Lu xialan was still sucking noodles, but now when she heard Bai Wentao say so, she couldn't help but raise her head, open her eyes and stare at him.

She tried to swallow her mouth. After clearing her throat, she suddenly opened her mouth.

"I've done a lot of things before. Maybe the situation between us is a little bit the same. We can't ask for anything." She looked at Bai Wentao, in his still calm eyes, also spoke slowly.

"I want to get my happiness, but I don't understand why others can easily get what I can't ask for."

When it comes to this, Lu xialan has long been unwilling and resentful.

But Bai Wentao just listened to her quietly, did not interrupt her words, acted as a quiet audience.

The two of them had a similar experience before. They both paid a lot for the things they couldn't get, and they became a little crazy for the things they couldn't get.

He looked at Lu xialan sitting in front of him, and suddenly he had an indescribable feeling in his heart.

That kind of feeling seems to be two people pitying for each other, but it also seems that he has some different ideas about Lu xialan.

But Lu xialan just sat there alone. When she heard what Bai Wentao said to her, she couldn't help thinking of her previous experience.

"I remember that I paid a lot for him at that time. I learned a lot of things that I didn't know, and I also knew a lot of people I didn't know. My character was not like that, but I turned myself into a lady."

Speaking of this, Lu xialan looked at the flat shoes on her own feet with some self mockery, "I didn't like those things that looked very girly before, but for him, I put on high heels on my own initiative."

Bai Wentao naturally understood her feelings, and felt a little incredible in his heart: a few months ago, the two of them were still full of resentment and unwilling.

But by now, the two of them have been able to sit here peacefully, regard each other as a good listener, and quietly tell their previous experience.

"I was very jealous of Qin Yan at that time." She couldn't help but smile bitterly, feeling that she was so stupid at that time.

"I clearly know that he has no feelings for me, but the reluctance and resentment in my heart made me blame Qin Yan for all these things. So during that time, I kept brainwashing myself and told myself that it was Qin Yan who made Peili not choose me."

When she said this, she unconsciously lowered her head, straightened her already messy hair with her hands, and then picked up the glass of water in front of her.

"Now I just want to wake up the lost self at that time." Now she has completely changed her mind. At this time, there is no resentment and unwillingness in her heart. She is just blaming herself for being too stupid.

"That's why I listened to Zhou Yue's advice to me, and I did things that hurt others. My brother told me a long time ago that he wanted me to let go."

She looked at her hands with some self mockery. Her fingers were still white and slender. "Only I know what I did at that time. I can't forget those things now."

"You..." Bai Wentao originally wanted to stop her, but now Lu xialan's attitude really distressed him. This kind of self abusive opening made him even a little unacceptable.

"I have nothing to do, but those things have been suppressed in my heart for a long time, so I always want to find someone to talk to me." Lu xialan just said that he had nothing to do with it.

Then she looked at the bowl in front of her with a sigh, "what you make is really delicious."

When Bai Wentao saw her reaction, he couldn't laugh or cry. "Wasn't he just talking about those things? Why is that all of a sudden? "

Lu xialan also just some mischievous wink, "I just state the facts."

"But anyway, it's good to put those things down now." Bai Wentao waved his hand, as if he didn't want to continue to discuss the previous topic with Lu xialan. He wanted to end it like this.

"But the noodles you made before are really delicious. Don't you allow me to praise you?" Lu xialan seems to have some helplessness. When she looks at him, there are some different colors in her eyes.

"Why come back to this topic? If you like, I can cook it for you often Bai Wentao was full of tears and laughter.

"I was worried that you would find it difficult to extricate yourself from the previous incident. Now it seems that you have not only cured the previous heart diseases, but also some overcorrection."

Lu xialan was a little happy at first, but now when she heard him say that, she puffed up her face and squinted at Bai Wentao when she was lying on the table.

"How can I over correct it?" Her tone was almost coquettish, but neither of them noticed it at this time.

"I really can't bear it. Don't look at me like that." It's not that I can't stand it. I waved my hand, but both of them laughed at this time.

"Do you know? You really look like my brother sometimes Lu xialan's eyes and eyebrows were still smiling, and she gently tilted her head.

The TV in the living room is still on at this time. It's still a conventional plot. Lu xialan seems to be unable to listen to it any more. She turns around and walks into the living room.

"What are you doing now?" Bai Wentao was still puzzled. Looking at her back, he asked.

"I'll turn off the TV!" Her voice was loud, but her tone was light.

"Always like a child." Bai Wentao looks at the figure that Lu xialan leaves in a hurry, laughs and sighs like this, the tone still takes the joy that oneself didn't notice.

"Well, I think the current TV series are really boring." After a while, she jumped in.

Bai Wentao had been sitting alone in his chair all the time before. He was suddenly interrupted, but he was not angry.

"There are no more than those old-fashioned plots in TV series, but what I want to have is a love that is different from those, but sincere and unforgettable in my life."

Lu xialan seems to suddenly think of something, with a faint loss in her tone, but there is light in her eyes, and her eyes to Bai Wentao are clear and transparent.

If he looks up at this time, he will find something wrong with Lu xialan's manner. However, Bai Wentao only thinks about the things before him and ignores her.

"I'm talking to you about something very serious. What are you thinking about?" Lu xialan naturally noticed that Bai Wentao was distracted at this time, frowned, and said something dissatisfied.

Bai Wentao also recovered, looked up at her with some regret, "I didn't notice that I was distracted, I was thinking about other things."

After he had explained the reason why he was absent-minded, he realized that it was not appropriate.

"In fact, if you make such an explanation now, I will be even more unhappy. You and my brother are really the same."

"Why don't I usually feel like this?" Bai Wentao scratched his head awkwardly.

"Well, it's late now. I'll take you downstairs." Lu xialan seems to be bailing out for Bai Wentao, but when she lowers her head, she doesn't know why she is still a little lost.

They both talked and laughed along the way, but at this time they were strangely quiet.

After Lu xialan sent Bai Wentao to the bottom of the building, looking at his back, he went up the building alone, and suddenly had a lot of ideas in his heart.

"I always feel that if I could let go earlier, things would not have been like this, but fortunately, I find out now."

She waited at home for a long time, but she always felt lonely.

Now it's time for Bai Wentao to get home, so Lu xialan took out her mobile phone and sent a wechat to Bai Wentao.

She was staring at the mobile page, as if there was something precious on it.

After a period of time, Bai Wentao's reply will also be displayed on the mobile phone screen. She looks at the mobile phone with some joy.

"These things can't rely entirely on hard work. In fact, luck also accounts for a large part of it. What's more, those things before are not your problems."

Bai Wentao did not choose to reply to the text, but answered with voice. She put the handset in her ear and listened attentively to the voice from the mobile phone.

"I'll call you." She has no reason to say, "now wechat is not already able to call?"

"Of course I know that. I don't go online all the year round." For Lu xialan's explanation, Bai Wentao is a little funny, but he still agrees with a smile.

"I'm not afraid. Can't you understand what I said?" Lu xialan also laughed. When she looked out of the window, she found that the moon had come out unconsciously.

The two of them chatted for a long time on that night, nothing more than their understanding of their feelings. Lu suddenly felt that her depression had been swept away.

When Lu xialan went to bed, she found that today's weather is very good.

It must be the same tomorrow.

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