Sick husband is too mysterious

When Qiao Siyu woke up again, it was 11:00 p.m. and his headache was relieved a lot, but he was still uncomfortable.

Qiao Siyu slowly opened his eyes and saw Duan Xiaonan smoking by the balcony. His back was very lonely.

Seeing him put out the smoke and turn around, Josie subconsciously closed his eyes and his heart was like beating a drum.

Qiao Siyu felt very sad and blamed herself. She had an unknown and shameful secret - sexual indifference.

According to Wei Anfu, this is a mental illness, which can only be cured slowly.

She is not sexually indifferent to all men. At least she can accept Jin Zichen, otherwise she could not have been pregnant. She just can't accept Duan Xiaonan, for nothing else, because Duan Xiaonan is still her brother in her subconscious mind.

No matter what, she can't break through the shackles of morality.

Duan Xiaonan came to Qiao's house when she was three years old. At that time, she was still very young and her memory of him was very vague. Later, this brother who was not related by blood always loved her and unknowingly liked him.

But at that time, she felt that it was shameless to like her brother, so she wanted to escape and gradually alienate him, but if she liked a person, she couldn't say she didn't like it so quickly. The more she restrained her feelings, the more she liked him. Finally, love became love, and it became deeper and deeper.

She was immersed in that taboo feeling and couldn't extricate herself. She didn't want to study. As long as she saw him with other girls, she would lose sleep all night and her academic performance would plummet.

Just when she was in great pain, he confessed to her that he fell in love with her at the beginning of senior three.

At that moment, she didn't know how to describe her mood. People who had loved her for many years fell in love with her, just like winning the lottery. She just wanted to scream excitedly.

In this way, the two began to secretly communicate with each other behind their backs. Every day, she was full of joy. Seeing her beloved around her, she felt satisfied with everything.

The two agreed to be together formally after she graduated from the third year of senior high school. At that time, when she was admitted to college, she could apply to a school far away from home. No one there knew that they were "brothers and sisters", so they could be together unscrupulously.

The girl's heart is like this. Love is love, regardless of the consequences. She has never thought about what will happen in the future. She just wants to grasp the present and love him well.

He always said that he would take care of everything, and she just wanted to be his little woman. At that time, she was really a happy little woman!

But all the expectations and fantasies were finally completely shattered when she was approaching the college entrance examination. That night, Duan Xiaonan went to her room. They wanted to hold hands and talk about love, but Duan Xiaonan felt it was not enough, so he kissed her.

He said he couldn't wait and wanted her now. At that time, she refused. First, she was afraid to be found by her parents at home. Second, she was still a little afraid.

But Duan Xiaonan drank some wine that night, kissed and pressed her on the bed.

At that time, the door of the room was suddenly opened, and their relationship was discovered by father and aunt Du.

From that moment on, her life fell into endless pain.

Dad hated iron and steel and beat her and Duan Xiaonan. Aunt Du washes her face with tears every day.

Every day when she saw her father sigh and aunt Du cry, she was as painful as a knife.

Finally, her father and aunt Du discussed to send Duan Xiaonan abroad. Duan Xiaonan refused, saying that he only wanted to be with her in his life and hoped that his parents could help them. She still remembered how he knelt in front of her father and aunt Du holding her hand tightly at that time.

Her father woke her up with a word. He said: "After all, you are brothers and sisters. Even if you go to other cities, you can't change this. In this life, you won't become any relationship except brother sister relationship. Even if aunt Du and I can accept you, what about the others who know you? Xiaoyu's classmates? If you go to other cities, if a classmate of Xiaoyu recognizes you, if he spreads your relationship, You will be condemned by the whole world. Also, if you go to other cities, you don't want to come back? As long as you are together, don't even want this family? Don't even want us. Think again, what will your children do if you are together? In the future, do you want your children to be stabbed in the spine and say that their parents are brothers and sisters? "

These words woke her up and shattered all her fantasies.

She can't do without her father, nor can she let her children be laughed at in the future. She flinched back, and she can't afford that feeling.

But Duan Xiaonan didn't want to break up with her. He said they could go abroad. Even if they were unlucky enough to be recognized by a classmate, it would be all right. Foreign folk customs are open, not to mention that they are just siblings without blood relationship, and their children will be born in the future.

Of course, this was also opposed by the family. Not to mention the economic conditions at home, there was no way to emigrate. Even my father and aunt Du didn't want to live abroad.

Finally, there was no way, so the family had to send Duan Xiaonan out of the country. First, they wanted to cut off her relationship with Duan Xiaonan. Second, Duan Xiaonan also volunteered to go abroad for development.

Duan Xiaonan said a lot to her the day she went abroad. He told her to wait for him and said he would give her a bright future.

She remembered that she cried very hard and forgot to answer.

During the period when Duan Xiaonan just went abroad, she was dizzy and felt useless. She didn't dare to call him and never received his call. Later, she knew that it was not that he didn't call her, but that she was stopped by her father and aunt Du.

After being sad for a long time, she turned sadness into motivation and studied hard. Finally, she played well in the college entrance examination and got a satisfactory score. He wanted to apply to a school outside the province, but he was opposed by his father. His father was probably afraid that she would secretly contact Duan Xiaonan after she went outside the province, and then the two began to communicate again!

Later, my father took her to see my mother. In front of my mother's tombstone, my father cried very sad. He said he was sorry for my mother. He was an asshole and didn't take care of her, otherwise she wouldn't be like this.

Looking at the picture of her mother smiling like flowers, she was in great pain. That time, she made up her mind to completely cut off the relationship between her and Duan Xiaonan.

Later, she reported to Jingteng University, which is closer to home, but also chose to live on campus, because she really had no face to see her father and aunt Du.

Later, during college, she met Jin Zichen. At first, Jin Zichen pursued her crazily, but she didn't promise to associate with him. Later, she heard that the most effective way to forget a relationship is to start a new one, so she accepted Jin Zichen.

Jin Zichen was very kind to her, but she couldn't fall in love with Jin Zichen. In her junior year, Jin Zichen proposed to her. She married Jin Zichen without considering it. She wanted to completely cut off her future. As long as she married Jin Zichen, she would no longer fantasize about being with Duan Xiaonan. If she couldn't get the bone etching and painful love, she had to put it down.

After marriage, Jin Zichen was very nice to her. Although she didn't love Jin Zichen, their life was as plain as water, happy and peaceful. Although the Jin family didn't like her very much, it didn't affect Jin Zichen's kindness to her.

Two years after she married Jin Zichen, Duan Xiaonan came back. He asked painfully why she didn't wait for him and why she abandoned him and their love when he tried to fight for their future life.

Although it was five years later, after seeing Duan Xiaonan, she found that she still loved Duan Xiaonan, but the reality was that she was married and didn't intend to be with him, so despite the pain, she ruthlessly let him die and said that she didn't love him.

At that time, Jin Zichen cheated and brought back Chu Keke, a woman who gave birth to him. She also saw Jin Zichen and Chu Keke having sex on their sofa with all the pressure and pain. At that time, she met Li mochuan. Compared with Duan Xiaonan's desperate love and Jin Zichen's painful marriage, Li mochuan's appearance and silent concern made her attached. She divorced Jin Zichen.

While Duan Xiaonan was forced tightly, Jin Zichen wanted to remarry again. At a loss, she finally agreed to marry Li mochuan when she proposed.

But in fact, no one will treat you for no reason. For example, Li mochuan, who is Jin Zichen's half brother, approached him only to revenge Jin Zichen. He had a childhood sweetheart named Fang Yehan. At that time, he repeatedly said that Fang Yehan was only his sister, but later she knew that his nominal sister was the person with his sharp heart.

After he married Li mochuan, he never touched her. He went out early and came back late every day. He didn't come back until she slept. When she woke up, he was gone. Later, Jin family went bankrupt, and Jin family went to prison and died. Finally, she knew that Chu Keke was the woman Li mochuan sent to her and Jin Zichen to destroy their relationship, When Li mochuan learned that she had Jin Zichen's child in her stomach, he became murderous.

Later, she was unconscious in a car accident for four years. When she woke up, the first thing she saw was Duan Xiaonan. It was Duan Xiaonan who saved her. That year, he took good care of her. It was entirely because of him that she survived.

Over the years, he still hasn't got a wife and is still waiting for her. He said he won't fall in love with anyone except her in his life.

After a death, she found that she still loved him. After all these years, she had never forgotten him, so she decided that no matter what happened in the future, she would not fail him this time. She had experienced two marriages, but he had been waiting for her silently.

But some things have been deeply rooted. After being with him, she found that she could not accept his touch. A simple kiss was OK. If she took another step further, she would be afraid, trembling, headache and collapse.

Wei Anfu said that the reason why she couldn't really extricate herself was that she still couldn't overcome Duan Xiaonan psychologically. Although there was no blood relationship, the events of that year left a great shadow in her heart, so that as long as Duan Xiaonan touched her, she would violate the illusion of common sense of human relations and morality bound her, so she was so painful.

In other words, her severe sexual apathy is a mental illness.

But Wei Anfu also said that she would certainly be cured of the disease and let her be happy and slowly accept Duan Xiaonan.

She felt sorry for Duan Xiaonan. He had waited for him for so many years, but she couldn't overcome her own hurdle.

His hand was suddenly grasped by a big man. Josie's body stiffened slightly, didn't pretend to sleep, and slowly opened his eyes

"Xiao..."

As soon as the dry voice came out, she was held in his arms, "little feather, I'm sorry..."