Secret love becomes a marriage

Why not explain?

In fact, Ji Zimo wanted to explain a few seconds before he was convicted. But what can be explained?

The photos thrown on her are real. She has been to the club and had an auction.

As for the process of being forced and threatened, it has no meaning to say. What matters is the result of this matter.

As a result, there is no doubt that it has an impact on the reputation of the school and has a bad impact on the students.

Just like the love between teachers and students a year ago, even if the two things are of different nature, their impact and public opinion pressure are the same.

So, meaningless, meaningless.

In front of those who are not hard evidence but are actually hard evidence, and in front of the pressure of public opinion, she has no choice and can not be refuted.

But this time, she can live a good life and stand up again? What can she do if she hasn't graduated from college?

……

Out of the school gate, the summer sun is still bright and brilliant, and her life has undergone earth shaking changes in just one round trip in and out of the school gate. Her life has fallen to the bottom, and even she hasn't turned over in her life.

Standing at the school gate, looking at the streets where people come and go and cars come and go, Ji Zimo is confused and at a loss, like a repeat of history. When she left Kyoto at the beginning of the year and came to this southern city, she was confused about everything in the future.

This feeling is more or less shared by all college students or people who have just come out of society.

Looking at the tall buildings in front of me, the old people, adults and children on the street are busy for work, life and study, but when I walk out of the school gate, I don't know where to go again. The red light at the intersection lights up and the green lights change. One bus passes by and leaves from me, but I still don't know which bus to get on and which platform to go to? Where is there something waiting for you to face?

That feeling will make people fall into the dead corner of despair at the bottom of their hearts for a moment, and question the whole life at that moment. Why do you live in this world? Why not die? People inevitably die. If life doesn't bring it or death doesn't bring it, they are even confused about the future and don't know what to do. Then why are they still alive? It's all over.

Ji Zimo has never been a coward. In fact, her psychology is strong enough, otherwise she will not, will not stand up after being abandoned by her beloved. No, a teenage girl left home and lived alone for nearly a year.

In fact, she has been trying to live. At this moment, she also has no idea of suicide. Otherwise, in such a street, as long as she wants to rush out, she can't live. She just feels very afraid of the future.

In the past, when there was Li Shaoze, she wanted to be with him well. She finished high school and college. She was a little older. When she graduated, both of them had stable jobs and didn't need to make much money. He was a teacher. She just wanted to work as a general white-collar worker. The money they earned was enough for their expenses.

They live together. In the morning, he makes breakfast and eats it together. She washes the dishes and chopsticks, goes out to work together, spends a busy day with the expectation of being alone at night, and then returns to their warm "home" through the crowd. Take a comfortable bath, pinch each other's shoulders, and then hug each other to sleep.

So simple, warm and real, working and living, occasionally some surprises, he gave them, or she gave them to him. At that time, that was the best fantasy of her whole youth, and she firmly believed that it would be the final destination, such as the vast sea of people, all partners who accompanied her to grow old

Until the man left, the fantasy of her whole youth was disillusioned.

However, she still lives hard. She lives in this world with love for him and a little resentment. It doesn't matter if she doesn't have him around.

In the end, old, if he goes first, she still likes him and doesn't marry. Because he has emotional ups and downs, his wife allows or secretly, she will nest in front of his tombstone and tell him everything about her life. She can still live a good life.

Even if in the end, the last reality subverts the imagination, she somehow married someone, she still has love in her heart, and her expectations for the future can support and live.

If you can, divorce Gu Shubai peacefully, or just accompany him. He always spends four years in college quietly, and then takes the postgraduate entrance examination, or directly enters the society and workplace.

Internship in a medium-sized company may encounter some setbacks and will not be retained, but there are other options. It may be necessary to intrigue with colleagues. In the end, they all laugh away their gratitude and hatred and live in peace. It is not meaningless to get a salary, buy a dress, travel and sleep for a day.

But now everything she wants is safe and smooth. She can't graduate from college. She can't get a stable job. Even because of this, she will live in the guidance of others for the rest of her life. No matter how far she runs, she will hide from the shadow left by unhappiness... She suddenly feels very afraid, For the rest of your life.

Ji Zi stood at the school gate for a long time. After a long time, she squatted down, put her hands around her knees and buried her face in her knees.

……

Eight fifty.

Children's first class should be over, right?

Gu Shubai put down the newspaper in his hand and took the mobile phone on the table in front of him. He rubbed the mobile phone screen in his hand with his fingers, looked at the light and called the phone number noted by "baby wife", paused for a while and dialed the phone.

However, when the phone called, the bell rang around.

The characteristic male hoarse voice sang "rain in succession, the old hometown has deep vegetation, I heard you are always alone."

Following the sound, he raised his eyes and looked at the past. His eyes were his suit coat. His eyebrows were slightly frowned. He raised his hand to hook the suit coat. He stretched his hand into the clothes bag. When he stretched it out, there was something flashing and vibrating in his hand, which was not the child's mobile phone.

When did her cell phone get into her pocket?

Gu Shubai twisted his eyebrows and thought about it, but he couldn't remember.

He took the mobile phone in his hand and played it for a while. Suddenly, he wanted to see the child's mobile phone. He pressed the mobile phone screen to unlock it. It's not enough to check her cell phone, but you can see what the remarks of her phone number are.

Because he just called, there was still a display on the mobile phone screen, showing a "g" missed call.

"G" is that the note she gave him? what do you mean?

"Husband?"

What does husband mean?

Gu Shubai guessed that what he thought of for the first time was not his surname, but his husband's "g".

Thus, his mood was excellent. Lu Jingcheng came to him and got a smile from him.

However, Gu Shubai's smile frightened Lu Jingcheng. He thought he had done something wrong and spoke carefully. Before he had finished speaking, he bowed and ran away.

As everyone knows, his fourth brother smiled happily because his wife admitted his husband's identity. By the way, the so-called recognition here is still what he thought and has not been officially confirmed.