Secret love becomes a marriage

"Well?"

Gu Shubai didn't understand the meaning of Ji Zimo's words for a moment, and snorted with subconscious doubt.

React immediately and say: care.

Of course he cares about her and the children.

However, before he could say it, the person in front of him then opened his mouth: "have you forgotten? Gu Shubai, have you forgotten? You want me to kill the child, how can he be born? How can he cry in front of me, cry like me, be a little weeping fart bug and call my mother!"

Ji Zimo's roaring words were full of obvious irony.

Gu Shubai heard it as soon as he heard it. He stopped for Ji Zimo's clapping on the back. The whole person also stayed there. How could he forget that he had cruelly told her not to have children and to kill them.

"What? Remember? Remember now?"

Seeing Gu Shubai's face getting paler and paler, Ji Zimo felt too happy. Yes, it was like she stabbed him with words a day or two ago. She just felt happy to see that he seemed to be in pain.

It's really like proving that this man still has feelings for her, even if she has seen him with other women. At this time, seeing his face showing pain because of her words, she feels that this man still has feelings for her.

It's enough to deceive yourself and others to this point.

Ji Zimo pulled out a smile from the corner of his mouth, with a trace of pain.

Can it not be painful?

She is like standing in a small place with cliffs on all sides. Whether she goes in or out, she may step empty and fall down without dying.

And not to advance or retreat is also torture, even more torture. Look at her now, struggling at the edge of the cliff, how much better?

"Silently, you are blaming me and angry, aren't you?"

After a short silence, Gu Shubai opened his mouth. He hung his head like a child who had done something wrong.

Without hearing Ji Zimo's answer, he looked up at her again.

There is a blood red in the beautiful eyes.

Depression and pain, in fact, did he suffer less than Ji Zimo? Why didn't he stand in a small place with cliffs on all sides? If he was careless, he would fall into the abyss?

But Ji Zimo didn't know that he was responsible for all the things. He hid it carefully and just wanted to give her peace.

Just like Ji Zimo, she also hid everything, so that Gu Shubai didn't know what she was thinking at the moment, and couldn't see through the pain hidden in the depths of her eyes.

Besides hiding this point, although two people don't hide the same thing and the same mood, they can go the same way after all, just for each other and for each other.

However, in this way, both of them hid everything in their hearts. One was silently good to the other in his own way, and the other judged the death penalty of the other with his own subjective consciousness. Just like a hedgehog, they clearly love each other, but they can't get close. Yes, as long as they get close, the sharp thorns of the whole body will plunge into each other's body. Love and pain go hand in hand.

"Blame you? Why blame you? There's nothing to blame you and nothing to be angry about."

Ji Zimo's ironic smile didn't take back. The bright thorn made Gu Shu's eyes ache.

But he was more secure in his heart. He could know some thoughts in her heart because of what was so angry with him, rather than that she didn't show anything. He didn't know anything. He was so frightened and helpless.

Just... Is Ji Zimo showing all her thoughts at the moment?

Part of it, half true and half false.

"I'm sorry, baby. I'm sorry."

Gu Shubai didn't know this. He thought what she showed at the moment was all. She was just angry with him because of the child. He hugged Ji Zimo and apologized gently. The obvious pain in his voice hurt Ji Zimo, but he smiled and said, "don't say sorry, really, there's nothing sorry."

Yes, even if he wants her to take off the child and separate from her, he is not wrong. There is never right or wrong in love. Only love and don't love, love, stay together and leave if you don't love.

However, what's the use of seeing through? Who can leave when you love and when you don't love?

If the feelings can be so retracted and released freely, how can there be so much unforgettable and unforgettable.

"Is there anything else to say? If not, can you let me go? I'm leaving."

"Go, where are you going?"

Gu Shubai's eyes, which were full of pain, were suddenly covered with panic. However, because of Ji Zimo's word, God knows how scared he is that she will leave herself one day, and her mood is out of control to the extreme. Otherwise, how can she think that her leaving means leaving? Following what had been said above, she was just going to another room to rest.

Gu Shubai's appearance really made Ji Zimo heartache. She also felt that he loved her to the extreme. She almost said the questions buried in her heart because of his appearance at the moment. She was afraid that there were women outside him. When she asked, he admitted that they had directly entered the dead corner of love and could not get out again, Throw it all aside.

Just because he is like this, I believe that he is only her and loves her from beginning to end.

But in the past two days, the changes he felt, the words he said to take away the child, Xi'er's dodging eyes, her hesitant appearance and the deception she saw with her own eyes destroyed all her hopes and courage.

In fact, more than once, many times. In fact, every time she wants to say, these pictures will emerge, which will destroy her hope and courage. Therefore, there will be so many repetitions, entanglements, discomfort and pain.

"I don't want to go anywhere. I mean I'm going to bed now. I didn't tell you just now. I'm going to change a room to rest." the surging mood converged again and put on a mask on my face to hide love and hate.

"Yes, you said." at this time, Gu Shubai's reason finally returned to his brain. He calmed down. His handsome face was covered with cold light, with a strange sense of calm and cold. He said: "you said, not only said you wanted to change a room to rest, but also said you didn't want to see me."

Gu Shubai said this sentence in a self deprecating tone.

Ji Zimo had a stem in his heart, but on the surface he didn't care: "yes, I just don't want to see you."