Secret love becomes a marriage

"Xiang Beiyang lives here now, and his heart is beating in my body now."

"Don't you want to know? Even if you want to know like this, I'll tell you all. Xiang Beiyang found his own way to death in order to let me live and live well. Then, he gave me his heart."

"Didn't you say it would hurt? Didn't you say it would hurt more than any of us? I'd like to see what kind of pain you have!"

"By the way, did you hear me clearly? Did you hear what I just said, word by word?"

"If I don't hear clearly, I don't mind repeating it again. I've said it anyway. Anyway, the wound has been torn, but it hurts again. What's the matter? Anyway, the wound has never been better. What are you afraid of!"

"Do you want to know the details? Even the details of his death for me? Do you want to listen to his last words? Every word is for me? Do you want to listen? Will it hurt you? Is it more painful? Is it more painful than throwing a handful of salt on the wound?"

"Others? Is there anything else you want to know? Ask me, ask me all, and I'll tell you all!"

Without wiping his tears, he let it increase in his eyes bit by bit, so that it overflowed from his eyes, blurred his sight and filled the whole face.

The atmosphere died for a moment.

It's like time is fixed by people's bare hands.

No sound and no action.

……

"Now, can you roll?"

Later, it was broken by Ji Zimo, but at that time, her voice was not as hysterical as before. It was very calm, even a calm and indifferent voice she had never had before, but it was more determined.

Gu Shubai stood still. He always reacted quickly. He was still stunned for so long.

Ji Zimo lost his patience and said, "don't you get out? Well, let's go." then he turned around.

Facing his father and mother, Ji Zimo's anger has converged, "uncle and aunt, let's go. It's almost boarding time."

"OK."

At first, Ji Zimo didn't want Gu Shubai to mention to Beiyang. Why?

It's not that she's afraid of stimulating herself. On the contrary, she actually likes such stimulation. It's almost self abuse, which will make her feel happy at the bottom of her heart.

She is afraid of being stimulated to her father and mother.

Xiang Beiyang's death is not only a wound in her heart, but also from her father to her mother. After having a little heart and being a mother, she understands the heart of being a parent. She can't believe it. One day, she will lose a little heart. It's more painful than killing her. It's better to live than to die.

But now that I have said it, there is no way.

It is also because Gu Shubai mentioned Xiang Beiyang.

Xiang's father and mother did fluctuate, but in addition to being sad, there were some comforts. Ji Zimo just said that he was safeguarding Xiang Beiyang and thinking about him every word. It really wasted his son's infatuation for her.

She went to the boarding gate hand in hand with her father and mother, while Ji Zimo, holding a little heart from Aunt Zhang, followed behind. During this period of time, she never saw Gu Shubai again. It was like yesterday at Gu's old house. He was in her eyes, no, it should be said that he was completely not in her eyes. He was completely transparent.

Ji Zimo's action of turning around and leaving finally awakened Gu Shubai. He intuitively couldn't let her go. This time he left, unlike yesterday, he would feel that she still had the opportunity to come back to him. His intuition was that leaving was like a broken kite, the ends of the earth, or it didn't need to be far apart. Only a wall could isolate them. There was no chance to meet again in his life, The broken line left in his hand is only once. From now on, he can only live with their once.

And he is greedy, not only want once, but also want in the future, her and his, her and his and their children.

Suddenly a hand was wrapped around his wrist. Ji Zimo turned his head and looked at it. The man's slightly painful face came into her eyes, and the low dumb voice went into her ears.

He said, "don't go."

Gu Shubai said, "don't go."

It was almost a plea.

But in exchange for the woman's cold smile, "up to now, why don't you let me stay?"

Yes, he is greedy, but he also understands that some things are greedy, but they may not be able to get them. They are separated from Beiyang. They begin to regret and hate. Why? Can't they not ask before? In this way, let everything pass and be buried. He still has reason to let her come back.

But how is it possible.

So, what are we going to do now?

Let go?

No, I can't.

But don't you let go? How can we not let go? What matters is how she can willingly let him catch her.

Never again, I'm afraid never again.

Gu Shubai once imagined thousands of reasons why Xiang Beiyang had paid for her, but he didn't think that he was dead for her. He gave her the heart in his chest. In fact, the process is not important. The result has been put in front of him. Besides the process, not to mention that he is unwilling, even Ji Zimo may not be willing. If she comes back, she is bound to be unwilling to accept Xiang Beiyang's heart.

But it's too late to regret.

And, even if he said at this time, he was willing to give his heart to her, and he was willing to exchange his life for her, it didn't make any sense.

Some things that the former does and the latter does again are meaningless and even disgusting.

But, really hate, really regret.

Why, it would be like this, why, it would be like this.

"Don't go."

But let go, I don't want to, kill him, I don't want to.

"Gu Shubai, don't you understand? It's no use. You can't keep me. In the past, I could let you ask for it. Why did I feel happy and sad because of your emotions? It's just because my heart is on you. Now, the heart that loves you has been taken away. Now, in my body, there is the heart of another man, the heart of a man who loves me as his life, who There's still half of your position in the. Let go. Let's do it. Last year, when we divorced, we said, "let each other be free. Now, until now, what's the point of entanglement?"

"Besides, don't you also have a wife? My sister, although she treats me badly, she really loves you. Now that I live in Beiyang, I can get rid of my past grievances and say hello to you. There is really no need to entangle you and me anymore."

"Goodbye, will you?"

"Since then, the mountains are high and the rivers are long. I don't see you, think of you or complain about you. You treat me the same, okay?"