Senior is too arrogant

Zhao Dan's words still give Kang Wei some inspiration, but she is still hesitating. In fact, she is more eager to see Lu Yuzhe than anyone else, but she doesn't want her normal work and life affected by her feelings. Her dream is so big that she is thinking about how to realize it every minute.

In the past few years when she came to J City, she only went home to accompany her mother for a few days during the Spring Festival. The rest of the time was occupied by schoolwork and work. It was OK in high school. At that time, Lu Yuzhe and Qianqian were still here, and they could go out to play together when they were busy. But now, Kangwei feels abandoned by the whole world.

When he came home with a lot of worries, he saw the luggage piled up in the living room. Kangwei threw the bag on the sofa, then sat down on the ground, covered his face with his hands and began to cry.

Why? Why does she have to live like this? The pressure of life is about to make her breathless. Although the relationship with Lu Yuzhe is still stable, it is difficult to come to the end if she does not maintain it all the time.

Kangwei is lying on the floor tired. The coolness coming from the thin cloth penetrates his heart and bones. Kangwei doesn't move. He just lies there. It seems that only in this way can he calm down.

After lying down for a long time, Kang Wei sighed, wiped the tears off her face, got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face, returned the luggage piled up in the living room to its original place, and took books to make a topic on the dining table. If she was too lazy to cook, she called take out. Although the Lu family always said that if she was too lazy to cook, she could eat at home, but her name was not right. How could she continue to eat and drink at the Lu family?

Kang Wei doesn't know whether she is good or not. She is always sunny and rainy. In fact, she hopes to be like a little sun and bring vitality to her side. But she is just a little girl in her early twenties. She will be tired and cry. All these years of life will kill away her innocence and childishness. She will learn to look at people's faces as an adult, Learn to hide yourself.

The toys she likes and the clothes she wants can only be bought when she works and has money, but others can only get them when they tell their parents. Kang Wei is not envious, but her living conditions don't allow her to be willful. She has to wait until she finally leaves the small city. After seeing the life in J City, she really likes it.

She likes the busyness here and the frankness here. No matter she is rich or poor, she can be herself willfully. This is one of the reasons why she wants to take her mother over.

As for her "shameless" pursuit, Lu Yuzhe tried to give it a try because she saw that others did not hide her love for her sweetheart. Even if she was disheartened in the end, she hesitated and tangled in her pursuit. Finally, she tried it with the mentality of "no success, no benevolence". Unexpectedly, she also succeeded, But the happy time is always so short. After Lu Yuzhe went abroad, they met less and less. Even in winter and summer, Lu Yuzhe was busy studying and working there, and their lives gradually became distant.

In the past, Lu Yuzhe was always accommodating her, but now he says more and more "can you come and see me?" Can you go and see him? To tell you the truth, Kang Wei thinks that if she can, she really wants to stay with him, but what about her? Is she going to give up her life because of love?

Kang Wei has seen in the book together that many lovers in love will eventually be separated because of the distance. Will they be the same?

Although they often make videos, Kangwei can see that the distance between them is getting farther and farther. The frog at the bottom of the well and the swan in the sky see different sky.