Second Marriage Pregnancy:President,I Love You!

Although Pei Li and I didn't hope to be together at that time, and the gossip about him and Lu xialan was all over the country, I never had any impatience with Xuanxuan, let alone hatred.

I have been unable to understand, there will be mothers really do not love their children? If my child turns into Jiang Cheng, I will die of heartache.

When I think of my child now, I don't know where to live. Fortunately, I'm not happy. My eyes are blurry, and my nose is sour. I immediately shed tears.

Seeing that I burst into tears, Pei Li was a little surprised. He quickly pulled a tissue to wipe my face and gave me a low smile. "How can you cry?"

I raised my hand to hold him and sobbed, "just think, I'm so sorry for you."

Sorry, I lost our child. I can't bring him to see you.

So far, I don't know which link went wrong and when my child disappeared.

Sometimes when I dream back in the middle of the night, I feel that everything is my own dream. My child is Xuanxuan. He is always by my side. I raise him carefully and take him as all my hope. How can he not be the child of Peili and me?

But every time the reality tells me, all this is not a dream, I really lost my child, although I have Xuanxuan as compensation, how can a mother give up her own flesh and blood.

Pei Li insisted on being with me even when he knew that Xuanxuan was not his child, but I couldn't tell him that I had lost our child. I would rather let him think that our child was not born successfully at all. At least he would not feel the pain I have now, the pain that someone had gouged out a piece of meat but could never heal.

"Fool, what can you do for me?" Pei Li held up my face, eyes full of love, "you can come back to me, I think it is God's greatest favor to me, and you also brought me an angel, when I went to j country to find you, my family spent a period of lucky time there, every time I think back, I feel warm and peaceful, I think everything is because of you."

When he said that, my tears suddenly fell even more.

Pei Li is so looking forward to this child, but also for Xuanxuan block Lu xialan a knife, seriously injured, forced to run to j country to see me and his child, but I lost our two children, I don't know where the child is suffering now.

Even if we can give birth to many children in the future, my missing child will not make up for my regret.

We didn't go anywhere in the afternoon. Pei Li just hugged me. I lay down in his arms and cried silently.

Pei Li thought that I had been depressed for a long time before. Seeing that I was crying so sad, he felt very sad, but he couldn't do anything. He could only hold me tightly and warm me with his arms.

A few days later, Pei Li and I went to see Jiang Cheng.

Because we couldn't let go of the child, and Pei Li seldom had time, he went to the hospital together.

Xuanxuan is not at home, because Jiang Xiaobei's painting exhibition opened, he invited Xuanxuan to be the image spokesperson, and specially painted an oil painting for Xuanxuan, making him stand with the oil painting to attract people.

In fact, I really don't understand why a veterinarian who is used to treating cats and dogs with scalpels holds an art exhibition every day.

Moreover, it was held in the gallery built by Lu Xingyi and invited my son to stand on the street for free.

It is estimated that even so, the exhibition will be on the street.

Because when Jiang Xiaobei came to pick me up, Xuanxuan didn't hesitate to leave me, which made my mother seldom complain, so she silently cursed Jiang Xiaobei's painting exhibition.

But it backfired. The opening of the exhibition was very attractive. Jiang Xiaobei kept sending me photos to update the status, and also sent me many cute pictures of Xuanxuan. He stood beside the painting in the same clothes as the painting, and put a background photo with the portrait removed behind him. Comparing the two sides, people couldn't help wondering whether this cute little Zhengtai had just come out of the painting world.

After arriving at the hospital, we asked Li Wei about Jiang Cheng's ward.

When Li Wei learned that we were coming to see Jiang Cheng, she was a little surprised and disappointed to see Xuanxuan didn't come.

Jiang Cheng is reading a book in the ward, with a stack of fairy tale books and some children's world famous books.

"Hi, Jiang Cheng." I said hello to him with a smile when I came in.

Seeing that it was us, Jiang Cheng's eyes suddenly became bright. He was embarrassed to smile, "aunt Qin, uncle Pei."

"How are you today?" I asked, sitting by the bed.

Jiang Cheng said: "the doctor said that I can leave the hospital after two days' rest. What about Xuanxuan? Why didn't he come? "

"Xuanxuan was taken as a coolie by his godmother." I showed Xuanxuan's pictures at the exhibition to Jiang Cheng, who was surprised to open his eyes. "He can still play like this. He's so powerful."

I ordered the video and said, "Xuanxuan, this is little brother Jiang Cheng."

Xuanxuan put his face in front of the camera and waved with a smile, "brother Jiang, how's your body?"

"I'll be ready soon. I'll be out of hospital and play with you soon." Jiang Cheng sees Xuan Xuan, also happy a lot.

Xuanxuan nodded, "well, when you leave hospital, you can be a model with me. Xiaobei Ganma sees that there are many people today, so she is ready to plan the next painting exhibition. Let's cheer for her."

Jiang Cheng hesitated and said, "may I?"

"Of course we can. We are brothers fighting tigers. We are father and son soldiers." Xuanxuan said.

I quickly remind a way in the side: "Hey, the front sentence is OK, the back is free."

"No, Xiaobei Ganma said. Next time she called her father over, saying that he was handsome and would come to meet her, wouldn't that be a father and son soldier?" Xuan Xuan asks questioningly.

Pei Li's face turned black.

I couldn't help laughing after throwing my cell phone to Jiang Cheng.

"I won't go. If she needs to help Lu Xing put on the bikini, I can help her achieve this goal." Pei Li glanced at me and said faintly.

Lu Xing moved through the bikini. It's over. I laughed even more.

After chatting with Xuanxuan, Jiang Cheng handed me his mobile phone and said, "thank you."

"Although it's a good thing to be polite, for people close to you, you don't have to be so formal in everything. Look at Xuanxuan, a little steamed stuffed bun. It's good to do things everyday. You can learn more from him." I touched his head and said fondly.

Jiang Cheng looked at the sheet and said, "I envy Xuanxuan very much. There are so many people who love him. It seems that I have become him. Unfortunately, I am not."

Just now when he was chatting, he was still so happy. He didn't expect to get down in the twinkling of an eye.

I looked at Perry a little at a loss.

Pei Li patted Jiang Cheng on the shoulder and said, "everyone's starting point is not the same, and the track of life is not the same. You don't have to keep up with one person, but you can learn some of the characteristics of people. Besides, children are loved. Your mother loves you and your relatives love you."

"My mother doesn't love me. She doesn't love me at all." Jiang Cheng lowered his head, tears drop by drop hit on the quilt, dizzy circle of small dots.

Seeing Jiang Cheng shed tears, I was immediately distressed. I raised my hand and hugged him in my arms and coaxed him: "don't cry, darling."

Jiang Cheng raised his little hand around me, tears constantly to the whereabouts, but Leng is not spread out a cry.

On weekdays, if Xuanxuan cries, it's absolutely earth shaking. Although it's often thunder and rain, it's enough to make my heart ache.

I didn't expect that Jiang Cheng would not make a sound even when he was crying. My heart felt like there was a needle in it. I wanted to take Jiang Cheng home and love him so that he would never be so sad again.

But all this is just my own delusion. He is not an orphan. He has such a strong and excellent mother that it's not my turn to take him back.

Pei Li came forward to protect us both. Although he was speechless, it was a euphemistic expression of comfort.

"I'm sorry, I've made your clothes dirty. My mother would blame me if she knew." Jiang Cheng suddenly pokes out his head and says uneasily.

I quickly comforted: "it's OK, if she asked me, I would say that I poured water and accidentally spilled it on my body. Don't be afraid."

He nodded and lowered his head, afraid to look at me.

Pei Li suddenly said: "you don't have to worry, your mother also likes Xuanxuan very much. Every time I see Xuanxuan, I want to treat him as my own son. I think you love Wu and Wu. Your aunt Qin will feel the same way, so in front of her, you can be as charming as Xuanxuan. There won't be any problem."

I looked at Pei Li with some surprise. Although this was not appropriate, it was really the thought in my heart.

Jiang Cheng's small body is full of forbearance and restraint. If I can, I hope he can be as lively and carefree as Xuanxuan in front of me.

"May I?" Jiang Cheng asked incredulously.

I looked at Pei Li and proposed, "Pei Li, can we admit Jiang as a son?"

He nodded. "I don't mind."

A child of the same blood type and so weak and pitiful, Pei Li had already been soft hearted, so he would never forget Jiang Cheng before.

Seeing that Pei Li agreed, I immediately took Jiang Cheng's hand and asked, "Jiang Cheng, would you like to take me as your second mother? You don't need to apologize or be afraid of me. I just want you to be happy. "

Jiang Cheng was a little silly, and then carefully asked: "can I really? Like Xuan Xuan. "

"You can, of course you can. I will love you as much as I love Xuanxuan." Finish saying I can't help but embrace him again, river Cheng also raised a hand to embrace me, small voice called a, "dry mother."