a moment, then said,

“I can not sleep.”

“Then I’ll sleep with you.”

Grinning, Amber took Barbara’s hand,

“Actually, I didn’t sleep well last night.”

After finishing speaking, he took her outside the church.

Barbara’s hands are small and gentle.

After being pulled, the strength of her response was just enough to make people feel her existence.

But it’s not that strong, it seems a little timid.

And on the way back, Barbara suddenly said,

“Since I’m not good at fighting, it should be good to heal everyone.”

“I’ve always thought so.”

“But now, I don’t know if this is correct.”

She looked at the wise and free mentor in Mond City, and asked in a confused voice,

“Amber, what should I do?”

Didn’t answer right away, Amber pulled Barbara to sit on a bench, and then asked,

“Someone died in front of you, right?”

Barbara’s expression dimmed, and the hand she held couldn’t help but exert some force.

“No matter how hard I try, I can’t stop his life from passing by.”

“It even delayed the treatment of others due to excessive consumption of strength.”

“In the end, in order to save more people, I gave up some people who might be saved if I went all out.”

Speaking of which, Barbara choked up,

“Amber, I really am not a qualified pastor.”

Amber didn’t comfort her.

Although Barbara was crying, as a friend, Amber knew very well:

She is weak on the outside, but very strong and assertive on the inside.

Right now, I just fell into a moment of confusion.

“Do you think that treatment can only work after someone is injured?”

“Compared to treating after the injury, wouldn’t it be better to protect it from the beginning and not let anyone get hurt?”

After saying this, Amber didn’t wait for Barbara to answer, and said directly with a smile,

“Such thinking is wrong.”

“As a pastor, it’s normal not to want to see someone get hurt.”

“But why do you think that you can save everyone?”

Reaching out to wipe away the tears on Barbara’s face, Amber leaned over and whispered in Barbara’s ear,

“This is the sin of arrogance.”

Barbara was stunned, she murmured,

“Someone is injured in front of me. I want to save him. Isn’t that right?”

“how can that be possible?”

Taking Barbara into his arms, Amber said softly,

“If any god thinks this is wrong, then we humans don’t need to believe in him.”

“But Barbara, I think the most important thing for human beings to realize in this world is their own weakness.”

“Only when you know your own weakness, will you understand how to be strong.”

“You did nothing wrong.”

“There may be a miracle in this world where everyone can be saved.”

“But the reason why a miracle is a miracle is that most people cannot achieve it.”

“When you can’t let a miracle happen, there is absolutely nothing wrong with choosing to save more people.”

“And this is also your right as a savior.”

“We who are protected in the rear have no right to dictate your choice.”

“It’s the same even if you choose to save a few people for special reasons.”

Caressing Barbara’s back, Amber sighed and said,

“Don’t think too much, Barbara.”

“You’ve done a good job.”

“If you deny yourself for those who haven’t been saved, those who were saved by you will also be sad.”

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