Second Marriage Pregnancy:President,I Love You!

We both sat on the chair in the playground. I looked at Peili sitting next to me and laughed.

Pei Li seems to be looking at some document, and doesn't notice my smile.

The children's laughter came. I looked at the two children who were still far away, and suddenly felt that this moment has always been the life I wanted to pursue.

I inadvertently saw Pei Li beside him. He looked like he wanted to talk but stopped. He just thought he was thinking about something else and didn't care.

The two children in the distance were very happy at this time. They didn't notice this side at all, but my eyes were on them all the time.

"Have you thought about it?" Pei Li suddenly asked me a word for no reason, and immediately called back my mind. I was still a little at a loss at this time. I didn't know what he was talking about.

"Ah? What are you talking about? " I didn't understand what he was saying or what he meant.

When I look at Peili blankly, I find that Peili is not as comfortable as before.

Looking at his state at this time, I suddenly thought of what Peili wanted to say to me.

I wanted to open my mouth to answer, but before I opened my mouth, I saw that Pei Li, who was sitting on one side, said something first.

"I just wanted to ask you if you have any idea..." Pei Li still just said half a sentence, but he coughed lightly. At this time, the state was much more natural than just now, but he still seemed a little stiff.

Originally, he wanted to ask me about my idea of reconciliation.

I look at Pei Li's state and suddenly understand something in my heart.

My heart suddenly some happy up, even I can't say why.

"I..."

At this time, I was still a little at a loss. Peili suddenly asked me such a question. I didn't know how to answer him.

What's more, the relationship between us is still a little complicated. I don't know how to face him and what kind of choice we should make now?

I had a good time in this period, but it doesn't decide everything.

What's more, I have two children, and I need to think about them.

I have a lot to take into account, but also a lot of their own place.

For these reasons, I can't draw a conclusion easily.

"I..." well, I wanted to answer Peili at this time, but I found that nothing could be said. When I opened my mouth, it was a monosyllabic word that I didn't even hear clearly, and then it disappeared in the wind soon.

"What's the matter?" He noticed that something was wrong with my state just now. As if he had forgotten the previous thing, some concerned people asked me this.

I shook my head gently, and I was shocked by my own "yes".

Maybe I'm looking forward to it.

But I still don't want to give Peili an accurate account at this time.

"Isn't life very good now?" I think I've come up with a compromise. Looking at Peili sitting next to me and the two children playing not far away, I'm more determined.

It's obviously too early to make a choice at this time, and I haven't made the corresponding preparation myself. Therefore, in the face of all this, I naturally have resistance.

If I was brave enough to make a choice before, now I'm afraid. I'm afraid to face the road ahead, and I don't know how to make me look stronger.

I'm not who I was.

I know that it's really wrong for me to do such a thing now, but I really lost those things before. I'm still that me, but my mind has quietly changed.

"Thinking about something else?" Pei Li saw that I was distracted and asked me such a question.

"No, I just..." I shook my head gently, but I didn't know what kind of answer I should give him.

I'm just afraid to make a choice.

But what can I do by myself? I'm not the person I used to be. Qin Yan has been smoothed out and began to compromise with life.

But I don't know how to explain all this to Perry. I don't know whether I can express my meaning completely, and I don't know whether Perry can understand what I express.

What's more, I always think that exposing all my shortcomings and anxieties will only show my helplessness and anxieties. What's more, when I put those behaviors in other people's eyes, they may not be confused, they are just affectations.

I don't want to give up.

I don't want to bow.

I know that I have changed a lot, but the things in my bones have not changed.

During this period, I seem to have more ideas and grow up, but I know that under the delicate appearance, it's still me.

I looked to the distance, and then looked back at the person beside me, suddenly a smile appeared.

Now life is what I want, and I don't need to think about other things. I just need to cherish my life.

As for those choices, I don't have to decide now. I can wait until I can confirm my mind for a while, and then I can make a choice.

All of a sudden, I feel I don't have so much hesitation. Although the front looks dark, there is always a way.

"The thing you asked me before..." I opened my head and saw Pei Li's puzzled eyes and a sly smile.

I did not finish the rest of the sentence, but showed a smile and left here, not far away to find the two children.

"Take your time."

But what I don't know is that when I left, Pei Li looked at my back and said such a sentence with a smile. His voice was so light that he couldn't hear anything clearly in the wind.

I did it on purpose.

Muqin and Xuanxuan were obviously surprised when they saw me. They didn't expect that I would choose to play with them at this time. "I'll play with you now. Do you want to do any other projects?"

"That!" The two children pointed to the roller coaster, then showed yearning appearance, "we think that's fun, but the uncle said we are children, don't let us play that, but we have grown up long ago!"

Xuanxuan now seems a little excited, two hands cross waist, some indignant said to me, and the side of Muqin just listen quietly, showing a clever appearance.

"These projects are still too dangerous for you. You are still young now. When you grow up, I will take you to play, OK?" I know the two kids just want to be coquettish with me.

Xuanxuan lovely appearance, let me make such a promise, I rubbed his head, and then a gentle smile, looking at the quiet standing beside Muqin.

"Mom, you must not lie! We remember what you said to us today! "

Xuanxuan seriously thought for a moment, it seems that I also feel some truth in what I said, hands akimbo, pretending to be a mature appearance, so said to me.

"Well, since we have promised you, we will come back when you grow up," I made such a promise with a smile.

"Mom, it's so fun in the amusement park!" Xuanxuan also had a smile on her face, "we must come here often in the future."

I took the hands of the two children, squatted down and looked at them head-on.

"Are you tired after playing for so long? If we are tired now, let's have a rest first. "

I think Muqin seems to be a little tired, so he asked.

"We're not tired!" Before Muqin spoke, Xuanxuan interrupted the conversation between the two of us in a hurry. He thought we were going home now. "We are not very tired now. Can we play for a while?"

Knowing Xuanxuan's thoughts, I didn't blame the two children in front of me, "if you two are not very tired now, just go on playing. I'll be with you."

After I finished these words, I gave Muqin some messy hair, "if you are tired, remember to say to Xuanxuan, have a rest for a while, and then eat something."

"Well," Muqin was still calm, but her cheek was a little red. When she looked at it carefully, her eyes were also full of happiness.

When I was talking to them, I pretended I didn't care. I looked at Perry, but I found that he was just sitting on the chair quietly, looking here from time to time.

I didn't answer the question that Perry had asked before, and I didn't give him an accurate answer.

In fact, this kind of life is also very good, I have everything I want, and what I want to pursue is always around me, I don't have to pursue those other things.

Such a life is also a choice, and I happen to like this way.

But what I didn't notice was that when Pei Li looked at the three of us, the corner of his mouth curved, which he didn't even notice.

This kind of life is also very good. Compared with this kind of life, it seems that it is not so important to make peace.

We had a lot of fun in the amusement park. We never thought that life would be as beautiful as our dreams.

And we seem to have been separated because of all kinds of things before, and now we can finally be together. This idea makes my heart more happy.

Such a life is what I have been pursuing.