Shield Hero With Barrier Magic

(Hiro's POV)

I told my entire life story to Eclair... How I became the most wanted criminal, how I took many innocent lives, how I became responsible for the death of the person who I considered my father, how I was alone even though I ruled a whole town... Everything... All the atrocities I committed, what kind of torture I went through... I recalled and told every bit of it... The funny thing is I don't regret a single thing...

I looked at Eclair who is just staring at me not knowing what to say... So, I continued...

Hiro - You know the story after that... When I came to this world, Eclair, I decided to start a new... I don't give a damn about world peace... I just wanted a family... In my past life, I was a ruler... A lone ruler... I improved the lives of many people and also destroyed many others... I was seen either as a God or a Demon... I was seen with either respect and fear... Only one person treated me with love and I ended up being responsible for his death... I became alone after that, I became desperate for love... I wished I was dead and waited for death to come to me... When that truck came to run across me, Eclair, I just stood there smiling and muttered 'finally' before I blacked out... And when I appeared in this world, I decided, I will do whatever I want... I don't want to be either a God, a devil, a hero or a villain... I won't destroy the lives of other innocents but I won't save them either. I have had enough of that... I will do things only if I want to... I know it goes against your ideals but that's how I am, Eclair... I don't want to be a hero and I can't be a hero !! I am just Hiro...

Eclair - It's okay...

Hiro - Huh ??

Eclair is smiling at me with a warm and gentle smile...

Eclair - I fell in love with Hiro, not a hero...

Eclair pulled me into a l.a.p pillow and started patting my hair... So warm...

Eclair - It's true that I can't ignore people in need and you will... But if I decided to help those people, will you stop me ?? I know you won't... You already agreed on my goal of finding the demihumans of my hometown... Didn't you ??

I could say nothing against that...

Eclair - You have a weird sense of selfishness, Hiro... You will do anything for the people you care about to make them happy... If I know something about you, instead of stopping the people you care about dive into danger, you dive along with them to make sure you stop that danger...

Well, I can't let my loved ones become sad, can I ?? I have the power to protect now, unlike my past life in which I only know how to kill and wasn't able to protect a single person I loved...

Eclair - So, if you can't be selfless, I will... I will dive into danger and drag you along with me and we will see what we would do next...

I smiled at the answer...

Hiro - You really are a troublesome lover...

Eclair - What did you expect ?? I am not a wanted criminal for nothing... Now, start crying...

Hiro - Huh ??

I didn't understand what she meant...

Eclair - It was really painful, isn't it ??

I couldn't say anything as a response to that...

Eclair - You wanted your lover to treat you as a mother, didn't you ?? Everything you wanted to tell if you had one, every time you wanted to cry on her l.a.p when you were sad, do it now... It has been really hard on you, hasn't it ??

Hiro - It was hard, painful, gruesome... There were a lot of times where I thought I would die !!

Eclair just kept smiling at me and kept patting...

Hiro - I couldn't protect a single thing, Eclair... I just sought vengeance and kept killing and killing... And after I got my revenge, I realized that I was lonely... Everyone looked at me with fear, Eclair, but I only wanted some love !! and... and... I killed the only person who saw me with love...

Tears won't stop coming out of my eyes and my mouth won't stop complaining...

Hiro - I don't know how scared you are about losing me but I was terrified... Eclair... I was terrified if you would stop loving me when you know me... That you would try to leave me too...

Eclair - I am not going anywhere...

Hiro - And I was also terrified that you would also start looking at me with those eyes... Those eyes which looked at me with either fear, respect or hatred... I don't want to be seen like that anymore, Eclair !!

Eclair - No matter how others look at you, in my eyes, you will only see my love...

Hiro - I don't want to be alone again...

Eclair - I will make sure that you won't... Both of us lost a lot of things, Hiro... Let's make sure that we don't lose anything more...

And with that, she pressed her lips against mine... I responded to her kiss and after a while, she broke the kiss and said while patting my hair...

Eclair - Now, there... there... Stop crying and go to sleep, my dear Hiro...

And she said that and started singing a lullaby... I started smiling... Seriously... How much more is this girl gonna make me fall for her ?? With that final thought, I drifted off to sleep...

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(Eclair's POV)

He's finally asleep... I never realized he has been through that much... Don't worry, my Hiro... In this world, if anyone tries to harm you like that, I will destroy them... And that world which made my Hiro go through all of that... I want to destroy it... And especially that Bitch...

I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her... I want to kill her...

(Author's Note - I am putting a limit on her thoughts again...)

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(Hiro's POV)

I woke up to find Eclair still staring at my face...

Hiro - What time is it now ??

Eclair - It's night time...

Hiro - Is it time for dinner ??

Eclair - It's already past that... Madam realized that we didn't come for dinner, so she brought some for us...

She said pointing to the plates...

Hiro - Oh, how thoughtful of her... What did you say when she found us like this...

Eclair - I just said that you like to be doted by me...

Hiro - Let me guess... She must have said "Oh my, how romantic" and went away while doing "Fufufu"...

That's so like her... After that Eclair and I had dinner...

Eclair - Now that we had dinner, there is something that I really want to know, Hiro...

Suddenly, Eclair's eyes became dark and she released an insane amount of killing intent...

Eclair - ThAt BitCH... ThE OnE Who ToRTuReD My Hiro... Did ShE SuFFeR ??

I just kept staring at her and answered back...

Hiro - A lot...

Eclair - GooD... I JuSt ReGrEt ThaT I WoN'T Be AblE To TorTURe Her MySeLf FoR WhAT ShE Did To My Hiro...

I didn't say anything else and just kept staring at this form of Eclair... And suddenly Eclair went back to normal form...

Eclair - Huh ?? Hiro... Your nose is bleeding...

Hiro - Ah... Well, that's because I got hard...

Eclair - Huh ??