Shotgun marriage: second wife too hot

I don't know what I should do. I really want to calm myself down, but I can't do it no matter how hard I try.

"I'm sorry, Yichen. I'm trying to calm myself down, but I really can't do it. I don't know what to do. Do you think my body is really not good? If I go on like this, our daughter will be hopeless. "

At this time, I can only reach for song Yichen's clothes and look at him with begging eyes.

"Yi Chen, I really don't understand. I don't have any infectious diseases. Why can't I have a transplant operation? Do I have to be in good health to have a bone transplant? Like other people who are dying, I can donate. Why can't I have this body?"

I always feel that there must be something wrong with this. I always feel that Yichen and Godfather are hiding something from me.

"Don't think so much about it. We are doctors. We know when we can do the transplant operation and when we can't do it. There are some things I told you and you don't understand. So don't think so much about it. As long as you take good care of your body now, you don't think about anything else."

How can I care about this kind of thing? I watch children suffer in it every day. Can I be a mother and have a rest at home like nobody!

Although I know that my body must be well recuperated, so that I can ask for my daughter's life, but now I have worked hard to rest, but

"I'm the mother of the child. If you let me care, I don't care. If you stand in my perspective, can you rest at home so easily?"

After hearing what I said, song Yichen, who held me in his arms, didn't say anything. He just held me quietly.

"I don't understand. Now my body is a little weak, and there is nothing else wrong with it. Why can't you let me donate bone marrow? What's more, I checked on the Internet that donating bone marrow is not as strict as you said. "

And I also secretly went to other hospitals to ask other doctors, they all said that my body is suitable for bone marrow donation, and bone marrow donation is not much harm to the body.

So I think song Yichen must have something to hide from me, but he just didn't say it. He let me have a rest every day.

"Xinxin, online search those are false, specific how your body is only I know the best, so you don't worry about this problem, you can rest assured that as long as your body is suitable, I will give you surgery immediately."

After hearing what song Yichen said, I was very angry and pushed him away.

"You know? You know, if I don't have an operation, our daughter won't live long at all

It's almost two months since the birth of my daughter. In these two months, the illness has destroyed my daughter's body.

"Every time I go to see my daughter, how hard I feel in my mother's heart, do you know? What else can you say in a day besides making me wait and rest? Don't treat me like a child any more. "

If this time, I didn't leave a heart and go to other hospitals to ask, I might be kept in the dark by song Yichen, and I would be foolish enough to keep my body at home.

"In fact, I have asked in other hospitals for a long time. For a body like me, there's no problem with the transplant operation. I don't know what you're going to do in your heart? But song Yichen, I tell you, if you don't give me the answer today, I will take my daughter to another hospital for surgery. "

After hearing what I said, song Yichen, who was standing opposite, looked at me in surprise. Maybe he was very surprised. Why did I go to other hospitals to ask about my daughter's condition.

In fact, I always believe in Song Yichen in my heart, but what he did this time is very abnormal. I just went to the hospital to ask him.

I didn't expect that song Yichen cheated me on this matter, which made me unable to calm down and forgive song Yichen for doing these things.

"Heart, listen to me. Other doctors don't know the root of Yanran's disease. They just know a little bit about it. They don't know the specific condition at all. So don't listen to those opinions. Can't I be a father and harm my daughter?"

Then song Yichen stretched out his hands. He wanted to hug me again, but I dodged him.

"Do you think I'll believe what you say?"

I never thought that I trusted him so much that he cheated me on such a big thing.

If something happens to my daughter, I will never forgive song Yichen in my life."Song Yichen, I don't know what you think in your heart, but you have to give me an answer today, either arrange the operation time today, or I will take my daughter to another hospital for examination."

Although other doctors don't know much about Yan Ran's disease, at least others know what kind of body is needed for the operation and transplantation. If others are wrong about this, what kind of doctor should others be.

When I issued the ultimatum, song Yichen actually sat back on the sofa, and he bowed his head in pain.

I look at Song Yichen so painful, I suddenly have a very bad feeling, this feeling makes me very afraid.

"In fact, I'd like to wait a long time to tell you about it. Since you said it like this today, I can only tell you about it."

Looking at Song Yicheng's serious face, I feel very uneasy. I don't know what else song Yichen is hiding from me.

"In fact, your bone marrow doesn't match your daughter at all."

When I heard the news, I felt like a bolt from the blue, which shocked me.

I thought it was something wrong with my body, or something wrong with my daughter's body, so that song Yichen didn't let us have a bone marrow transplant.

But what I didn't expect was that we didn't match. How could it be that I was the mother of the child? If I couldn't, who else in the world could match my daughter.

This must be a lie that song Yichen didn't want me to have an operation. Besides, I read the report several times. How could it be false.

"Song Yichen, what are you talking about? How can you say such words? Don't you think you are cruel?"

I don't know what to look at Song Yichen except looking at him in despair.

"I'm sorry, Xinxin, because your health was so bad at that time, and you were so eager to find your daughter's bone marrow matching. I was afraid that you couldn't accept it after telling you the truth, so I issued a false certificate. At that time, I only wanted you to take good care of your body, and I didn't think so much about anything else."

How can song Yichen do this? He gave me hope and destroyed my hope. How can he do such a thing.

"But what I didn't expect was that it didn't help you to take good care of your body. Instead, it made your body worse and worse. So I regretted it very much. Later, I didn't dare to say it because I was afraid that you couldn't accept the fact."

I never thought that I would be cheated by the person I love most. What kind of mood would I use to face song Yichen in the future.

"Song Yichen, do you think I can accept it if you tell me this matter now? Song Yichen, do you know that you have given me hope and also given me a devastating blow. Do you know how much I hate you now?"

Now I don't know what kind of attitude to treat this matter except hatred.

Song Yichen always thought it was good for me, but he didn't know that he hurt me more. If song Yichen could tell me the truth at that time, maybe I would not be so miserable as now.

"If I had known that, I would never have been so disappointed. Song Yichen, why can't you change the problem that you make decisions for me? I said that no matter what, I don't want you to keep it from me, because I am an adult, and I have the ability to bear the truth."

Why song Yichen's eyes, I will always be a long child, not to mention I am now a mother, why in his heart I will be like this!

"But you are always like this. You always help me make decisions. No matter what you do, you don't tell me the truth. You always think that you do it for my good. But you don't know that you don't trust me. As a couple, don't you think this is too much?"

Others say that everything between husband and wife should be discussed, so that we can go hand in hand, but song Yichen and I are never on the same channel.

Maybe in Song Yichen's mind, I don't have the ability to deal with things at all, but even if my ability is poor, I have the right to know the truth. Why did he treat me like this.

Or in Song Yichen's heart, he never treated me as a wife. If so, what's the meaning of my marriage with him!

"Heart, it's not what you think. I never don't believe you, and I never doubt your ability to accept things. I just worry that your body can't bear such a blow, so I keep it from you."He is always so self righteous, think good to me, so he will make a decision for me.

In fact, song Yichen didn't understand what I was thinking. He always started from his point of view and never thought about things from my point of view.

"But you can rest assured that I have contacted all the major hospitals in China. As long as there is a suitable bone marrow matching for my daughter, they will definitely inform us, and I have also contacted the foreign hospitals, so you don't have to worry. I believe our daughter will find the suitable bone marrow, so you don't have to think so much. Take good care of yourself now, You don't have to think so much about other things. "

Daughter got such a disease, I as a mother I can have a good rest?

If I can do bone marrow transplantation, at least I have a little comfort in my heart, but when I know that I can't save my own daughter's life, who can understand my mood.

Song Yichen even let me have a good rest. I believe that as long as he is a person, he will not lie down and rest at home calmly at this time.

"Song Yichen, I don't want to talk to you about anything else. I just want to tell you that if something happens to my daughter, then we are at the end."

In fact, what I said is not angry. If my daughter really didn't save her, song Yichen and I don't need to stay together.