Secret love becomes a marriage

"Silent, open the door." Li Shaoze stood at the door and shouted a few times. There was no response. He was impatient and raised his hand to hit the door directly.

"No..." Ji Zimo moved the tables and chairs in the room towards the door and held the door tightly.

"Li Shaoze, you go. Don't come to me again. It's impossible between us. Go, go!"

Ji Zimo's last sentence came out loud. Li Shaoze at the door could hear it clearly. The clearer it was, the more painful it was.

"Silent, can't we really do it?"

He finally gave up knocking at the door. His tall body slid slowly against the door and finally fell to the ground. He hung his head. No one could see his expression clearly. Across a door, Ji Zimo could only hear his voice, which was very heavy and dumb.

"Well, we can't, so don't do this. Go, you go, okay?" Ji Zimo sat down against the door, sucked his nose and slowly answered.

"Who is that man? How do you know him? How old is he? How is his family? Does the family agree with you?"

"Does he know the days when you come to relatives? Does he know the pain when you come to relatives? Does he know what you like and don't like? By the way, can he make braised lion's head? He knows..."

"Stop it, you stop it."

Hearing Li Shaoze's words, Ji Zimo felt very, very uncomfortable, because every time he said a word, her memory would involuntarily follow the past. When those past churned in her mind, she felt pain and heartache.

After all, she is too low on the past and too high on time.

"How he is, whether he knows it or not, it has nothing to do with you. Don't care so much." she gritted her teeth and forced a word.

"Yes, it's none of my business." Li Shaoze raised his head and faced the window not far away. The sun came and stabbed his eyes. He raised his hand to block his eyes and said gently and slowly, "but, silently, I just want to know if he is good to you?"

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But, silently, I just want to know whether he is good to you and good to you?

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At first, I was afraid of meeting him if I didn't come back. Later, I was lucky to think that there were so many coincidences in the world. Even if there were, it didn't matter if I met them. They were people from two worlds. They had their own partners around them. The love and hate between them should dissipate with the wind and have no trace.

But why didn't the plot of the story go in the direction she wanted? Even subversive changes.

Those who have hurt her and the truth she believes are false. He should not bear her hatred. He is also a victim.

He said to her in such a gentle and humble tone, "don't go." he asked, "is he good to you? Is he good?"

How do you want her to answer? How can she answer?

Okay? Bad?

What's the point?

The only thing that can be sure is them. It's impossible for her Ji Zimo and his Li Shaoze.

"Silent, isn't he good to you?"

I haven't heard Ji Zimo's voice for a long time. Li Shaoze asked again. When he asked, a glimmer of light flashed in the depths of his eyes, like hope, very weak, very weak hope.

"No, he is very kind to me."

Ji Zimo's thoughts were called back by the man's low voice. She knew him as well as her. Even if she didn't see anyone, listening to his voice also knew what emotions were surging in his heart at the moment, and she wanted to cut off all his emotions.

It's not nonsense. The man really treated her very well.

"He will remember the day when my relatives came. He even went to the drugstore to buy me those supplies. Aze, you know? That was the first time I knew that there was that thing in the drugstore. He would also warm my stomach. His big hand was placed on my stomach. It was very warm and comfortable."

"He cooks very well. Any food made by his hands is very delicious. He can also make braised lion's head. It's very delicious. Every time he makes it, I'll eat it all, and then my stomach will swell up. He will help me rub my stomach and accompany me downstairs for a walk."

"He will carry me, he will squat down and pinch my numb legs, he will blow my hair, he will stand out for me, he will tolerate all my bad temper and coax me patiently, he... Well, how to say, he is not a very warm man, he even seems to feel a little cold, that kind of indifference that refuses people thousands of miles away, but he is really kind to me Very good. "

The original mood had great ups and downs. I don't know why. At this moment, when it comes to Gu Shubai and the little drops between them, her heart slowly calmed down.

Seriously, how long have they been? In just a few months, she had so many memories of him in her mind. It's incredible that she could clearly say what he was good to her and tell Li Shaoze at this time.

"Is he really that good?"

"Maybe he is not very good in others' eyes, but in my eyes, at least he is the best at present."

It was the first time she had ever heard so many words praising another man. He knew that she was not lying to him. No matter how much he wanted to deceive himself, he couldn't say that she was lying or lying to others. The tone in her words was similar to offering treasure, and clearly told him how good the man was and how much she felt for him.

He felt some pain in his heart. It was like a needle stuck in the skin without a wound, but it hurt badly. He felt it for the first time. And the jealousy strong enough to kill a person.

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"Silently, I love you."

"Huh?"

"Do you believe I love you?"

"I believe it." at first he left with Qi Jiajia and left her alone to face the right and wrong. At that time, she thought he didn't love her and changed her heart. But today, she knew that he loved her from before to now.

"Silently, do you love me? Do you love him? Do you love him more than me?"

"Aze, this question has no meaning."

"No, I want you to answer me, silently, you answer me, and then I will, and I will go." across a door, the man on the other side of the door was silent. He was silent for a long time before he opened his mouth. The sound was very heavy and dumb, like a serious injury to his throat.

"Li Shaoze, I once loved you."

"As for him, I think I will love him well in the future."

Ji Zimo bends his legs, hugs his knees with his bracelet, leans his head against his arm pillow, and then slowly closes his eyes. When those beautiful eyes are closed, a drop of crystal falls from her eyes.