Sir, Please Conduct Yourself

Blood quickly from the body out, Gu Beihua also gradually felt a shallow dizziness.

He looked at the busy doctors and nurses over there. His lips opened slightly, but he didn't say a word.

He quietly supported himself to the center of the bed and slowly closed his eyes. His brain seemed to fall into a state of dormancy in an instant.

He didn't feel uncomfortable or painful. Instead, he felt relaxed and even slightly happy.

The bright white light in the operating room was shining down from the top of his head, through a layer of eyelids, leaving a warm vermilion in front of him, like cinnabar mixed with water, flowing slowly along the veins of his eyes.

Gu Beihua breathed a long sigh of relief. In chaos, he vaguely saw some pictures he had seen before.

A baby, a little girl carved in pink, wrapped in a soft pink flannel blanket, was carried out and nestled in another man's arm.

At that time, he should have been standing at the corner of the corridor at the door of the delivery room.

It was the first time that he really saw what the little life that had just come to the world looked like.

Different from the first time I saw Gu Qingwei - he was already a child who could slobber everywhere. Gu Beihua remembered that he should have found him on the doorstep. At that time, Gu Qingwei was still giggling and his saliva rubbed all over his body.

Gu Beihua doesn't like life. He doesn't like most species that can jump, breathe and laugh, especially the weak and useless old people and children under 16.

He only thought Gu Qingwei was a burden, because he accidentally left him outside, but in the end he had to pick up the garbage raised by him.

Different from this child - this is his flesh and blood, and Gu Beihua knows this better than anyone else.

But he can't announce it to the whole world, because it's not the time, because it's not mature, for various reasons.

Fortunately, Qu Qingchen is a clever child. Since childhood, he has dreamed of being an actor and being able to shine on the stage. So Gu Beihua simply pushed the boat smoothly and brought her to his side.

To accompany her growth in the name of "cultivation" in disguise, and even to watch her grow into a graceful girl, this process itself is good enough.

Even in so many years, Gu Beihua felt satisfied enough to hear her call "Uncle".

Gu Beihua should be the most clear about whether she is going through a difficult road or not.

He clearly remembers that when Qu Qingchen first stepped in front of the camera, his performance was completely beyond everyone's expectation, including himself.

She didn't show any shyness or embarrassment. Her actions were graceful and natural.

From that moment on, Gu Beihua knew that the child was a born actor.

In the later days, he helped her to move forward, walked through the thorns and difficulties, and brought her to the peak little by little. When she fell to the bottom again, he helped her to rise again.

No matter what decision she made or what she wanted to do, he responded unconditionally. Because he knew that no matter how unreasonable the child's ideas were, he had to obey them and try his best to do so.

If she wants to go eastward, he will pave the road ahead of time. When she meets mountains, he will make a way and bridge when she meets water; She wants the moon in the sky, so he won't look at the stars nearby.

Because she's his daughter.

In a trance, Gu Beihua suddenly felt an indescribable feeling from the bottom of his heart. It seemed a little sour. He felt a little itchy.

What does it feel like?

Is it out of affection and sadness?