Secret love becomes a marriage

"And, if you can, if you don't want him to go, just leave. If you leave for a woman, you will feel that if I want to die for my beloved and give my life, I should go, rather than let him bear the death and let you white haired people give black haired people away. Especially now she comes back to me silently, it seems that his pay has no meaning, like It's not worth dying in vain. "

"However, feelings are really uncontrollable. I love silence, and she loves me. We are really inseparable. Our hearts are inseparable, but together, it is difficult for us to be together again... Because of Beiyang's death, he gave her his heart. There is a long gap between me and her, and we can't even cross it."

"Because silently, if she wants to be with me, she will feel betrayed by Xiang Beiyang and ashamed of you, and I want to be with her and our children so much..."

Gu Shubai's words fell. Before he could continue, he took them from his father and pointed to Gu Shubai angrily: "So? Are you accusing Beiyang now? Accusing him that he should not save Ji Zimo or use his own life to save Ji Zimo? Because he saved her and you can't be together. He and my old man and my old lady have become an obstacle between you two? Do you still blame him?"

"No, uncle Xiang, that's not what I mean..."

"What do you mean?"

"Gu Shubai, my old man is not a fool. He can't even hear clearly. What's more, you just said that clearly means that!"

"Oh, it's really funny these days. My son saved people with kindness. Finally, he died. The people he saved blamed him on his parents' door!"

He sneered at his father. His voice was really harsh, but... His eyes were red. Those eyes washed by years, storms and waves, and those eyes that had not been red for a long time, were red!

Ji Zimo has been watching and listening to Gu Shubai and talking to the old man. Just now, when she heard Gu Shubai's fierce words, she almost wanted to stand up and speak to stop him by interrupting him. However, she didn't do that. She chose to believe him. The hand he held quietly took the initiative to entangle with him at that time and told him... She Right here, beside him, not going anywhere.

Ji Zimo was very uncomfortable after listening to what he said to the old man. She almost wanted to reach the extreme, but she still didn't stand up and say anything. Yes, whether Gu Shubai said it or to the old man, she chose to be silent. Until now, seeing the red in the old man's eyes, she wanted to stand up and say something.

But... What do you want to say?

That's not true? That she doesn't want to be with Gu Shubai?

No, no, no!

She can't.

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On the other side, the old lady, who had never spoken, said, "well, well, don't say any more, you go! You don't have to say anything in front of us!"

"Anyway, my son is dead. The dead let him die. There is no need to talk about things with him all the time. The living should live well. You don't have to come to us to say these things. You feel guilty about him and us. You want to take care of us and get our understanding."

"What's the point?"

"Anyway, if we don't understand, you are living people. You should live well after all. If you should be together, you will still be together. What does it matter if we didn't forgive? You are inseparable people. If we don't forgive, you will no longer be together? Because you are ashamed that Beiyang and us will not be together? Will this be the case? You say it on your lips, but you probably won't do it in practice That's right... "

"Well, what else is necessary? Or just for the sake of peace of conscience. In fact, don't deny it. That's what you think. You want your conscience to live better, and then you also want to take care of us. The old man and I can still know, but... In fact, we are very good and don't need your care."

"In addition, you can really be together without taking care of us. I have made it very clear that if we should be together and continue to be together, we will not blame you. Even if we blame you, it is meaningless. Beiyang can't come back, it won't affect you. Our two old people have no effect..."

"You are together. You don't need to feel guilty about anyone!"

"Let's go, let's go, let's go, don't come again, and appear in front of us again."

When the old lady finished her words, she felt as if her whole body had been evacuated. She waved to Gu Shubai. She was very weak. She waved her hands powerlessly, and her eyes were red.

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Ji Zimo's heart began to feel pain, and suddenly she felt pain. In fact, she didn't know whether it was from her, because she and Gu Shubai... Or... It was Xiang Beiyang, because she was Xiang Laozi.

Because the heart in her chest is his, and at this time, does he feel and realize that his old father shed tears for him... Then he is uncomfortable and in pain!

Beiyang, do you regret it? Have you ever regretted it?

If you have a spirit in heaven and see your mother crying and your father, who has always been indomitable, like the iron general who can't smash him down for anything, you cry for you today. You see that they are tortured physically and mentally because of you and grow old. The white hair on their temples is getting more and more dyed. You see that Gu Shubai and I hold hands again, even because we want to be together, And to uncover your parents' scars like this

Do you regret trading your life for my life that day?

Do you no longer love me, but hate me, and think I am a heartless and heartless person?

Beiyang, I am ashamed of you. If there is a yellow spring and an afterlife, when I die, I will go to the yellow spring to find you and make amends with you. If there is an afterlife, I will be a cow and a horse in the afterlife, and I will repay your kindness.

But this life, the remaining decades, the rest of life, let me stay with Gu Shubai, okay? I want to be with him again. Even if I'm ashamed of you and your parents, people all over the world don't want me to be with him again. I still want to be with him

Just let my heart suffer in the oil pot of guilt. I am happy, but not wholeheartedly happy. You will always divide a corner and let that corner hide guilt as punishment. I recognize, I recognize.

However, I want to be with him. Ji Zimo wants to be with Gu Shubai and love the remaining years, regardless of joys and sorrows, old diseases, unless death, unless death can separate me from him

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