Secret love becomes a marriage

"I said." I've made up my mind, so I won't go back. Ji Zimo looked up at Gu Shubai and insisted again.

"Yes?" when she said to say, Gu Shubai was slightly surprised, but his face soon returned to nature. His baby never dared to face it. He just looked at her little face pale. He was a little distressed and raised his hand to touch her pale little face: "if you can't say, don't force it."

"Yes."

"OK." Gu Shubai pulled up the quilt to cover her, and hugged her tightly: "I'm by your side, don't be afraid."

"Yes."

"Yesterday morning, after you left, I stayed in the inn for a while, and then went out with my bag..." Ji Zimo took a deep breath, finally sorted out her mood, and she began to talk.

"On the first floor, the landlady said you wouldn't let me out, and then I said you said you could let me out for an hour. The landlady didn't obstruct me any more, let me go out, and gave me a map of Xitang, said some matters needing attention and told me to come back on time."

These were all things before, but Gu Shubai didn't want to listen, because he didn't have him at that time. He wanted to listen to her alone.

Ji Zimo plans to talk about every detail from beginning to end, so that there will be no omission when remembering a string.

"After I went out, I walked along the streets." originally, the ancient town was to stroll through the alleys and see the scenery. The rest was nothing special.

"I remember what you said. Don't go too far. Remember to go back in an hour."

"But as I walked and played, I forgot how many alleys I had walked around and how far I had gone."

"Finally, I went around an alley with few people." Ji Zimo was in a good mood. When she said this, she was getting closer and closer to those unbearable memories, her mood was a little out of control, her face turned white and her whole body trembled.

Ji Zimo is sitting on Gu Shubai's body. Their bodies are close to each other. She has a slight movement. It's abnormal. Gu Shubai can feel it. He didn't hold her very tightly at first. Now he slowly holds her tightly as she speaks. At the moment when he feels her shaking, he holds her most tightly. The hands crossed in front of her very tightly.

When feeling the tightness of his embrace, Ji Zimo also felt a warm breath sprayed on her neck, and then a gentle voice penetrated into her ears: "don't be afraid, you're not there now, I'm by your side, I'm holding you, don't be afraid!"

"Don't be afraid. You're not there now. I'm by your side. I'm holding you. Don't be afraid!"

When this sentence got into her ears and crawled through her body along the nerve vein, Ji Zimo couldn't help but have an impulse to cry... How could he be so gentle and so kind to her? At that moment, she seemed to hear the rattling sound of the wall in her heart, which was a precursor of cracks and collapse.

"I was taking photos with my mobile phone. After walking around the alley, I continued to take photos. I didn't feel that there was no one around me. I thought it was not dangerous."

Speaking of this, Ji Zimo has the impulse to slap himself. She is obviously a 20-year-old. She is not a child. She knows that society is dangerous and people are dangerous. But why? In general, being outside, she can't take good care of herself when she is alone. She always puts herself in that situation. She's really useless! She's such a loser.

"Do you want to continue?" Ji Zimo was silent. Gu Shubai felt that she was in a bad mood. He put his head to her shoulder, to her cheek, and gently kissed her cheek, which meant to let her mood come back.

"But I just stood there. Before long, someone covered my head with a sack, and then I passed out."

From the beginning to the present, Ji Zimo slowly entered the scene and talked about every detail before and after, while Gu Shubai was silent, listened carefully and analyzed.

According to her current statement, she still can't rule out the three situations he thought before. It can't be said which one it belongs to. It's normal to be covered with sacks and faint. Is it instigation, fancy or random.

"When I wake up again, I'm not in that alley. I'm in a room."

"I was tied to the bed and then taken out for auction."

This memory is Ji Zimo's most profound, because she experienced it twice.

However, Ji Zimo didn't explain that she was tied to the bed and examined by two women. Although Gu Shubai knew what kind of place the "south palace" was, he didn't know some details, such as the physical examination for women. Because of this, he missed the opportunity to know that Ji Zimo gave him the first time, Because of this, the two of them suffered a period of sin later.

"I was locked in a cage and auctioned like goods. The man who photographed me was the dead man. He paid 100000 yuan for me."

Gu Shubai's face was livid when he heard the figure of 100000 yuan.

"After being photographed, I was released from the cage. I was still not free. I was firmly controlled by two tall men. They took me to another room, which was the man."

"I want to escape, but I can't escape. He came soon. He mentioned me to bed. He picked my clothes. He wants to be strong..."

"Stop talking, we won't talk about this." hearing this, Gu Shubai stopped Ji Zimo from going on. It hurts because she was hurt. Although she just stated in the description, Gu Shubai knew what kind of pain and suffering she was suffering, because he felt it.

"Silent, I'm sorry." Gu Shubai said this sorry several times today, but everyone knows what can't be brought by a word of sorry. After all, if sorry is useful, there won't be so many gratitude and resentments in the world, there won't be so many old and dead people who don't communicate with each other, and there's no so and so who can't wait to peel someone's skin because of something, Drink someone's blood, no war, no blood, killing.

"Professor Gu, I said I don't blame you." and it's not his fault. Of course, she won't be angry with him. Instead, she wants to thank him. Without him, she doesn't know what she looks like now. She may be dirty, in prison or dead.