SHADOW LOVER : LOVE IN THE END OF HEAVEN

"Then, how about you? You have to eat and take medicine, Dean?" said Marey, feeling sad that he couldn't make Dean happy other than making him difficult because of her limitations.

"Why do you think that Marey? I can order food for our dinner. Come on, let's go back to the room." said Dean as he pushed Marey's wheelchair towards the room.

"I should have known you could do that Dean?" said Marey with a smile.

"I can do anything for you Marey. You know that for sure, don't you?" said Dean as he stroked Marey's hair and went into the room.

"Dean, you should rest and I'll take care of you. But why are you bothering to take care of me?" said Marey feeling sorry for Dean.

"I'm getting better, Marey, and let me love you and spend my time with you." Said Dean with a pleading look.

Both Marey's eyes filled with tears, very touched by Dean's words.

"I can't say anything else Dean. You know from a long time ago I couldn't refuse everything that you have decided. Even when you were Luis, I was still under your control. I really have fallen in love with you." Marey said with an overflowing joy.

"Marey, what I want. Will you marry me?" asked Dean with a serious look.

"Why are you still asking Dean? of course I want to marry you." said Marey with a smile.

"I'll talk about this to my parents when they come from overseas." said Dean feeling his happiness was complete.

"Dean, it's time for you to eat and take some medicine. Did you order the food?" Marey asked, pushing her wheelchair towards the table to get a glass of water and gave it to Dean.

"I've messaged Jack to buy them and bring them here." said Dean as he received a drink from Marey and drank it until it was gone.

"Now lie down Dean, your face is still pale." said Marey, still feeling anxious about Dean's condition.

Without arguing with Marey, Dean lay on the bed and looked at Marey who was beside him.

"Marey, I talked to Doctor Chan. Tomorrow morning he will return to Indonesia, I want to talk to him about the condition of your feet." said Dean with a serious face.

"You mean?" Marey asked with a full gaze.

"While I am alive, I wish you could walk again. I don't want to see you drowning in sadness." Said Dean hoping that when he gets married, Marey will be able to walk.

"But ... how can I pay for it Dean? If I could afford it, I had already intended to do therapy." said Marey sadly.

"Why are you thinking about that, Marey? I will help you, all the property that I have is nothing compared to you." Said Dean staring into Marey's face with all his heart.

Suddenly, Marey's crying sound made Dean anxious.

"What's wrong with you, Marey, have I said something wrong?" Dean asked, waking up from his sleep and sitting in front of Marey, who was still crying, covering her face.

"I .... I'm sorry to you Dean, really I have done something unfair to you." said Marey, remembering her disappointment and hatred for Dean.

"Marey, you can't be like this. I am alright. Even I feel guilty for you, because of my carelessness, you can't go anywhere like this." Said Dean hugging Marey so she wouldn't cry anymore.

"I can't forget it Dean, I've hated you for years. Even I often curse you." said Marey between sobs.

"Marey, enough ... don't cry anymore. We forget things that make our hearts sad. We have to be happy Marey. If you are like this I am even more sad." Said Dean crying while hugging Marey.

"Dean .. why are you crying too?" Marey asked in panic seeing Dean crying by hugging her.

"I'm afraid of losing you, Marey, you might not know that in my days I always remember you and I'm always worried about you. When Jack told me about your situation and hated me I had no desire to live. But I think of you, who else can take care of you but me? that's why I survived. I'm trying to get better so I can go home so I can take care of you and make you happy." Said Dean with his eyes red from the tears he was holding back.

"I'm sorry Dean, if I had known from the start ... I wouldn't possibly hate you. I love you so much Dean. I'm also afraid of losing you." said Marey cupping Dean's face with tears in her eyes.

"I love you too Marey." Said Dean, linking his forehead to Marey's forehead. Dean's heart grew sad because he couldn't imagine how Marey would live after his death.

"Promise me Dean, you will hold on to me." said Marey, increasingly afraid that he will lose Dean, whose life sentence will not be long.

"I will always stand by for you, Marey." Said Dean calming Marey's heart so she won't be sad anymore.

"Now don't cry anymore Rey, I know you are a strong and stubborn woman. If you cry all the time I will lose your beautiful smile." said Dean while wiping Marey's tears that were still dripping down her cheeks.

Marey nodded her head and wiped her tears with embarrassment at Dean's praise.

"Tok... Tok... Tok"

There was a knock on the bedroom door and Dean knew that Jack was his personal bodyguard.

"Just go in Jack, the door's unlocked." said Dean while straightening his back.

"Good afternoon Mr. Dean, this is your order. Is there anything else I should do?" Jack asked as he placed some fancy lunch boxes on Dean's bed.

"Thanks Jack, I can ask you to pick up Doctor Chan at the airport tomorrow morning. After that you came here to take me to Doctor Chan's office." said Dean while giving money to Jack.

"Thank you Mr. Dean, excuse me." Said Jack nodded his head at Dean and Marey then came out of the room.

"Marey, try opening the food if you like the food I ordered?" Said Dean while bringing the food closer to Marey who was sitting in a wheelchair beside the bed.

Marey curiously opened the thick plastic containing several boxes of food.

"So much you bought Dean, who spent this much food?" said Marey several times shaking her head to see a variety of delicious food and it's all her favorite.

"Hem ... and you were feeding me before the accident happened. I was carried away by your attention so that I did not focus on the road in front of me." said Dean with a deep sigh.