Secret love becomes a marriage

The pain, like something stirring in her chest and heart, is as intense and terrible as the cement stirred by the workers on the construction site. Therefore, it is painful. It is so extreme that it can hardly be expressed in words.

Cold sweat comes out from every pore and quickly crawls all over the body, whether invisible or visible.

Invisible, such as legs and back, you can't see the spread of cold sweat, but Ji Zimo has feelings, and only she has feelings. She feels that her legs and back are wet and greasy.

From the visible places, such as forehead and neck, you can see clearly how the cold sweat spread, and even see that some gathered and condensed into beads, and then fell down bit by bit.

At that time, the room was dark. The curtains were pulled up and the lights were turned off. Because Ji Zimo slept very shallow now, she closed the curtains and turned off the lights to sleep, so that she could sleep faster and better.

Therefore, her face can't be seen clearly. If you turn on the light at the moment, you can see how her face is. It's generally terrible, green and white, almost like a ghost... But it's also normal. When people are tortured by illness, most of them will have such a reaction. Their whole body is cold, sweating cold, and their face is blue and white. However, Ji Zimo is heavier now, heavier than usual, and the reaction is more intense. After all, It's a serious illness.

"Beiyang."

In fact, even if the light is turned on, it doesn't matter. First of all, there is no second person in the room except Ji Zimo. In this way, no one knows what her face looks like even if the light is turned on. Secondly, it's because there is only herself in the room, so it doesn't matter what her face looks like. There is no mirror hanging in front of her, Let her see what she looks like at the moment. In addition... It doesn't matter. In the final analysis, it doesn't matter. The most important thing at the moment is her pain. At that time, she was in pain.

To live, people have an instinct in front of death, the instinct of survival.

Especially now Ji Zimo wants to live very much.

So, almost when the pain starts, Ji Zimo wakes up. Of course, she is not an empty body that has lost the ability of perception. When she feels pain, she will naturally react. When she reacts and her thoughts drift away, she immediately starts to move her body, stretch out her hand hard, want to take the mobile phone on the bedside table, and shout in her mouth, Shout the name of Beiyang and ask him for help.

But

It was hard for her to move, and the voice from her throat was so weak that she could hardly hear it.

Because the pain came too quickly and too violently.

There was almost no time for her to prepare. Death was so close to her.

But

I don't want to die.

She wants to live. As I said, does she want to live now, or does she want to live in a special, special and strong way.

……

Limit.

Everyone has, should have, as if there is a limit in the use of certain things, certain abilities, or the use of specific things or specific abilities, and others.

However, in other words, if you really pursue the word "limit", from people, you will find that there is no limit. For anything, you can use any ability. When you think you reach a limit, in fact, it is not. There is often the next one, always challenging and breaking through the limit again and again.

Here, another word is called potential.

Limit and potential seem to have nothing to do with each other. In fact, they are somewhat relative.

When you feel that you have reached a limit in the use of something, a certain ability or some aspects, the potential contained in your body will be stimulated, allowing you to break through that limit and create an impossible.

However, most of them need a specific environment. Only with a specific environment can the potential contained in your body be stimulated, or to the greatest extent.

At this time, Ji Zimo is in a specific environment. At this moment, her life is threatened and she wants to live extremely. In this case, the potential contained in her body can be stimulated and break through the limit.

Her voice was raised.

Yes, her voice shouting at Beiyang changed from very weak to high. Her voice sounded sharp and desolate in the dark room.

But... Maybe the sound insulation effect of the hotel is too good. The voice she shouted like this was not heard by people outside. Yes, the closed door was not opened until her breathing gradually weakened. Until she really couldn't hold it. Before slowly closing her eyes, the door that looked like the door of hope in her eyes never opened.

……

Before losing consciousness, Ji Zimo didn't give up hope. However, to tell the truth, it was actually on the surface. In her heart, she actually felt hopeless.

She thought she would die like this.

The door is pushed open. Seeing her again to Beiyang and Xiaoxingan will face a cold body.

She thought the final outcome would be like that. She and her beloved, her little baby, her little heart, and her excellent to Beiyang to be separated from heaven and man forever.

……

Not so.

She was still lucky. She didn't say goodbye to the world.

She woke up from her sleep and came back from the darkness. She saw the sunshine everywhere. There was the smell of hospital disinfectant in her breath. Even though there was no baby crying in her ears, Ji Zimo knew that she was still alive and well.

At that moment, she was grateful for God's kindness to her and everything in the world. She cried with joy!

However, soon after, she wanted to cry, not for joy, but for grief. She wanted to die! Don't want to live!

Because of that illness, it took people away after all! After all, there are people. Heaven and man are separated forever.

It's Xiang Beiyang.

Ji Zimo never thought that her life was changed for her life and Xiang Beiyang's life for her life!

What are you doing alive!

She should have died! But someone died instead of her.

And that man is Xiang Beiyang.

Ji Zimo can't even think about it.

But the truth before her is this.

That man, the man who was so good to her, is gone.

He should have lived well. He died, because she died, because he wanted her to live, he died!

When she knew the news, Ji Zimo almost wanted to collapse. She almost wanted to follow Beiyang. Yes, she didn't care about anything. She went with him.

Why not!

This man, he has a wonderful family, a great future, especially very young, but... For her, he gave up his life and died without hesitation, so what's wrong with her.