Self-discipline! Have You Ever Seen Marin Vando at Four in the Morning?

　　But what about your classmates?

　　What about your own teacher?

　　Even if only for a short period of time,

　　He also has bonds with other military freshmen.

　　It is true that he is a traveler, but he also has feelings.

　　The military environment is the most capable of cultivating feelings.

　　then,

　　he opened his mouth,

　　The smile was more wanton and carefree, but the memories of the past were in his mind.

　　The picture that was originally very familiar, the picture of living on earth, has become unfamiliar and distant without knowing it.

　　And everything in front of him quickly became incomparably clear and real.

　　"Teacher Zefa, let me tell you a few heartfelt words..."

　　"I come from a faraway place, my hometown is peaceful and free,"

　　"Even if you don't have the slightest bit of strength, or even just a weak ordinary person, you can still live a life where you don't have to worry about wearing clothes and drinking..."

　　"The old me, in the words of the military, was a waste of food and waiting to die."

　　"I can lie on the sofa all day and let others bring me food and drink."

　　"I have never been on a boat in my life, and I have never seen the sea with my own eyes;"

　　"I have never seen the beauty of the sky, let alone the suffering of the world;"

　　"If there is no accident, I will live in such a comfortable and mediocre life, and finally die..."

　　"Maybe in the end I can still get a wife who doesn't care so much about whether I have money or a house;"

　　"She doesn't need to be beautiful, she just needs to be good enough for me."

　　"If you can have a big white fat man and raise him safely until he grows up, it will be perfect..."

　　"And when I died, maybe a few old friends shed a few tears at my funeral and then said goodbye completely and never saw you again."

　　"It was a very ordinary life..."

　　As the voice came out slowly, Roy could feel that the big hand holding his throat was gradually loosening.

　　"I used to think that grades are not important at all, they can only represent the achievements of my student days."

　　"Later, I found out that people's achievements can actually be seen clearly from the beginning."

　　"Effort and self-discipline are a habit that will run through a person's life."

　　"I may be self-discipline or self-abuse, but it doesn't matter at all."

　　"The important thing is that I deeply understand a very simple truth..."

　　"—I may not be able to stand at that height in ten years, but at least..."

　　Roy's tired eyes gradually burst into an extremely firm light.

　　"My current attitude determines whether I will be a waste in need of protection in ten years, or a character who can protect others!"

　　hard work, self-discipline, hard work,

　　Really useful?

　　Can you really beat talent?

　　Roy doesn't know,

　　Zefa doesn't know either.

　　Nobody knows.

　　But ah, better than nothing, right?

　　Zefa stared blankly at Roy with a resolute face in front of him, suddenly let go of his hand, and let out a long sigh.

　　"So you decided?"

　　"Even in a way that is almost abusive to yourself, to become stronger?"

　　"Even if you end up being wounded or even dying, are you willing to spare?"

　　Roy nodded with a smile.

　　"Yes,"

　　"Actually, there are not many reasons, Teacher Zefa."

　　"If you have to find a reason,"

　　"That's what I want to have a confident answer to the next question."

　　He fixed his eyes on Zefa,

　　"If my life ended here, would I have no regrets?"

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　　This is not a peaceful country, this is a chaotic sea. Perhaps the most basic self-discipline is not enough.

　　Thank you for your suggestions. The book review area may not return, but in fact, I will read it, and I will try my best. .

Chapter 36

　　If your life ended here, would you have no regrets anymore?

　　This may be a question that many people have never thought about.

　　Many people are immersed in the so-called "happiness," "comfort," and "pleasure" in the present moment and in front of them, and they have never thought about such a problem at all.

　　Including Roy himself before crossing, the same is true.

　　But if when death is about to come,

　　when you know exactly,

　　How many days are left in your life,

　　I believe that anyone will put down their mobile phone,

　　Get out of that comfy sofa chair,

　　Do something that you always thought was too late, but you never actually did it...  

　　The essence of self-discipline is to kill that decadent self.

　　Unequivocally,

　　It takes a lot of courage.

　　If it weren't for the existence of this "damn" system,

　　Roy estimated that he did not have the courage and perseverance to make such changes.

　　He has also questioned whether he can do it more than once.

　　Can it be done to the extent required by the system.

　　But whenever he started to question,

　　The system will always remind him of a very simple truth.

　　You don't need to ask if you can do it, it's always difficult to start.

　　"Pretend you can do it first, and then, slowly, you'll do it."

　　The system says so.

　　There may be deep psychological implications behind this, but this is enough for Roy.

　　"No more regrets..."

　　Hearing Roy's words, Zefa was suddenly stunned.

　　His figure staggered for a while, and he involuntarily took two steps back, and his old eyes became dazed for a while.

　　Looking at the resolute young face in front of him, he knew that he could no longer dissuade him.

　　Because once upon a time, I was so stubbornly, stubbornly, almost morbidly trying to become stronger.

　　"That's a really good question, brat..."

　　At a certain moment, the corners of Zefa's mouth twitched slowly, revealing a meaningful and lost smile.

　　"Teacher Zefa, do you have any regrets?"

　　Roy sighed in his heart and asked.

　　Zefa was stunned.

　　Sorry?

　　Of course there is...

　　How could it not be.

　　He took a deep breath,

　　"Stinky boy, I have many, many regrets in my life."

　　He smiled brightly,

　　"It's a pity I wasn't able to arrest that bastard Roger with my own hands..."

　　"It's a pity that I couldn't protect my wife and son..."

　　"Unfortunately I never really fought Garp and Sengoku..."