So You’re Secretly Jealous Again

It doesn't mean that the three words Shu Jinshi cannot be set.

It's just that I can't say what's wrong, anyway, I just feel that these words seem to give people a very unfamiliar look, as if they were deliberately separated from her world.

Shu Jin stood up instantly.

Xu Fengyi was still chatting with Lu Yuan, discussing about going to the show, when she saw her suddenly standing up without a word, she was immediately confused: "What's the matter?"

Shu Jinshi's tone was light: "It's nothing, I just have to take a shower, and then I have other things to do. After you finish your meal later, remember to wash the dishes."

After speaking, she turned around and left Xu Fengyi's bedroom.

Xu Fengyi held her phone and watched her go out, not knowing why.

Is it really just like this?

However, is she thinking too much? Why does Shu Jinshi feel unhappy?

In fact, let alone Xu Fengyi, even Shu Jinshi himself didn't quite understand why he cared about these things.

It stands to reason, even if Xu Fengyi set different note names for her and Lu Yuan in the address book, so what?

That's Xu Fengyi's freedom, and people can set them as they like.

What's more, the time between her Shu Jinshi and Xu Fengyi was very short, even if Xu Fengyi didn't plan to make a place for herself in her world at all, it was reasonable.

It's not a child anymore, and he can understand the truth.

However, discomfort is discomfort. This kind of thing is not something that can be deceived by covering her eyes, nor does it mean that she can cover up the past as well as Shu Jinshi can do in other fields.

But this feeling is really disgusting.

Shu Jinshi frowned.

Yes, she really hated such a strange and uncontrollable self.

She likes the feeling that everything is under her control and that it will be safe.

Walking out of Xu Fengyi's room, Shu Jinshi closed the door, looked at the white wall opposite, stopped for a moment, and walked towards his bedroom.

She decided to take a shower first.

Thinking about it carefully, it may be because there are too many things recently, and I am a little tired from tossing, so I always think about those things that are there.

Maybe as long as she takes a good bath, takes a bath, and completely removes the tiredness all over her body, everything will be fine, and she will not be like this.

After taking out his phone and looking at the time for a while, Shu Jinshi turned around and went back to his bedroom.

Walking into the bathroom, filling the bathtub with water, Shu Jinshi threw a peach-shaped bath ball into it.

After the foam filled the entire bathtub, she wrapped her long hair with a towel, and as usual, she took a book into the bathtub and lay down halfway. While soaking in the bath, she opened the book and started to read.

This book is the latest novel released by her friend Zheng Ziyi, called "Snow Blade". It tells a story on the rivers and lakes.

She herself doesn't read novels very much, but this book is really good. Even though she has been very busy these days, she still finished the first volume, and then opened the second volume non-stop.

But what's weird is that in the past, as soon as she opened the book, she could quickly enter the reading state, and she was fascinated by the emotions of the characters in it.

Today, she can't do it, and her mind has been wandering around.

Not to mention fascinated, even gathering the spirits together has become a more difficult thing to do.

Is it really that you have been a little too busy recently?

Shu Jinshi rubbed his temples.

But things didn't get better.

What's worse, when she looked at it, she felt that the words on the page were jumping randomly.

In the end, the words beat together into a few words: super cute little fairy.

And the cold one: Shu Jinshi.

…

Shu Jinshi's forehead was suddenly covered with clouds.

She closed the book with a snap and threw it aside, Shu Jinshi closed her eyes.

Unfortunately, what made people speechless was that after she closed her eyes, the WeChat address book interface on Xu Fengyi's phone floated over like a ghost.

Luyuan = super cute little fairy.

Shu Jin Shi = Shu Jin Shi.

That's fine. Following closely, Shu Jinshi recalled the scene where the two were chatting hotly.

They only knew each other, but they seemed to have known each other for ten years.

And what about yourself and Xu Fengyi?

Unpredictably, Shu Jinshi remembered the first time he asked Xu Fengyi to meet after returning to Yucheng.

At that time, Xu Fengyi said that they were not yet familiar with each other.

The temperature of the bath water seems to be a little high, and after a long time, it is not particularly comfortable.

Shu Jinshi opened his eyes, stood up from the dense fog, and washed his body.

At the same time, her brain turned at the speed of light again.

Xu Fengyi showed a shy smile when she saw Lu Yuan, and praised her for her beauty and bright smile.

Not to myself.

But Xu Fengyi's attitude towards Lu Yuan is so different from that of himself.

She really didn't understand that she was so much worse than Lu Yuan?

But thinking about it this way, Shu Jinshi felt very inappropriate.

Lu Yuan is her very good friend, how could she be jealous of Lu Yuan?

What's more, Lu Yuan's popularity is good, and you can eat it wherever you go, isn't it a good thing?

Even if I don't feel happy for her, there are still those random and strange thoughts, which is really outrageous.

Shu Jinshi sighed, tried to get rid of the distracting thoughts in his mind, and continued to take a bath.

the other side of the house.

Xu Fengyi finished the last bite of the dish in the bedroom, put down the tableware, and burped lightly.

Really, I was fed up again by accident.

but.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but she felt that her cold seemed to be much better. Maybe it's because it's not really serious, and then it's too early to intervene.

Recalling that Shu Jinshi had said before leaving the bedroom that she should wash the dishes after eating, Xu Fengyi packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went out to the kitchen downstairs.

The rice is made by others, and of course the bowls have to be washed by myself, there is nothing wrong with it.

However, as soon as Xu Fengyi went downstairs, she suddenly sneezed.

Okay, she's really not that thorough. But overall it feels good.

Rubbing the tip of her nose, Xu Fengyi continued to walk happily to the kitchen with her things.

But as soon as she put the dinner plate on the edge of the sink, Shu Jinshi's voice suddenly came from behind.

"Let me go."

The voice was the same as usual, but it seemed to be a little lower.

Xu Fengyi couldn't tell what the other party's emotions were. She turned her head and looked over there. She saw Shu Jinshi, who was wearing a thick bathrobe, leaning against the kitchen door and looking this way.

"It's okay, I can wash it myself," Xu Fengyi snorted and shook her head, "I won't bother you anymore."

"Hey, where's the detergent?" After speaking, Xu Fengyi wandered around the kitchen, touching here and there.

Just as Xu Fengyi was looking around, Shu Jinshi stood beside her, pulled open a small cabinet, and took out a bottle of dishwashing powder from it.

After closing the cabinet door, Shu Jinshi walked to the other side, opened the top flip cover of the dishwasher, put the tableware in one by one, poured in the dishwashing powder, closed the flip cover, selected the mode, turned and looked at Xu Fengyi: "Okay."

Xu Fengyi was stunned: "Dishwasher..."

"Well," Shu Jinshi pulled the corner of his lower lip and put the dishwasher back in the previous cabinet, "You don't need to touch the water. The patient should rest well."

Xu Fengyi rubbed her nose: "Actually, I'm fine now, and I feel a lot better. My physique is one of those types, that is, if I encounter a wind-heat cold, it may not get better in ten days and a half months, but a wind-cold cold is a good thing. It’s different, and it will be better soon.”

Saying that, she inadvertently hiccupped again.

Shu Jinshi looked sideways at her: "Why do you keep hiccups?"

Xu Fengyi touched the corner of her lower lip, her face full of embarrassment: "I just ate too much."

Shu Jinshi looked at her as if she was mentally retarded: "Why do you eat so much? If you can't eat it, you can skip it."

Xu Fengyi shook her head and shrugged: "But I don't want to waste it."

Shu Jinshi was confused: "What's a waste not a waste?"

Xu Fengyi: "Because you did it."

This is Shu Jinshi's mind, and she doesn't want to waste other people's minds.

Shu Jinshi turned his head to the side, only to see the other party looking at him quietly.

Xu Fengyi's eyes were naturally lively, with slender and thick eyelashes, and the eyeballs were dark and bright, which became even brighter when illuminated by the snow-white light.

Shu Jinshi's expression softened a lot: "Because I made it, I'm about to finish it?"

Xu Fengyi nodded: "Although you said you didn't make it for me on purpose, you made it by the way. But I think that being able to cook for me by the way means at least thinking about me. And a person can be remembered by others. I'm thinking about it, I'm quite happy..."

Looking back, she had never enjoyed the kind of care at home.

It's better now, maybe for her mother, she's the only one left. In this way, she will definitely be held in the palm of her hand and pampered.

Now Liu Yarong will be concerned about whether she has enough food and clothing when she is out, and will also chat with her by voice and WeChat from time to time.

But when she was in her teens, those two adults rarely cared about her. It also includes Liu Yarong.

At that time, her father only thought about how to escape the family every day.

Liu Yarong, on the other hand, only thinks about how to tie the man to him every day. If he really can't tie him up, he will cry and get drunk and go to sleep.

She even missed Xu Fengyi's parent-teacher meeting because of self-pity.

And forget about Xu Fengyi's birthday.

And Xu Fengyi not only has to study every day, but also serves as a parent after returning home.

Because her mother is unhappy every day and can't do anything, she wants to cook and ask her mother to eat together.

Thankfully, she still loves to cook and doesn't find it torturous.

But she also really wanted to experience the feeling of being taken care of and relieved.

So later, whenever she made a very warm-hearted friend, she would cherish it very much.

For example, Gu Yanyu and Liang Xian.

She will never forget how those two women helped her during her toughest days.

Back then, she just came out of the society, and she was too simple in the world. She was owed wages by unscrupulous companies, and she failed in many battles in the way of asking for wages. She was so poor that no matter what she bought, she had to compare the price again and again, and almost collapsed. In the end, Liang Xian gave her to her. She was provided with accommodation, and Gu Yanyu made hundreds of calls into her card every month to maintain it.

So when she grows up, she will firmly remember and familiarize herself with anyone who treats her well.

Xu Fengyi stared at the running dishwasher, lowered her eyes and pursed her lips, wondering what she was thinking.

Her complexion was milky white, and the lines on her cheeks were soft. When she looked at Shu Jin, she always felt like she was looking at a lost animal. She couldn't help but want to raise her hand and touch her head.

But just as she raised her hands up, the other party suddenly turned her head with a bright face: "Hey, it just feels good anyway!"

Shu Jinshi's jaw loosened, and a smile appeared.

To be honest, the feeling of being cherished for giving is also a good feeling.

It felt as if a soft spot in my heart had been hit all at once.

Immediately, Shu Jinshi's conversation changed: "Have your fever subsided now?"

Xu Fengyi thought: "It should be fine, anyway, I think I'm very energetic now!"

"Let's save that until you stop sneezing." Shu Jinshi walked out of the kitchen and walked towards a locker in the living room.

"Really," Xu Fengyi followed like a small tail, "I used to be like this, I am very familiar with my physique."

However, as she was walking, the woman in front suddenly stopped.

Suddenly, Xu Fengyi almost stopped and hit Shu Jinshi directly, but fortunately, she stabilized and did not hit directly.

Just a little confused.

At the same time, Shu Jinshi turned around.

Immediately following, before Xu Fengyi could react, a hand stretched out with warmth and placed it on her forehead.

Warm and gentle.

Under Shu Jinshi's action, Xu Fengyi instantly turned into a little quail.

After a few seconds, Shu Jinshi put down his hand: "It seems to be much better, not so hot."

Opening a locker door, Shu Jinshi took out a thermometer from it, turned and handed it to Xu Fengyi: "However, to be on the safe side, let's take another test."

Xu Fengyi didn't seem to come back to his senses, and only after a few seconds passed, did he make an "oh" sound, took the thermometer and put it under his armpit.

"Go sit there and wait for a while." Shu Jinshi pointed to the sofa.

"Oh, good." Xu Fengyi nodded and walked over there.

This sofa is very comfortable, soft and just right. When people sit on it, it will not sink deeply, but will only have a strong sense of comfort.

Soon, Shu Jinshi also sat down with a tablet and checked various company data.

Xu Fengyi held the thermometer and didn't know what to do, so she had to play with the ends of her hair and look at Shu Jinshi from time to time.

She found that this woman, Shu Jinshi, really had no dead ends.

No matter whether you wear makeup or not, whether you are at work or at work, no matter what angle you look at, it looks good.

Her appearance is actually more of a strong type, whether it is the thin and long hands, the right-angled shoulders like a coat hanger, the slightly raised eyebrows, the end of the eyes, or the high nose and narrow face.

Everywhere, it looks beautiful and not easy to mess with.

So when Xu Fengyi saw her for the first time, she was actually quite flustered, and she always felt that it was difficult to deal with.

But looking at her now, Xu Fengyi has a different feeling.

In fact, when Shu Jin was not eating people, she was very gentle.

Looking at it, what was unexpected was that Shu Jinshi raised his head, forgot to come over to her, and the corners of his lips curled slightly: "What's wrong?"

This is really unexpected, secretly watching people but was caught and something.

Xu Fengyi's fingers froze, her eyebrows twitched up and down, she hurriedly shook her head, and coughed twice: "It's nothing, I was just thinking, why hasn't this thermometer been measured yet."

Coincidentally, as soon as Xu Fengyi finished speaking, the thermometer beeped.

So Xu Fengyi lowered his head and took out the thermometer.

"How?" Shu Jinshi asked.

"37, look, it's normal, right?" Xu Fengyi showed a look of "don't believe me".

"Okay," Shu Jinshi took the thermometer and put it back in place, "but don't be complacent, you should pay attention, and rest early later."

"Okay." Xu Fengyi nodded.

Shu Jinshi smoothed his hair, and walked towards the stairs with the tablet in between: "Then I'll go to work first."

Xu Fengyi wanted to ask her if something happened to her, because Shu Jinshi had been a while ago...

He doesn't look like he's happy.

But after hearing that she was still busy, Xu Fengyi had no choice but to put the problem back and said with a smile, "Okay, but you have to pay attention to your health, don't stay up too late!"

Shu Jinshi let out a sigh of relief, nodded, and went upstairs without looking at her again.

After taking a deep breath, Xu Fengyi also got up from the sofa. After taking the medicine, she turned off the lights and went back to the room.

Unfortunately, she probably slept too much during the day, and slept for a full afternoon, so now she is very energetic, and it is difficult to fall asleep after lying on the bed.

After lying for a minute or two with his eyes closed, Xu Fengyi opened his eyes.

Even if you can't sleep, hard sleep will only cause headaches, and will not rest well.

So she sat up from the bed, ready to do something. But at this point, it doesn't seem to be able to do anything.

After looking around the room, Xu Fengyi's gaze finally stopped to a small cardboard box under the bedside table on the left side of the wall.

The cardboard box was brought by her when she moved, but it has never been opened. If you remember it well, it should be the comics she bought from someone a while ago.

After thinking about what kind of cartoon it was, Xu Fengyi rolled her eyes, sat up from the bed with a smirk, and took out a knife.

After squatting down and cutting the tape on the carton with ease, Xu Fengyi pulled the ears of the carton and took out three thick comics.

The cover of the first book featured two holding hands, female hands.

The cover of the second book is two women stickers.

The cover of the third book is the lips of two women.

And their titles are: Girl's Secrets①, Girl's Secrets② and Girl's Secrets③.

In short, three adult-oriented lace comics from abroad. Xu Fengyi is lace, so she has bought a lot of pure love before, but this is the first time she has asked someone to help buy a comic with color.

She also felt that she had really changed. How could she possibly want to watch this kind of thing in the past... In the past, she only loved small and fresh works, okay?

However, since I did it with Shu Jin, I felt a little tasteless when I saw that kind of pure stuff, and I didn't like it very much.

In this way, her taste has become heavier and heavier unknowingly.

After brushing her hair and clipping the hair on both sides of her cheeks behind her ears, Xu Fengyi picked up the first book of the series and returned to the bed, covering the quilt and turning to the first page.

The first scene is okay. It mainly describes the scene where the two female protagonists, Mary and Jessi, meet in a coffee shop and introduce themselves and chat.

But in the third scene, from Mary's coffee accidentally spilling on her chest, and then Jessi taking a tissue to wipe her, things began to gradually develop in the direction of excitement.

I have to say, this comic is really astringent.

Whether it's the atmosphere, or the language of the two heroines, or anything else, it's the type that makes people blush and make one's heart skip a beat.

Looking at it, Xu Fengyi clenched the pages of the book and swallowed.

Licking her lower lip, Xu Fengyi turned her head subconsciously and glanced at the door.

Uncontrollably, she remembered various details of last night.

I remembered the feeling of Shu Jinshi's fingertips passing through his hair, including the hot and strong kiss of the other party, and the whispering of the other party in his ear.

Unfortunately, Shu Jinshi has something to do right now.

No, wait, what a pity? Even if people are not busy, so what? Could it be that he still wants to drag her to do something?

Xu Fengyi really didn't understand what she was thinking about all day long in her mind.

After a while, Xu Fengyi rubbed his temples, picked up a glass of water next to him and took two sips, and finally closed the book and threw it on the bedside table next to him, retracting it into the quilt.

No, I can't watch it anymore, how can I watch it any more. If the flames buried in the depths of the body burn up and cannot be extinguished, will it be difficult to die?

Patting his face, Xu Fengyi turned off the headlights.

Under the weak light from the orange night light, Xu Fengyi turned on his mobile phone and opened Weibo, watching all kinds of gossip news.

In the end, when eleven o'clock passed twelve o'clock, sleepiness finally found her again.

Gently yawning, Xu Fengyi put the phone beside the book on the bedside table, grabbed the corner of the pillow, closed his eyes and fell asleep...

the next day.

Xu Fengyi woke up with a knock on the door.

When she woke up, she heard Shu Jinshi ask "Are you awake?" outside.

After opening her eyes halfway, Xu Fengyi glanced at the time, thinking that it was almost time to get up, so she shouted to the other side: "Wake up..."

Afterwards, only a "click" sound was heard, and as the door was opened, the neatly dressed Shu Jinshi walked in.

"What's wrong?" Xu Fengyi yawned, put her hands down, propped herself up from the bed, rubbed her eyes and looked at Shu Jinshi, "What's wrong?"

"It's true," Shu Jinshi released the door and walked to her bedside, "I want to tell you, my mother just called and said she was coming to see me at night."

Xu Fengyi's eyes widened suddenly: "Ah..."

Indeed, it's still a big deal.

Shu Jinshi continued: "Do you mind if I tell her directly that you are my girlfriend?"

"I don't want her to continue urging marriage."

Xu Fengyi still couldn't react, but she nodded her head.

"Then I'll tell her that later." Shu Jinshi was ready to leave.

But just as she turned around, her eyes swept to a place inadvertently—the comic book Xu Fengyi placed on the bedside table.

So, Shu Jinshi stopped again, raised his eyebrows and said, "Girl's...Secrets?"

Xu Fengyi's brain was still in a daze, until she heard Shu Jinshi's question, she trembled instantly and her sleepiness disappeared.

Oops, her super tasty adult manga!