Second Marriage Pregnancy:President,I Love You!

Seeing that I had something selected, Lu Xingyi nodded, "go."

The service of this jewelry store is still very humanized. When I sat down, a waiter made me a pot of black tea and sent it to me. Smelling the slightly sweet and mellow aroma of tea, I felt a little better.

I picked up my glass and took a careful sip. Suddenly, a wave of nausea came to me.

This is in a public place. I don't want to attract people's attention, so I immediately took out a tissue to cover my mouth, forced down the twitch of my throat, and forced out tears in my eyes.

Most of the people who come here to choose diamond rings are lovers or couples. Diamonds represent the eternal love, so they are the keepsake of true love.

I remember reading an article a long time ago, saying that diamonds are more suitable for tools because of their high hardness. It's just that in order to obtain greater benefits, the developers of diamond mines use a series of marketing advertisements to tie the hardness of diamonds with the eternity of true love, so that diamonds and love are bound together.

So countless men and women immersed in love have chosen diamond rings.

A diamond is just a stone. It's ridiculous that people flock to it just because it's endowed with a special belief.

"Pei Li, which one of these two models looks good? I'm very fussy." Over there, Lu xialan looked over and over again, then pulled Peili to see, with a smile on her face, "we have to choose a diamond ring. When we go to see my mother, I can let her see how happy her daughter is."

Lu Xingyi's eyes are full of soft color. He pinches Lu xialan's nose and says: "the child's heart, the mother has seen many good things. Where can a diamond ring make her eye-catching? I'm afraid that when it comes to that time, I'll feel that you are suffering and give you a subsidy for the jewelry box I have hidden."

Lu xialan's eyes are full of melancholy, "I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and I don't know how she is now?"

"Since uncle Lu's death, my aunt's spirit has been bad. She has been recuperating abroad for many years. As a younger generation, she has never said hello. It's not easy to meet Xia LAN this time. It seems that I need to perform well." Pei Li has a smile on his lips.

Lu xialan raised her hand and hugged him with a choking voice. "As long as you can go with me, I think my mother will be very happy. She was expecting us to be together before."

"Xiaobei, I decided to give up this child." I finished editing the message silently, got up and went out.

Lu Xingyi noticed my action and asked: "Qin Yan, where are you going?"

"I don't feel well. I want to go back first." I said faintly.

Lu xialan came over, took my hand and said, "Qin Yan, you must have a better eye than your brother. You can help us choose one to see which one is good-looking?"

She tried to pull me. I was sick just now. I was very weak and had no strength to struggle. I was pulled by her.

Lu Xingyi saw that my face was very bad and asked anxiously, "what's the matter with you? What's the problem? I'll take you to the hospital. "

When I heard that I went to the hospital, I picked myself up and said, "it's OK. I don't want to see the diamond ring. Let me have a look."

Lu xialan waved, and the lady at the counter introduced to me all the diamond rings in front of her. Each diamond ring has an exciting name and a beautiful meaning.

"Aren't you boys and girls? Just choose this one. " I took one and said.

Lu xialan smiles very sweetly, "I don't feel good. Although Peili and I are childhood friends, we have missed each other. The meaning of only childhood friends is too thin."

"Then take this life, it's heavy enough." I chose another one.

Lu xialan shook Pei Li's hand and said with a smile: "Pei Li, even Qin Yan thinks that we are not going to change in this life."

I'm really a mouthful of old blood to be stuck in my throat.

Pei Li glanced at me, looked at the ring on the counter and said faintly, "it's not good. I've asked Denny to customize our wedding ring. He just won the cutting edge award in the international jewelry design competition. It's not easy to book his works."

"Denny? You asked Denny to design our wedding ring Lu xialan said pleasantly, "I've seen his works before. If he came to design them, our wedding rings must be brilliant. Peili, you are so bad. Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Originally, I wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't expect that you were so impatient that you chose these ordinary people's diamond rings." Pei Li glanced at her. "The wedding dress is also being customized. You just need to be a bride when you come back."

Lu xialan's cheeks rose, "Peili, you treat me very well."

Custom wedding rings, custom wedding dress, he really seems to be very interested in this matter.

I pressed down the sour heart, Yang lip said: "it's a romantic wedding, I wish you happiness."

With that, I shook off Lu Xingyi's hand and strode out directly.

I can't continue to pretend that I don't care in the next time, and hide my true thoughts. When I left, the red circles of my eyes and the tears filled my eyes also showed the true reflection of my heart.

When I got home, I rushed directly into the room, fell on the bed and began to cry. I was heartbroken and desperate.

When I lost my child, I didn't feel so painful. When I divorced Peili, I didn't feel so painful.

But now, I really feel heartache, why every time I summon up the courage to hold his hand to go down together, fate will push him away from me, and I still do not want to die.

"Qin Yan, what's the matter? What's the matter? " Jiang Xiaobei heard the noise and patted on the door outside, but the door was locked by me from inside. She couldn't push it open at all, so she had to worry outside.

In the evening, I opened the door with red and swollen eyes, looked at her and said, "Pei Li has planned to marry Lu xialan."

"What? Is it a fake? If he doesn't get married early or late, how can he get married after you have children? " Jiang Xiaobei was stunned and slightly squinted. He looked like Conan's upper body and said, "is it someone's trick or Lu xialan's trick?"

"No, he has specially customized wedding dress and wedding ring for her. He is preparing this wedding with his heart. I have no place in his heart for a long time." I said with a smile, covering my stomach and tears, "how can I still dream of a new beginning with him? Clearly, from the beginning, we shouldn't be together. If I didn't get close to Peili in order to revenge Wang Bin, everything later shouldn't happen. It's my delusion that I shouldn't get everything, so it makes me so miserable now."

Jiang Xiaobei said in a hurry: "what are you talking about? Even if Peili and Lu xialan are going to get married, you shouldn't deny yourself like this. You are excellent. Otherwise, how can my brother like you, how can Lu Xingyi like you, and how can Peili never forget you."

"Xiaobei, you don't have to comfort me any more. Their world shouldn't belong to me. Now think about it, this child doesn't belong to me either." I pushed her away and walked out.

Jiang Xiaobei was very worried when she saw that I was in such an unstable mood. She wanted to follow me out in a hurry. But when I went out, she took a taxi and left. She didn't catch up in time for fear that I would do something stupid. She turned over an old number and dialed it.

Sitting in a taxi, I recalled that I was looking for Peili happily with the inspection report. I really thought I was pathetic and ridiculous. I had such an unrealistic dream.

The hospital at night is still very busy, bright and clean, slightly choking smell of disinfectant is its most classic feature.

When I went into obstetrics and Gynecology, I hesitated and tangled to the extreme.

I seem to see Pei Qi who went in to get rid of the child at the beginning, and I also seem to see myself who was brought over by Pei Li and went in with a happy face.

Every mother is most looking forward to the belly of the child, they are her future.

But I can't give my child a complete family. I can't tell him later that he and I were abandoned by his father, and his father may have been someone else's father. At that time, how sad he should be.

"The child has been more than two months. Do you really want to take it off?" The doctor who examined me looked at the results, and then looked at my age. It was a pity that I couldn't help showing it.

"Yes, take him away." I clenched my palm and said calmly.

"Take medicine first, and then operate the day after tomorrow." After the doctor prescribed me a bag of medicine, he let me out.

When I went out, I heard her muttering that she didn't want children at this age, so it would be difficult to want them again.

Listen to her say this, my heart beat hard for a while, when passing through the dustbin, I would like to throw away all the medicine in my hand, and keep my baby forever.

However, I can't be so selfish. I know that giving birth to him can't make him happy. I also give birth to him for my own instinct.

I tore open the wrapping paper, took out a piece of medicine and put it into my mouth. The bitter and astringent taste diffused instantly and occupied the whole mouth.

But I didn't get water, a mother even give up their children can be so cruel, a little bitter and astringent what.

At this time, my stomach twitched a little, as if there was any reaction.

My mouth full of liquid medicine choked in my throat, which made me unable to swallow, because I knew that this medicine was the antidote to my troubles, but it was deadly poison to him. When I lay on the operating table, the doctor had to deal with his body.

Therefore, the person who directly killed the child was my mother, my murderer.

Finally, I couldn't help it. I rushed to the sink and vomited out. All the bitter medicine flowed into the sewer. I gargled at the faucet crazily and continued to vomit out with my throat stuck. My face turned red and my eyes were full of tears.

Mingming is ready to give up on him, but I still can't be cruel.