"I don't need women around me, and I don't want you. You broke my rules, and you'll never see me again. "

She was how humble, gave her first, but also knelt down and begged him to stay by his side.

She remembered that night josnan had a very cold look from the beginning to the end, and she would never know what he really thought.

Later, there were some contacts. Each time, he had no foreplay, just like she was a fast food. She refused to kiss her lips and directly let out the fire.

For these, she always silently bear. She thought, at least she was special, he would not ask other women to put out the fire.

He started to drive her away again, the first time since she was 18 years old.

Several years later, the physical connection still did not change her position in his heart.

Never had a sad mood submerged her, years of habits, years of follow-up, she never wavered. In this night, she suddenly had a little swing.

Her love, too humble, too hopeless.

Isn't it to say that looking at your beloved and guarding him, as long as he is happy, you are happy?

She watched, she tried her best to help him, but was he happy? Is her love meaningful?

Josnan is so good at observing words and expressions that she always looks at him with such infatuation. He's always been a nude admirer of her.

Did you feel sad for her expression just now? Don't want to go on like this again?

There was a restlessness in josnan's heart, which had never happened in many years.

He just doesn't understand. What did he force her to do? No, never.

She gave herself to him, which she volunteered and took the initiative. He even refused several times, but she still insisted. Now her expression, is there resentment against him?

Why should he be upset with such a woman who gives her life voluntarily?

Maybe it's because I'm used to it. She's his only woman. It's different.

Xia Wanru's vacillation is only in a moment. She really wants to ask a question: "I'm gone, are you totally indifferent?"? Then I'll go and you'll never see me. "

But she did not say, she did not forget how she knelt down to beg him, let her stay with him.

She didn't want to taste it again.

In this world, if you love someone, you are in debt to someone. But she owes him, must use the life to compensate.

"I'll be obedient." She said in a low voice, her brow was pleasing to the eye, but her heart was aching again.

Josnan seemed to be relieved, but his expression did not change from beginning to end.

"Come here!" He began to call, his voice was as cold as ordering a pet dog.

She walked to him in two or three steps. He stretched out his hand and she sat heavily in his arms.

In the past, there was no such foreplay, only zero distance contact. His head pressed against her ear, gently rubbing, seemed to be full of tenderness, and seemed to be just teasing her.

In any case, the summer Wanru but can't help the madness of the heart.

She turned her head and took the initiative to deliver it. He stares at her attractive red lips for a second or two, trying to hold them down, but they are suppressed.

"Off!" He ordered.

Her lips were awkwardly there, a sad smile, and her hand reached out to her coat.

"Skirt!" She doesn't have to be honest with him in all parts.

She thought that after the brief confrontation between the two, he could be reluctant to part with her, or more or less would pay more attention to her.

He didn't. what he wanted was her naked body.

She rolled up her leather skirt and took off her silk stockings.

Jiao good face with his advance and retreat in the office desk to form a flowing landscape, she slightly frowned, biting his lips, endure.

Sex may not be a wonderful thing for him, nor is it for her. There is nothing but pain and humiliation. No one was to blame for the humiliation of her own choice.

She didn't make a sound, and he didn't need it.

He never slowed down because of her pain, and tonight is no exception.

Josnan doesn't turn on the heating. He says he wants to keep himself cold and calm forever.

The table top in winter is cold. Summer like the body and heart, are in his cold like temperature shivering.

To her disappointment, he was expressionless or ferocious even when he was doing the most intimate things.

In front of outsiders, he is with a smile, smile to everyone, like a very gentle look.

Xia Wanru found that he was especially happy with ZILOG's smile. But she did not understand that if he really liked her, how could he be willing to hurt her so much?

It's been at least a month since I was close last time. Summer just like sometimes can yearn to be close to him, even if he is cold, she is willing to.Even if it was cold on the table, even if it was cold on him, she was gradually reacting.

He swam through it, still unable to relax his nerves. Without any rhythm change, he was like fighting a hard battle, hitting her with the same frequency as hard as he could.

Her face began to turn crimson, her hair spread out on the table, and her little white face set off each other.

Her eyes are infatuated, persistent pure feelings and fatal temptation mixed together. For a moment, josnan was intoxicated, and then he turned his eyes away.

"South, I love you... I love... You..." with his maximum in and out, she growled.

"That's your business. Don't say that to me again." After he was released, he said coldly to her, and then put on his trousers and belt.

Xia Wan is still lying on the table, dare not look back, dare not look at him.

She even blamed herself for saying love to him, knowing that he was not allowed to say it.

This sorrow, perhaps will accompany her all her life. She is like his slave, who can't get away, or she doesn't want to escape. This bad fate was doomed as early as she was eight years old.

...

ZILOG was in a coma for a whole night and didn't wake up. At more than 10 o'clock, Qiao Yushi insisted that Xiao Hongjie leave.

"You'd better go back. I'll tell her about you. I don't want her to worry too much when she wakes up. When she is more stable, I'll talk to her slowly

Xiao Hongjie had to leave his daughter's hospital bed. He also wanted to go back, deal with the disobedient Xiao Wang, and try to find a way to investigate Murong Jue.

"After she wakes up, she must tell her the relationship between her and Xiao Baiyu. I'm afraid of them..." he said in half, believing that Qiao Yushi would understand.

"Don't worry, I will." Qiao Yushi promised.

Back at the newspaper office, he received Xiao Wang's resignation. He did not do it, and he did not detain such a person.

He entrusted a reputable private detective agency to give some information about Shen Yiqiu to the other party to check her whereabouts.

After Xiao Hongjie left, Qiao Yushi was still sitting in front of ZILOG's bed, and Li MuQing was sent back to have a rest.

"Child... My child..." murmured zilogue in the middle of the night, with his hand on his stomach and touching it back and forth.

She has just had an operation, and the time for suture of the knife edge is still short. Qiao Yushi is afraid that her action range will pull the wound, so he grabs her hand and forbids her to move.

Her soft voice seemed to sprinkle salt on his newly healed wound, and his heart could not calm down when she thought of the lively and lovely child.

He thought that their child would be born safely, and would be a beautiful little girl.

The doctor said that the child who had not been saved was a boy.

Even a boy is the crystallization of him and her. Lao Nai is cruel. They just opened their hearts together. Why should they take the children so cruelly?

In the dead of night, the whole hospital was surrounded by silence.

Qi Luoge did not move, Qiao Yushi took her little hand, put it on his lips, and gently kiss.

His face was cool, and he wept. Even if he didn't want to cry, even if he told himself that the man had tears, he couldn't help it.

Did he do too wrong, was he too bad to her, God punished him, so that he could not have complete happiness so soon?

"Why? Even if there is a mistake, it should be punished. She will be more sad than me when she lost her child. She has nothing wrong with her. Why should she be embarrassed? " He repeated these words in his heart again and again.

Zilogue was also restless, beating from time to time, like a nervous reflex after a shock.

Watching her close her eyes, his whole heart was moved by her. Her frailty, her helplessness, even if she is silent closed eyes, also let him feel the soul is in pain for her.

At dawn, Qiao Yushi covered his chin stubble, as if he was a few years old in an instant.

Zilogue slowly opened his eyes and opened his mouth, his voice almost inaudible.

"And the child?" She asked, even if she did not ask, but saw his haggard appearance, also guessed a few points.

"You wake up at last, baby!" Qiao Yushi evades the heavy to say lightly, tightly grasps her small hand.

"I'm by your side." He said softly.

"So the child was not saved, was it?" She said with great calmness.

He thought she would scream like a mother animal losing her cubs.

Who knows she did not, just very calm, calm he felt more heartache.

As she said this, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.

He was still worried that he didn't know how to tell her the truth. He didn't have to say anything. She knew everything.

He would rather she screamed wildly and let go of the desperation at the bottom of her heart.She was so quiet, staring at him, a bit dull, a little numb.

"Did you still go? I didn't even look at him. " Her eyes were blank, her voice was very light, very light.

"You blame me. I didn't protect you and my children. I'm sorry, little Lolo. I'm not good He stroked her smooth forehead, usually shiny face, at this time, which has a little luster, everywhere pale fierce.

"Don't worry, I won't let go of those who are in trouble with our children! I'll avenge him, and I won't let him go so unknowingly. " He fixed his eyes on her eyes, is to her commitment, but also to his own commitment.

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