So You’re Secretly Jealous Again

Soon, the police came and took away Chen Siqi and his party.

Everything was as Shu Jinshi had expected. This group of people did that, and they had been doing it for a long time, so they were considered repeat offenders.

Did she do this originally, is a white-collar worker in a serious company, and is also the management.

Everything was normal until she fell in love a few years ago.

At that time, her love brain went online, not only was the man cheated on her savings, and she had to repay the mortgage every month, her family was still ill, so she had a brain pump and joined this organization. .

The most terrifying thing is that she actually thought that she could become a superior person in the future.

And Chen Siqi will be transferred here recently, because Anna\'s World has just opened a store, so she needs to come here to watch.

In other words, although she spent nearly 100,000 on a necklace in front of Xu Fengyi, it was all fake.

I would do this just to make Xu Fengyi admire her even more, and was rushing to do this with her.

Later, she would be **** Xu Fengyi, just because she found that it was soft, and Xu Fengyi would not eat it.

The reason why she chose Xu Fengyi was precisely because she knew that Xu Fengyi admired her very much, and they had known each other at the entrepreneurship lectures, and many of the conversations were about entrepreneurship, even if she had no foundation. Saying this, Xu Fengyi would not have any doubts.

After all matters were settled, Shu Jinshi took Xu Fengyi to the hospital for various examinations.

Along the way, Shu Jinshi didn't say anything except asking her if she was in pain. She just focused on driving and didn't ask any questions.

But her brows were twisted extremely tightly, and there were countless complicated emotions.

She could feel the rhythm of her heart beating, and there was a feeling of panic spreading in the gaps.

Occasionally, when the car encountered a green light and stopped by the zebra crossing, she would take the opportunity to turn her head to look at Xu Fengyi who was sitting next to her.

No matter when he looked over, Xu Fengyi kept his eyes down, clenched his hands from time to time, and his lips made a tight line, as if he had lost his soul, not knowing what he was thinking.

Ever since he got out of the Kaidejin Building and got into the car, Xu Fengyi kept this lost and silent appearance, as if he had lost his dream to the whole world.

Shu Jinshi couldn't help but slightly opened his mouth and let out a long breath, then turned his eyes back and turned to the front.

The weather is pretty weird today too.

It looked clear in the morning, but it has changed now.

The sky was full of black clouds, like a thick quilt soaked in water. After covering the sky and the ground, it was so overwhelming that people could hardly breathe.

Shu Jinshi tightened his eyebrows again, only to feel that his heart was blocked by something, which was very uncomfortable.

After a minute, the traffic lights switch.

Shu Jinshi raised his eyebrows slightly and continued to drive towards the city's first hospital.

Now she only hopes that Xu Fengyi can be all right, and that there will not be any kind of internal injury that cannot be seen from the outside, but is actually very serious.

Fortunately, after the examination, the doctor said that her problem was not big.

Although some parts of her scalp caused a hematoma due to trauma, the area was not large and the injury was not serious. She only needed a cold compress and it could be absorbed by itself.

In addition, although she had some bruises on her limbs from twisting with the two big men, it was not a big problem, and she could use safflower oil to subside.

After the examination, Xu Fengyi took the medicine and paid for it. She first put a cold compress in the courtyard for a while, and then came out together with Shu Jinshi.

During the whole process, Xu Fengyi was still the same as when he was in the car just now, without any energy, as if he was completely immersed in his own world.

Every time Shu Jinshi turned her head and saw her like that, her inner gloom would add another layer.

Although Xu Fengyi's physical trauma is relatively minor, it does not mean that her psychological trauma is not too big.

Instead, she may have all fallen into the shadows.

You know, this kind of thing is comparable to a horror story, and Xu Fengyi has experienced it himself.

Therefore, even though the whole thing has been over for a while now, Xu Fengyi will still tremble from time to time on his back, including his fingers, and his eyes are even more empty and dark.

Shu Jinshi has never experienced such a thing, but she completely understands her current mood.

Who would have thought things could turn out like this?

I think everyone has a good relationship, but in fact, I have been betrayed long ago. In the eyes of the other party, I am a business at all.

No one likes the feeling of being betrayed.

After coming out of the hospital gate, Shu Jinshi thought for a while, but still called her sideways: "Fengyi?"

"Huh?" After a while, Xu Fengyi hurriedly turned her head and looked at her as if she had just woken up from a dream.

With her hair fluttering lightly, Shu Jinshi finally saw what she looked like now.

Those eyes were extremely pale, like colored glass, and they still looked as clear and bright as ever.

She wasn't crying, but her entire eyes, including the tip of her nose, were flushed.

But in this way, she made Shu Jinshi feel more distressed.

In the past, Xu Fengyi was not like this.

In the past, Xu Fengyi always had a smile in her eyes, sunny and cute.

Where is it like now, the corners of the eyes and brows are not bright.

Shu Jinshi sighed, looked down at the watch on his wrist, and smiled gently: "It's half past five, are you hungry? I just heard your stomach growl."

"If you're hungry, I'll take you to eat something. What do you want to eat? You can tell me what you want to eat. Anyway, I'm rich, so you can kill me as much as you want. Kill me as you want. "

"Hungry?" After listening to her words, Xu Fengyi finally raised her hand and stroked her stomach in a trance.

In the end, she bit her lower lip and shook her head gently, "No, I don't feel hungry, I don't really want to eat..."

To be honest, she didn't pay attention to whether her stomach was growling, because she really had no appetite at all, and she didn't even feel hungry at all.

Shu Jinshi didn't insist: "If you don't want to eat, don't eat it. Then, do you want to go back and have a rest?"

Anyway, she has no principle now, the only principle is that Xu Fengyi can do whatever he wants to do now.

Xu Fengyi looked down at the ground, and after a while, she finally said, "No, I want to go for a walk by the river."

"I want to blow my hair."

Yes, her current thoughts are as messy as a mess that is constantly being cut and cluttered. She didn't even know what she was thinking.

That feeling is weird.

Originally, she thought she would cry a lot, but she never expected that she would not.

For a moment, she wondered if she had lost her feelings and had become a very numb person.

Shu Jinshi didn't stop her, and then walked to her side: "Okay, then I'll accompany you."

Although Shu Jinshi felt that it was a little cold there.

Xu Fengyi turned his head slightly following the sound, and the tall and thin figure of the other party came into view immediately.

Inexplicably, a voice entered her mind: This dress is so beautiful, Shu Jinshi is so cool.

Then, Xu Fengyi pursed her lips and nodded, and followed her towards the edge of Yu Jiang.

The riverside is very close to here, and you only need to cross a street to get there.

Although today is Sunday, but because the wind here is relatively strong, there are not many people, it seems to be a quiet place.

At the same time, due to the fact that it is winter, there are not many green leaves left, and only the black and bare tree trunks stand on the side of the road, and the sense of depression is even stronger.

"Do you like the riverside?" Shu Jinshi asked as he walked.

Xu Fengyi turned to look at her and nodded.

I don't know when it was a habit of going to the riverside for a walk or something when I was in a bad mood.

Probably in elementary school.

At that time, Xu Fengyi's parents were quarreling almost every day, and the quarrel was disturbing. Every so often, she would take out two earphones and put them in her ears, then listen to the music and go for a walk on Binjiang Road.

Why do you like to go there? In addition to the fact that it is the closest place to walk from your home, another reason may be that you can see peace when you look around.

Yes, as long as there is no strong wind and heavy rain, the river surface looks peaceful to the extreme at any time.

That peace and quiet once became her spiritual opium.

So later, no matter where he studied, no matter where he was, whenever he was depressed, Xu Fengyi would go to the riverside for a walk.

If there is no river around, then go to the river or some lake.

After a while, Xu Fengyi turned her head slightly towards her: "Jin Shi..."

Shu Jinshi was still there with his mobile phone to inquire about how to get Xu Fengyi out of those shadows quickly, but after hearing the other party's voice, he stopped.

This should be the first sentence Xu Fengyi voluntarily said after Kadejin came out, right?

"Huh?" Shu Jinshi threw the phone back into his jacket pocket, "what do you want to say?"

Xu Fengyi raised her hand, picked up a strand of hair that had been ruffled by the wind and pressed it behind her ear: "Thank you very much for today's matter."

"If it weren't for you, I don't know what would have happened next."

Shu Jinshi sighed: "You'll be fine."

Xu Fengyi lowered her head and looked at the ground for a while: "I really didn't expect such a thing to happen."

"I……"

Speaking of this, Xu Fengyi didn't know what happened to him suddenly.

I still felt that my whole body was numb in front of me, but at this moment, I suddenly felt an emotional burst, and I couldn't stop it.

A sour feeling suddenly spread from the bridge of her nose, gradually escaping, blurring her vision.

Then, Xu Fengyi turned her head, raised her face towards the riverside railing, blinked at the sky, and blinked at the lake again, as if trying her best to prevent tears from falling.

Shu Jinshi pursed her lips tightly, raised her hand after a while, put it on her shoulder, and whispered, "Cry if you want, it's okay. It's not ashamed."

Many times, only when you really cry can you get a real and good vent.

But Xu Fengyi shook her head stubbornly and denied: "I didn't want to cry..."

Shu Jinshi held her shoulders and asked in a low voice, "Then why are your eyes so red?"

Xu Fengyi continued to look at the sky and stubbornly denied: "It was blown by the wind."

Mingming speaks with a cry and vibrato.

Shu Jinshi couldn't help turning his head to look at her again.

Then, she found that the tip of Xu Fengyi's nose was redder than before.

Shu Jinshi couldn't help frowning: "Fengyi?"

Xu Fengyi held the railing with both hands and turned her head to the other side: "I don't understand... I really don't understand why things turned out like this..."

The tremors in her voice became clearer as the mood swings became louder.

Shu Jinshi exhaled a white breath: "Fengyi."

Xu Fengyi still turned her head sideways, then turned her head to her, sucked her nose, and swallowed hard:

"When she asked me out, I was happy for a long time."

"I've been preparing for a long time in advance. I've been thinking about how I can arrange it so that she can have fun, because she used to take me to play, and I was poor at that time..."

"Then I thought, now that I'm making money, although it's not much, I should be able to take her to eat and play all over the city. I wrote down all the dishes she likes to eat..."

Having said that, Xu Fengyi took another breath, then raised his right hand, and covered his mouth and nose with the back of his hand, trying to block out the sobbing and all the unsteady breath.

Even though the temperature by the river was very low at this time, her cheeks were still stubbornly hot.

After a moment, Xu Fengyi let go of his hand and continued:

"But who knew it would turn out like this?"

"I don't understand why I'm not doing well, why do I always have to be deceived again and again?"

"Yi Zhiya too, she chased me for half a year before I was with her, but in the end..."

"Could it be that I have done too many unfortunate things in my past life, so I am destined to suffer all kinds of retribution in this life...

When she was extremely sad, Xu Fengyi struggled to speak, and was so hoarse that she was almost full of anger.

At this point, Shu Jinshi couldn't help but slightly parted his lips and sighed: "Don't think like that, Fengyi, you're fine. Really."

For the first time, Shu Jinshi found that he was also at a loss for words.

Let's be reasonable. Actually, to be honest, Xu Fengyi knows those big truths herself. She's just caught up now, and she doesn't need anyone else to remind her.

Comfort it... Actually, Shu Jinshi is not very good at comforting people.

Because she was used to being independent since she was a child.

She has never shown her vulnerable side in front of outsiders, so no one has comforted her, and she doesn't know how to comfort others.

At this time, Xu Fengyi shook his head and continued to sob: "I hate her, and I hate myself at the same time."

"Why am I so stupid? It's not that I haven't seen the news about MLM/sales people picking acquaintances. I saw it just last month. The protagonist in the news met with an old classmate whom he hadn't contacted for a long time, and he deceived..."

As she spoke, she trembled even more.

Shu Jinshi couldn't see her like this at all, he reached out and put his hand lightly on hers, trying his best to soothe: "But the long time no contact in the news refers to the kind that really haven't been contacted for many years. If Chen Siqi is like this , I have no contact with you for a long time, and suddenly asking you to come out to talk about this, you will definitely be vigilant, right? Many things still have to be analyzed in detail. "

Xu Fengyi shook her head and didn't say anything else, she just clenched her teeth tightly and looked stubbornly across the lake, letting two lines of tears fall down her cheeks.

Tears are amazing things. Once they don't hold back, they will fall down like a **** burst.

It's never ending, it's never ending.

As if it could last for a century.

Then, Shu Jinshi lowered his head, pulled out a tissue and folded it gently, walked in front of her, and pressed it under her eyelid, wiping her tears.

Xu Fengyi continued to sob, her eyelashes all wet.

Even after being concerned by her, the tears flowed even more.

She's just that weird physique.

It's okay if no one cares, she is crying and crying alone, and it will stop soon, and it's over.

But once someone cares, she will be more and more endless.

Then, Xu Fengyi took the tissue from Shu Jinshi's hand and pressed it on her eyes: "It's so annoying... why do I keep crying, I don't want to cry, I really don't want to..."

Shu Jinshi looked at her: "It's good to cry occasionally. You know, tears actually have a cleansing function for the eyes."

"Also, crying can help you lose weight. It is understood that tears contain a lot of fat, so you can think that you are doing a weight loss exercise."

"...Really?" Xu Fengyi continued to sniff, and the urn sounded urn.

"Yes, how could I lie to you?" Shu Jinshi reached out and hooked a strand of her hair that had been wet with tears, pressing her behind the helix.

Xu Fengyi continued choking: "Okay then."

"But don't look at me, I'm so ugly when I cry..."

Shu Jinshi was stunned for a second, then turned his head: "Okay, I won't watch it."

While speaking, she returned from Xu Fengyi to her side.

However, he handed her a new tissue.

"...Thank you," Xu Fengyi slowly let out a sigh of relief after taking the tissue, and continued, "Actually, I usually don't cry, it's just me, I'm really fed up with being betrayed. "

"I understand." Shu Jinshi nodded.

Xu Fengyi pursed her lower lip and wiped off a new wave of tears:

"Actually, I shouldn't be so sad. I should have expected it a long time ago. Things like Yi Zhiya can happen, and what else can't happen."

"When it comes to Yi Zhiya, I'm about to laugh."

"But actually, why do I think she is someone I can rely on?"

"I thought I could sleep on her shoulders when I was tired, and threw myself into her arms to cry when I was sad, but in fact, what I thought was what I thought."

"It's like I thought Chen Siqi was a good senior and old friend who would think about me, but it's just what I thought. Others don't care at all, they just think, look, another idiot is hooked!"

"Hey, what the **** am I talking about? It's so confusing."

"Help……"

However, at this moment, a hand stretched out and grabbed Xu Fengyi's wrist.

Xu Fengyi looked down at the plain white hand, and then looked at Shu Jin again, dumbfounded for a while.

At this moment, Shu Jinshi pulled Xu Fengyi into his arms with force.

As her body tilted and swayed, Xu Fengyi's eyes were wide open, and before she could react, the whole person had already fallen into a warm embrace, and her heart skipped a beat.

In a panic, when Xu Fengyi fell into the other's arms, he hurriedly put his hand on the other's shoulder.

At the same time, a warm palm was attached to the back of her head, her movements extremely gentle.

Unable to help, Xu Fengyi shrank his neck.

Immediately afterwards, a nice voice floated over from above, very nice: "Then let me rely on you."

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