She Is Not a Witch

Thank you for your continuous support, so that Qingkong can write until today.

However, the update was interrupted yesterday, and I had a certain physical resistance to writing, and it was extremely difficult to fill the 4,000 words every day.

The whole person is gray and white as if burned out, and it is like a dry river bed that cannot squeeze out water_(:з」∠)_

Creating a story requires consumption of inspiration, creativity, and emotional energy. Naturally, I don’t feel anything for a day or two. In fact, I had a lot of things I wanted to write and express in the early days.

But one month, two months, six months, one year, two years, after going on like this, I finally felt that there seemed to be nothing to say, and besides, it was just a boring and disgusting repetition.

The earliest inspiration for this book actually came to me when I was cooking and chopping vegetables in the house on a nice morning.

It seems that I played Lysa's Alchemy Workshop at that time, thinking of witches or alchemists, witches, such themes, and such content is easy to think of fairy tales.

At that time, I wrote a long story like a fairy tale. The protagonist is a silver-haired girl in the forest. She is called a witch or witch, and she likes to wear pure white robes.

In the story, she met seven important supporting characters successively, and influenced them directly or indirectly. Later, these seven were also known as the seven heroes handed down from generation to generation. Hundreds of years later, such a legend In the end, it was simplified into a story like a picture book, which was passed down to the world.

The colored pencils draw a hazy picture scroll, which is the scene where seven different teenagers or girls meet the witch, and then the stories of the seven people are processed, simplified, adapted, and reinterpreted by later generations. It is generally told to future generations, and it has become a long-lasting poem. But the truth of the story is far from being so simple, it is a journey full of twists and turns, full of danger, hesitation, even pain and giving up.

This was the original idea, obviously Pullman would be the first, and Bard would be the second, followed by Roque (Isaiah), Nia, Jena, Jack, Osuna, etc. In fact, they are the rudiments and budding characters of these stories.

In the college chapter, many characters were added at once. In fact, when these characters appeared, their future life, graduation encounters, etc., were all conceived and presupposed at that time, and the second volume will become a huge foreshadowing. Their future encounters and experiences serve as a foreshadowing, until many years later, they go through various stories, and then recall the past, forming a stark contrast, like a melodious movement that turns around.

This will be the biggest theme in the early and mid-term of this book, and the truth of the world, the origin of the protagonist, the past era, etc. will be slowly revealed in the middle and late stages.

However, this idea died.

The reason is not complicated. If the seven people and many characters are fully paved, the second volume will be unprecedentedly long and too lengthy, and the content in the middle will be very flat because it is in the academy, which is different from the magnificent volume of the first volume. change compared.

Just like someone who just finished riding a surfing roller coaster, you let him go slowly on a turtle, and the reading experience is very bad.

Therefore, after writing the first and second grades of college life, the protagonist had to fast-forward and enter the third volume, which is the struggle between Starlight and Frost.

The stage that was originally prepared to practice for several important characters had to be replaced temporarily, and many things that were foreshadowed were discarded directly, and the third volume was greatly accelerated.

And after the grand climax ends, the story enters a new round of preparation or gaining momentum, which also reaches the Eastern Continent.

The story of the Eastern Continent is actually incomplete, because at that time I had not fully constructed the social structure, power distribution, and various histories of the Eastern Continent, or the stories to be told.

So I stumbled and stumbled in the middle of writing, forget it and barely told a relatively complete story.

At this time, I was writing back to the Western Continent, so I had to try to piece together the fragmented foreshadowing and story fragments.

Having already experienced such a grand world and long-term perspective, if you write about the intrigue among nobles or powers, it will seem out of place, just like the phoenix does not fly, but sleeps in the nest of sparrows.

This has entered an extremely difficult period. Qingkong is trying to make waves, trying to create something exciting and moving, but in an unfavorable frame and background, sometimes it seems out of place, making people feel depressed, strange and so on.

Giving up these things and entering the interstellar era directly, I always feel that there is something missing, as if it shouldn’t be like this, just like seeing where a hole is, and if it is not filled, it will be as uncomfortable as obsessive-compulsive disorder.

But what to write has also become a difficult problem, so entangled in this way, the more I write, the more painful it is, the more the readers feel more uncomfortable, and finally even have a physical disgust and resistance to the code words.

If this goes on like this, I’m going to hold the red music listening software and cry in bed ≥﹏≤

Every time you code, you have to do emotional preparations, frantically watch videos, cut songs to let yourself slowly enter the state, prepare your emotions, and enter imagination and conception. This will probably take several hours, and then I often quit, but I still resisted to continue. After uploading, I didn’t dare to watch it a second time. I just went to play the game to relax, and then I didn’t want to sleep until late at night, because I had to code a new chapter the next day. .

The pain is reincarnated, and the days are very difficult. Watching the grades slowly drop, I know in my heart that this is just lingering.

In fact, there are still many things that have not been told, and there are still many things I want to say, but now it seems to have become dispensable, without the interest and excitement when I first conceived it.

What more can I say.

Such thoughts slowly swirled, so I sat dryly in front of the computer, watching the time pass slowly, and then did not type out any words.

There must be no full attendance, and the subscription fee will also be reduced by 20%. Recommended, anyway, there will be no recommendations now, and there is nothing to be afraid of.

The update at the end of this month will go into a dormant state, and a certain number of updates will resume next month. Although it cannot be guaranteed every day, it will not be eunuch. After all, the first book, the debut, has different sustenance and thoughts.

Finally, I'm very sorry that Aozora didn't respond well to everyone, and I'm afraid I'll have to rest for a while.

In addition, I am very grateful to everyone for your rewards. In fact, I have never made a reward list since February. The reason is very simple. It is often updated until 12 o’clock, and there is no time to sort it out. The number of people who have not sorted out increases and the difficulty increases. —Tired and don’t want to tidy up—it’s even more difficult to tidy up, just keep procrastinating like this.

I have to say that this is a very bad behavior. After all, everyone's support and wishes, if you don't say it, it will always make people feel disappointed and depressed.

Did he see it? The answer is that I have seen it. In fact, every time I copy or type these names by hand, it is equivalent to reviewing them, and many people remember them.

Some names even appeared repeatedly, which made me feel deeply guilty, and did not say thank you properly, or respond.

Here, thank you again, the list is in no particular order.

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Dabameng, Xiao Honghong from Yakumo's family (The two leaders, thank you very much, especially Dabameng's support, it seems to be the leader of three shares.)

Connecting Qingming to the Big Dipper, Dynasty of Hundred Flowers, Cats Have Years, Flowers Bloom on the Other Side of the White Night, Narr, just don’t go to work, love thousands of flowers in the rain, Xingyue acridine~, blushing puberty, book friend 20220323205547703 , Qingqiangfeng, Gnar, Cthulhu, Summer Market Garden, Seven Years (Thank you everyone, especially Qingqiangfeng for your encouragement and support)

New Earl Nishizawa, rhosen, Jing Jiyin, the guardian of the source of all souls, ~xy~, the passing wind, my heart comes like a breeze, the eyes fall at night, book friends 20220323195130085, Yun Tianyan, Shengu Wuyou, ( Qingfeng is almost my earliest reader, thank you very much)

Li Zunzhe, Meng Lanshuang, Nine Eight Cards, Blue Rain, Floria, book friend 20210604185018830, book friend 20200128200115570, Yuan Feibai, book friend 20220226010806970, book friend 20211014230823906, djcasd, book friend 20190 628122056511, Futou, alsj aristocrat, happy little bookworm

Duo Bing Mu Bai, four cats playing together, panda tony, book friend 20210301106569308606, book friend 20210516115534231, ping, Xingya Mona, n0000000000o, Mi Yue Fei, Mr. Dai and Miss Lin (Duo Bing Mu Bai is also often I saw the name, thank you~)

Xiao Ling, l Mo l, Yan Guo Liu Sheng, Xianlu z, Nature and the Starry Sky, dg, really disturbing, bookworm Dada pig, misty and rainy Chang'an, Riverside jujube, book friend 20210716222620195, book friend 20200713123028254, Meng の Country ぢリス, Mengshan Mountain, Lost in Chaos, Fang Xiaona, I dare not be your master, the wind has stopped and the rain has stopped, I will do it again, Qiong Jiu, the ruler of tomorrow, book friend 20200713123028254, Yuyin Fenghua, Luo Yue, transformed into a little lily, salt and pepper sesame cake~www.readwn.com~ revealed that she was crying, and Xue Nian mortals

The strongest bionic person, the number one Xuefeng sauce in the world, Chi Ziyu, the number one Xuefeng sauce in the world, book friend 20211227011157671, book friend 20220111003209110, Qingzhilianyu, Yuexue a, Shanliang female pheasant, fantasy dream Zhu, dream butterfly listen Yumian, book friend 20170619002734948, book friend 20211222125521639, book friend 20220315213326235, Ni Mojie

Yakumoyan, the Witch of the Stars, just don’t go to work, the big cat is watching you, router, the old driver of Qiu Mingshan 1, yes yes yes, flowers and birds, wind, moon, moon and flowers, book friend 20180914022804145, book friend 20180804113145125, Book friends 20190216020322869,, 1122s, Zhihui, Gu Mingdijue, Weiming, ·, Ceph retailer, unknown, office worker, magnificent, love is a past, lonely traveler (thanks to Yakumoyan for his long-term support)

nmmwx, Meng Yi Xiaoyao, a, Emisha, Azathoth Nerthip Sara, c, tz, Luo Lishuang, hhghguig, ..., zero dust, Yu??????

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