Si Tian Guan

    "Second brother! It's been a long time!" He was more enthusiastic than usual: "Come on, my mother mentioned you just now, come, go and accompany my mother!"

    Liu Chongming stopped and ignored his pull: "Where's Shiyan?"

    Baishilei's tongue is like a fork: "Ah...my brother...he's not doing well..."

    "The situation is not good?" Liu Chongming asked with a cold face: "Are you dead?"

    "No..." Bai Shilei knew he couldn't be fooled.

    "It's fine, I'll find him," Liu Chongming pushed him away: "Apologize to my aunt and say I'll visit her another day."

    Baishilei was pushed and staggered two steps, looking at Brother Liu's knife-like gaze, he was witty, how dare he go to the mother's side to tell the truth.

    Liu Chongming is more free to enter and leave Bai's house than to Hou's mansion, and naturally no one stops him - pushing open the bedroom door, the strong smell of medicine blows, mixed with the heat in the charcoal basin, making people breathe difficulty.

    "Shi Yan," he dragged his chair to sit by the bed and asked, "How is your recovery?"

    Baishiyan didn't expect the conversation between them to be so calm, as if nothing had happened before, she stayed for a while before answering: "It's nothing major, just frostbite, no If it freezes, the medicine can be stopped in half a month."

    Liu Chongming nodded: "That's good."

    Baishiyan was a little overwhelmed, he knew that his friends would come to him sooner or later to settle accounts, but in such a non-embarrassing atmosphere, it would be better to just scold him directly.

    He was about to take the initiative to say something when he heard Liu Chongming say, "Shen Zhou entered the palace this morning, and Jingchen brought it with him."

    "So fast!" He blurted out a sentence, and immediately knew that he was leaking.

    And now Chongming is facing this result so calmly, it is one thing to hide it, but Chongming's attitude makes people feel very creepy.

    "Chongming," although he didn't regret it, he was ashamed after all, so he asked carefully: "Shen Zhou...going to the palace...what are you doing?"

    Liu Chongming lowered his eyes, looked at his hand blankly, and said nothing.

    Baishiyan regretted it even more. He knew that Chongming was very thoughtful. Since he came to the door and asked this question, he probably knew something, so how could he put it off.

    Shen Zhou also said that it's okay to hide it from time to time. Once Chongming calms down, he will find some mistakes sooner or later.

    He thought about it, thinking that since people have entered the palace, even Liu Chongming can't change anything, and Qu Chenzhou also asked before, whether to be truthful at this step. Confession doesn't matter.

    No matter what Chongming thinks of or how he reacts, please ask him to take care of him.

    Liu Chongming still lowered his head.

    Liu Shizi, who used to be confident and arrogant at all times, seemed to have his soul taken away, and what was left was just a rigid body, not knowing joy or sorrow.

    "I know, he went to be the Secretary of Heaven... He mentioned it to me before, I didn't agree... But he still went..."

    Liu Chongming pursed his lips dryly: "I also know his ability, and it is a sure thing to talk to you. Shi Yan...I don't blame you, I just want to know that Shen Zhou is right. what did you say."

    There was an unstoppable choking in his voice, completely different from the rage imagined by Baishiyan, more like a pleading.

    "Shi Yan, tell me, what did Shen Zhou say?"

    Baishiyan had a splitting headache. He didn't have a heart, so naturally he couldn't understand what was going on between the two younger brothers.

    He thought about it for a long time before he spoke carefully.

    "Chongming, don't blame Shenzhou. Many things before and after are indeed his ideas. Please don't tell you, it's all for your sake."

    " He said that in the matter of giving birth to a child because of sin, although the emperor favored the elder sister, he used the Jinxiu camp to hang you up and down, because the prince has not been involved in the matter of giving birth to a child because of sin. The emperor has always had the upper hand in this matter."

    "Most of the bargaining chips are still in Jinpingzhuang, and a strong medicine is needed to make the emperor have to rely on you more. The best way is to let those sins have children without leaving any. "

    Liu Chongming supported his forehead with his hand, half covering his eyes, his shoulders trembled slightly, but he quickly waved his hand and let Baishiyan continue to speak.

    Baishiyan has never seen him like this, and he is also upset.

    "Shen Zhou said that the eldest sister is smart and good at timing. If he read it right, he should already have a body. The palace is sinister. These people are not fully sure.”

    "So...so you still need someone who can speak to the nearest place to the emperor, he is the best person."

    " But he said that everyone knew that he was a member of the family. If he went directly to the emperor, the emperor would become suspicious, and the Liu family would not only have no chance to win the heir, but even let the emperor kill him. Heart."

    "So he came to beg me..."

    "Say that there will be a day, maybe I will turn against you. At that time, please beg me to save him, and then use the hands of Jingchen to send him up."

    "He also said, if you hate him and hate him, wait until the dust settles, and then it's not too late, the most important thing right now..."

    "I hate him for hating him..." Liu Chongming finally choked out: "I hate him for hating him?"

    Baishiyan was at a loss, "Chongming, although Shen Zhou lied to you, you also seriously injured him like that, saying that it was even...all owed to Shen Zhou. Now that the boat is done, you Don't let him down—the painstaking effort..."

    "Shiyan, I remember the past."

    "Ah?" Baishiyan was at a loss, but quickly reacted, and was shocked: "What did you remember!"

    "You understand! Did Shen Zhou tell you something else?" Liu Chongming's eyes were red and his lips trembled: "Did he tell you something else? What! Is it! There is me in those things! Otherwise, why would you even hide it from me! Is it!"

    The matter has come to this point, Baishiyan can't hide it, and can only answer truthfully: "Yes..."

    He didn't dare to look directly at his friend's pleading eyes, and turned his eyes away.

    "He said that he was actually Qu Chenzhou, and he was also in his previous life. By chance, he was sent to the palace by Pan He to be the Secretary of Heaven."

    "Many people insulted and despised him. It was you who taught him to help him, so that he would no longer be a slave like a pig and a dog. Without you, there would be no Qu Shenzhou today."

    "But he said sorry to you, not only ruined the Liu family, but also affected the Bai family. I am ashamed of you."

    The next words, Baishiyan said a little difficult: "He thought...the last death in your hands is to atone for his sins, but he did not expect to return to the age of fourteen...what happened later...you I also know..."

    "Ashamed of me..." Liu Chongming's reluctance to hold on insisted, and finally was completely defeated in these four words: "He said that he was ashamed of me?"

    Baishiyan was frightened by his sudden hysteria, Gulu jumped out of bed and supported him: "Chongming! Chongming!"

    Liu Chongming could barely stand, knelt on the ground and curled up into a ball.

    "Shiyan," he trembled like a lost cub in the dark night, facing the endless darkness: "I remember... I remember everything from the past!"

    Baishiyan's face turned pale - the thing Qu Chenzhou didn't want to see finally happened, and the past that Shen Zhou's face was vague about him was still remembered.

    "Remember all...?" he asked carefully.

    "All."

    Liu Chongming suddenly thanked Qu Chenzhou for leaving a Baishiyan for him, so that he could have a place to cry unscrupulously.

     "Did he tell you that the emperor asked him to divination for me, because he refused to say the fortune telling, he was passively tortured by medicine, and when he was about to die, he kept calling me!"

    "I can escape the catastrophe, it is the way he left me. He desperately saved me, but I always hate him!"

    "But I thought he had changed, I thought he was greedy for vanity, and killed everyone in order to climb up. I never thought about how he lived in the palace!"

    "I never thought that he would endure humiliation for me, do everything for me, and I just want to kill him!"

    "He waited for me all my life, and I wouldn't even listen to his excuses. He was insulted for me, what did I do!"

    "I asked him to drag him to the streets, let him spend several months in prison, and finally hung his body in the downtown area."

    "How can he be ashamed of me, I have always been sorry for him! It has always been...I am sorry for him..."

    "I never actually believed him, if I could trust him a little more, I wouldn't..."

    Baishiyan was horrified to hear that, among these many things, some Qu Chenzhou did not tell him, and he did not expect that Qu Chenzhou would die so tragically.

    Thinking of Qu Chenzhou's plea to him before, his throat was choked up, and he couldn't say anything to comfort Liu Chongming.

    Is the past life in the past? not at all.

    As long as both of them remember, it will never be the past.

    Liu Chongming knew that he couldn't speak loudly and that he couldn't lose control, but he was already collapsing like sand, but he tried his best to glue himself together.

    "Shi Yan, he said he would never regret it for me! I didn't believe him, I never believed him!"

    "He used to wait for me for a lifetime, but now he watches me day and night, he doesn't dare to say anything, and he has to endure the torture of my suspicion!"

    "I promised him twice - peace, but what did I give him!"

    Baishiyan only felt that the tip of her nose was sour and astringent. She didn't know what to do, so she could only squat on the side and wait silently.

    "They're all still alive," he said softly, "Shen Zhou said, it's a good thing that they're all still alive."

    Liu Chongming put his hand on the ground, watching the wet circles gradually dry and fade, suddenly remembered something, and asked sharply: "Shi Yan! Why don't you give him the antidote! Why not Here! Did you know that he almost died!"

    "It was requested by Shen Zhou himself. He said that as long as he could survive for two days, he would be free from the new night."

    "He...he's like that..." Liu Chongming knew better than anyone how those injuries came from, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "He never got through..."

    "Shen Zhou said," Baishiyan looked at his friend a little crazy, but was afraid to hide something, which would be a big mistake, so he could only say softly: "If he doesn't make it through, prepare for him. - A thin coffin, buried well, I don't want to live again."

    Liu Chongming lost his soul as if struck by lightning, and even the tears in his eyes gradually dried up.

    "Thanks...Thanks...I understand..." He staggered to his feet and stammered: "I...stay—for a while, I can't go out like this..."

    Baishiyan helped him—hand, seeing his dazed expression, he spoke again: "Chongming, Shen Zhou still has something to tell you."

    Only this name can bring Liu Chongming back in the chaos - a little sanity.

    "What did he say...what? Give me a word?"

    "He said, no matter how much you remember the past or not, now is not the time to be depressed."

    "I went to Beiwangpo, not because of the note. Chongming is sorry... Although the note was written by him, I took it with me and kept it for you to discover."

    Liu Chongming woke up in horror, and suddenly recalled the anxiety that flashed past.

    Without the slightest hesitation, she placed all the blame on the sinking boat.

    He didn't dare to think that when Shiliting intercepted people, Qu Chenzhou would be glad that he fell into the trap so easily, or smiled bitterly - the trust between them was so fragile.

    "Ren Rui was in Beiwangpo at that time. I met him on a narrow road, and he would definitely not miss this opportunity. Shen Zhou said, let me flee south and die."

    "When Shen Zhou went to my place, I took him to see Ren Rui. He said that if Ren Rui couldn't find me and expanded his search scope, he would inevitably encounter Jinpingzhuang. Character, Jin Ping Zhuang cannot be spared."

    "After I returned to Beijing, I heard that Ren Rui captured the heads of the old people of Liequ. Chongming, having said that, you should know who those people are."

    "Ren Ruishan has a good future, no one in Jinpingzhuang has discovered it for a while, this lead is waiting for the sinking boat to ignite. Jinpingzhuang has a great relationship with the emperor. It is Ren Rui, and King Qi cannot escape."

    "Now is the critical moment to move forward. You must not be emotional and must grasp the moment."

    Liu Chongming's tears flowed down and were slowly wiped away.

    "I...get it," he took out a wooden hairpin from his arms, touched it, and then handed it over.

    "If you see Shen Zhou another day, give this to him with your own hands and tell him again. I remember everything... I'm sorry for him."

    "If there is anything I can do..."

    He choked for a moment, not knowing what to do now to make up for those wounds.

    "Tell him...take care..."

    When he looked up again, he saw only the back of Liu Chongming staggering away.

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