Secret love becomes a marriage

Because I don't know what to say, what to say.

Persuasion?

The man's appearance at that time, the serious and firm color on his face, is clearly telling them that it is useless. No matter what they want to say or how they say it, it is useless. He has made up his mind. As long as they let go and match him, and the result is match, he will ask for death and give his heart to save the dying woman lying in the hospital bed.

What kind of love is this? Are you willing to give your life for that person?

Don't understand, many people, or people other than the parties, can't understand how valuable life is. People only have once in their life, and love can actually have many times, countless times in their life. Yes, in the eyes of many people, except that life can't be lost, others are actually not so important, and there is no meaning greater than life.

Lovely people, such as Beiyang, are unforgettable, and those who have loved with life can understand.

Some love and life in general, life can only be once.

In fact, this is what many people expect. One person and two people all their life, but there are so many people in this world. It is easy to fall in love for one day, one month, one year, or even ten years. It is too difficult to fall in love and stay together for a lifetime. That can even be called a miracle.

Therefore, one person and two people are expected in everyone's heart all their life, but they can only exist as a beautiful and illusory dream. Not many people will really believe that their other half will love their life and they will love his life. Even if they love, they have too little chance to pay their life for each other.

But at this moment, Xiang Beiyang is turning the beautiful and illusory dream in the eyes of the world into reality.

This makes people stunned, shocked, moved, or pity, anger, and feel that he is stupid.

All kinds of emotions are floating up, floating on the hearts of others.

But it's all swallowed in the end.

It's something that has nothing to do with them.

In the end, it is someone else's business. He has made a decision. He bears the consequences himself. Onlookers can give advice at most, but they can't be accepted. There is no other way.

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Xiang Beiyang finally went to do the matching, and no one could stop him, except the woman lying in the hospital bed, and then waited, waiting for the matching results, and waiting for the news from the person who went out to find the heart source.

The latter, I don't know how long it will take. Even Xiang Beiyang doesn't place his hopes on that side, but the former can know. The time to go in the middle won't be too long. Because of his command, the results can come out in a few hours at most.

After the examination, Xiang Beiyang went to Ji Zimo's ward and waited for the matching results, or accompanied her, or he found a companion.

"Silent."

When he went in, his steps and breathing were very light. Obviously, he wanted to wake up the sleeping person lying on the hospital bed, but he was afraid to disturb her. He didn't think about her disease, but he just felt that she was resting, so he couldn't disturb. If he disturbed her sleep, she would hurt him.

But he couldn't help but want to shout her and her name. I don't know why. Xiang Beiyang always had a feeling that she might be saved. Yes, a few hours ago, he suddenly crossed his mind to do matching to see if he could change his heart to her. When this method was adopted, he had a good hunch that he could save her.

In this case, if it's really what he thinks, he won't have much time with her. Maybe it's just these hours, waiting for the results.

Then he didn't have much chance to call her again and call her name. He wanted to shout more. I don't know if she would feel it in her sleep. If he could hear him call her, could he remember his voice calling her? I won't forget all my life. I don't forget that there was a person who loved her as life, higher than life.

In my private heart, I hope so, but when I think about it, I don't hope so. I hope she can forget him and don't remember him. In that way, she may be happier. After all, he has paid his life for her. If she remembers him, she may feel guilty and remorse more than she needs to be loved. This is not what he wants. He doesn't want her guilt.

Can he remember her?

Will people be conscious after death?

If he had, would he have been shouting her name more deeply and deepened her existence in his consciousness.

I'm actually more afraid of forgetting her than death.

If you can remember her more, then heaven and hell are not afraid.

And if you forget her?

If you forget her, there is nothing. If you forget the past, you will start a new life, in heaven and hell, or in the next life.

His face was damp and hot in vain. He raised his hand to Beiyang and touched his face. Unexpectedly, he shed tears.

Oh!

Cry?

Can he cry?

Xiang Beiyang couldn't help but open his lips and smiled. He never thought he would cry. Iron blooded man should bleed without tears.

However, when I think that I can't be with this woman since then. In front of her, there is no more him to protect her from the wind and rain. I feel the pain of my heart as if it was torn, that is, I feel something digging his heart and want to empty his heart.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid she will be wronged. Without him, she will be wronged.

Why can't he wait a little longer? When careful liver grows up, he can safely go. If careful liver grows up, it's nothing for him to leave. He can protect her.

God is cruel.

No, it's not cruel.

At least she can be saved, can't she?

Yes, she will be saved.

Standing by the hospital bed, he gazed deeply at Ji Zi's sleeping face and turned to Beiyang's mood.

Finally, it all dispersed again.

Time is running out. He can't waste it all on useless thoughts.

He pulled a chair and sat down. He stretched out his hand and slowly pasted it on Ji Zimo's face, from his forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose, cheeks, lips... Inch by inch, gently without a trace of emotion, only caressed with infinite love and reluctance, without any omission. Remember her firmly, even if she is already in his heart, Into his blood.

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Time flows slowly. It is said to be slow, but in the twinkling of an eye, it is late at night.

So the door of the ward was knocked.

The short knock on the door interrupted the silence and warmth in the ward, as well as the loneliness and stillness.

"Come in."

After Xiang Beiyang's body became stiff, he shouted to the outside. He shouted for the first time and didn't make a sound. It seemed that something choked in his throat until he tried several times.