Secret love becomes a marriage

In a flash, it's late December of the Gregorian calendar. In other words, Ji Zimo and Gu Shubai have been in Kyoto for almost a month, but they haven't done anything in the past month. In the daytime, Gu Shubai and Ji Zimo play with careful gan'er and watch him change day by day. Gu Shubai still reports home at night, When I came back, I was close to Ji Zimo.

On December 23, the night before Christmas Eve, Gu Shubai accompanied Ji Zimo Xiaoxingan to finish dinner, coaxed Xiaoxingan to sleep, and was ready to go out when he saw the time.

Ji Zimo looked at the weather outside. It was dark without a trace of stars and moonlight. He thought it was going to snow this night.

Kyoto is a northern city. It was already cold as early as the end of November on the Gregorian calendar, but the temperature came down. There were several ice hails before the snow. However, from today's day, the weather was cloudy and the cold wind was blowing all the time, like brewing a big wind and snow. The weather forecast also said that tonight may usher in the first snow of this year in Kyoto, It's still a very big one.

The snow tonight is actually very happy, because tomorrow is Christmas Eve. Christmas Eve and Christmas are both foreign festivals, but this festival is not only popular abroad, but also very popular in their country. The excitement is no less than that abroad, and even similar to the traditional Spring Festival in Z country. I've been walking around the street these days, with Christmas trees everywhere, There are colored lights hanging on it.

And these festivals, to put it bluntly, that is, the young generation are living, lovers, friends, etc. on such days, it is best to have some snow. I don't know when to start. The words winter, snow, Christmas Eve and Christmas are linked with romance, which are the favorite words of young men and women.

It is undeniable that Ji Zimo also likes it very much. If she and Gu Shubai were allowed to wander in the snowy street, they would hug and kiss wantonly and enjoy the romance of the festival... But the problem is, it's not like this now. Gu Shubai is going out alone in such a cold day

Ji Zimo was really worried. He pulled Gu Shubai's coat and said hesitantly, "do you want to go? Otherwise, you won't go?"

"How can I not go? I've persisted for so long."

"But it hasn't worked for so long!"

Although Gu Shubai still didn't tell Ji Zimo what he was going to do with Xiang's family, some specific things, such as what extreme things he was going to do, Ji Zimo guessed more or less about the rest. Combined with Gu Shubai's words and his going home all the time, Ji Zimo thought he probably wanted to take "sincerity, gold and stone open" A new way.

She didn't ask for a long time and let Gu Shubai be her own boss. She thought it might work. From the bottom of her heart, she still hoped to be recognized by Xiang home.

However, it's been so long and there's no shaking. Good news, Ji Zimo is really depressed and feels that they really don't need to spend here, which makes them feel blocked and makes Xiang and Xiang feel uncomfortable.

Hearing Ji Zimo's words, Gu Shubai turned around and held Ji Zimo's hand with a big hand: "honey, let's not say that I've been holding on for so long. If we stick to it, will there be a turn for the better? In the end, if we don't stick to it, there's no hope."

"We are still young and can afford to wait, so we can't give up. Maybe good things are waiting for us not far away. Wait, at least there is hope. If we give up, it will be dark and we can't see a little hope. We probably won't regret it now, but then, baby, I'm afraid you regret it. Think, why didn't you stick to it at that time, baby, I In this life, I never regretted anything before I met you, but I always regretted it after I met you. I regretted a lot. I didn't tell you well when I was with you, hid too many things from you, didn't understand what you wanted, the mistakes between us, separation, etc... "

"I've had enough of those tastes. I don't want you to taste them!"

Gu Shu's vernacular fell. Ji Zimo hugged his waist and put his cheek on his chest: "OK."

In fact, not only did he have regrets, but she also had many, many, and even everything could find a point of regret. The only thing was that she never regretted meeting him and falling in love with him. Although they experienced so many hardships, she had a pain that life was worse than death.

Ji Zimo always wants Gu Shubai to give up on Xiang's family. In fact, she is afraid of being rejected. In her heart, she wants to be recognized by Xiang's family. On the one hand, she feels that people like her are not worth being recognized at all. She is also afraid of being rejected again and again, which will make her doubt whether she is really qualified to live in this world. She is very contradictory, There were two villains fighting in my heart. I asked her to give up and support Gu Shubai's practice.

She wants to escape, whether giving up or supporting. She is really a cowardly evader when facing and dealing with this matter.

However, Gu Shubai has been "digging" her and wants to dig her out of the thick shell. He has been looking for a direction for her, the direction of the side that doesn't give up, the right direction.

He was so convinced that how could she fail him?

They need the same faith, they need the same faith!

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Therefore, Gu Shubai drove away with Ji Zimo's firm belief in him, just like him.

As he thought, good things will happen this night, not darkness, not always full of darkness. As long as you firmly believe in it and work hard for it, one day, you will go through the long darkness, touch the light and touch the hope. The so-called willow is dark and flowers are bright. After the so-called despair, there is hope, and the so-called... Death and rebirth.

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The weather forecast is still very accurate. It really snowed that night. Soon after Gu Shubai left, the sky began to snow. At the beginning, it was fierce. The goose feather like snow fell down, as if to cover the city in an instant.

Ji Zimo went to the window, pushed open the window, and stretched out her hand to pick up the snow. The palms were full of ice and cold, but her heart was warm. Her eyes looked into the distance, as if she had lost her mind, but it was more like... Looking forward to something, with a very quiet and beautiful smile on her face.

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