Secret love becomes a marriage

Ji Zimo is not a person who likes to cry very much, which is related to her growth environment. She was not loved by her parents since childhood and was brought by her grandfather. Then "Grandpa" was very kind to her, but in the end, he was an Iron-blooded man who led soldiers to war. Many principled problems would not tolerate her and did not like her to cry like other girls, Even if she was only a child at that time, moreover, all she came into contact with in the courtyard were bullies. Even if she came out of the womb as a soft girl, she would inevitably "mutate" in the later stage, becoming a careless, not very crying and a little man.

But it's not that she didn't cry. When she wasn't soft, Ji Zimo tortured herself. Even if she didn't want it to flow out, she was disobedient and kept coming out. However, after Li Shaoze's affair, Ji Zimo silently increased to a higher level, just like upgrading to fight strange things, Your original level is very low. After a difficult fight against monsters and boss, your skills will improve and your level will also improve. Therefore, after Li Shaoze, Ji Zimo's level is higher. Since then, there are few things that can make her cry.

However, a person's life is so long. After you have experienced "scum", it doesn't mean you don't have to experience "scum". That is to say, Ji Zimo, she experiences Gu Shubai after experiencing Li Shaoze. This is a living example of experiencing "scum" after experiencing "scum".

Gu Shubai is undoubtedly the biggest "scum" for Ji Zimo. Using the game as an analogy, he is the ultimate boss. Ji Zimo can't win when he hits his level. He is defeated and killed by him again and again!

Then Ji Zimo will find that she is frustrated and loves to cry. As long as she thinks of Gu Shubai, her tears will fall out like rain or pouring rain.

But the tears will dry up one day, that is, when she gives up the "game", when she doesn't want to play the "boss" again, or she can't give up, but with self-knowledge, knowing that she can't win, she subconsciously forgets and escapes.

On the day when she knew all the terrible things, on the day when she got on the plane from Mordor to Dublin and cried hard on the plane, Ji Zimo told herself that she had dried up her tears. She had dried up all the tears of her life. From then on, she would never shed a tear for Gu Shubai again, Since then, Ji Zimo, who will shed tears for Gu Shubai, has died. Since then, she is Ji Zimo, who has gained a new life. She has forgotten Gu Shubai. No, no, it should be said that Ji Zimo, who has never known Gu Shubai, no, Yan Huan.

She did a good job. In the next few months, she really never thought of Gu Shubai and never cried for him again.

She almost thought she was going to be reborn, really reborn.

But later, Ji Zimo knew that this was her illusion.

What a fucking rebirth.

She has never come out. She has never forgotten the "game" and the "big boss". Her tears have not dried up. She will still cry for Gu Shubai and for the scum Gu Shubai!

At the moment when she saw the news that he was going to get married, she would still feel pain, heart splitting pain, and pain penetrating into her internal organs.

It was a long time before Gu Shubai knew that she was going to get married. It was after she went from Dublin to Ireland, to London, England, and then to the south city of China.

She teaches in a private primary school in Nanshi, and her salary is not very high. Although she is in a private primary school, her salary is not high because Nanshi is not a first and second tier city, but it is also because she is not a first and second tier city, and her consumption here is not very high, so Ji Zimo's salary is just enough to meet Ji Zimo's life, Moreover, the working time is not long and the pressure is not great. Everyone understands that she has a big stomach.

But Ji Zimo works hard because she wants to give her baby a better living environment. Since he was born, she wants to give him a good life, together with the one her father didn't give him. Therefore, she takes one or two days a week to do tutoring, and then does some translation work. To tell the truth, it's not very heavy, Compared with her money, the job she took when living abroad for a few months was much better and much easier. But some time ago, because her stomach was not so big, she had plenty of time and people were not so tired.

Now, her stomach has been more than eight and nearly nine months. How can she be so stressed? Therefore, Ji Zimo is very thin, even thinner than she was a few months ago. However, it is a little fortunate that her whole mental state is good, and the credit must be attributed to the children in her stomach.

Although she lost Gu Shubai, she still had a child in her stomach. This child is all her spiritual sustenance and the only way for her to support herself to live a good life.

With him, she really lives a better life. She makes herself as happy as possible every day. Don't say anything that is not from the heart. In fact, yes, it doesn't need to be special, because she has children. She feels that he moves around in her stomach every day. This is a very happy thing for Ji Zimo, She doesn't need to deliberately think about some happy things. Having children is happy.

So even if she is thin, it doesn't matter, because the doctor said that her mental state is good, which is good for her children and herself. As for her body, she needs to be raised slowly. Of course, Ji Zimo won't force herself too much. Although she still has tutoring and translation work, she won't do it again in a few days, After the completion of these on the handle, she will start to rest and enter the stage of labor.

In fact, there is another reason why Ji Zimo wants to make more money. She is afraid of death. Now Ji Zimo knows her illness. So she is afraid that she will die as soon as her child is born. What should her child do? She has to leave him some money to make it better. Then she is afraid that she will live, but she has no money for treatment, That's also a very scary thing, so she hopes to have more money, and then she can spare it. Although it's a drop in the bucket, at least there's a little!