So You’re Secretly Jealous Again

In fact, Shu Jinshi is really fond of Zhao Niannian. Before Xu Fengyi appeared, Zhao Niannian was her favorite.

All of this goes back many years.

The two met on a college campus ten years ago.

At that time, Shu Jin was eighteen years old, and Zhao Niannian, as a person who jumped all the way, was only fifteen years old at that time.

In addition to this, the two people are also very different in temperament. Shu Jin is calm and sophisticated, but Zhao Niannian has nothing but good grades and looks good, and has a lot of shortcomings.

She is a picky eater, eccentric, thin, and likes to be alone. Or maybe, she herself didn't care whether she offended anyone or not. She has been living in her own little world, and she doesn't pay any attention to what is happening around her.

But in fact, there are already many people who dislike her.

So when Zhao Niannian and Shu Jin, who were young and eccentric and autistic, entered the same dormitory to live in the same dormitory, Zhao Niannian's parents specially greeted everyone and expressed their hope that everyone could take care of them more.

So roommates A and B began to invite her to eat, watch movies, and run laps together.

But Zhao Niannian soon discovered that they were just pretending.

Because she overheard A say something to someone. A said: "If Zhao Niannian's father gave me pocket money, I wouldn't want to pay attention to Zhao Niannian at all. That woman is gloomy and unlucky, and it makes people want to look at her."

And B. B gave her a jar of candy and told her "I picked this for you specially", but Zhao Niannian found out that it was not the case. That candy was simply given to B by someone else, and B didn't like it, so it was handed over to her.

They all said that they would treat her as a unique friend, but she was not stupid, she knew that the most important thing in their hearts was each other. They didn't really mean her at all, they just said nice things there.

And then as soon as she tried, she tried it out. If they really liked her that much, how could they start to stay away from her because of her occasional troubles? So, they don't like her.

She threw the towels and candies from A and B into the trash.

She didn't say why she did it, but when A and B saw it, they were instantly furious. They scolded her for not knowing what to do. After that, the news of her throwing things spread quickly.

Gradually, everyone didn't want to pay attention to her anymore.

Everyone says that Zhao Niannian is like an unfamiliar wild cat. It will eat what you throw at her, but she still won't get close to you and will scratch you.

It's just that Zhao Niannian didn't react to their successive departures, and just laughed with the corners of his lips pulled.

She doesn't care about those fake people at all, wishing they were as far away from herself as possible. clean.

But she found that when everyone left, Shu Jin was still there.

Shu Jinshi won't try to please her and approach her, but he will take care of her in some details.

For example, it was too noisy outside on Saturday and Sunday morning. She tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. She was so irritable that she beat the bed. Shu Jinshi would hand her a soundproof earplug from the bedside.

For example, when her period was so painful that her face turned pale, Shu Jinshi would hand her a cup of **** soup black tea.

For example, when she was in the car, it was windy and rainy outside, and she was shivering with cold. When Shu Jin closed the car window, she would ask the driver to turn up the temperature.

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In fact, at that time, Shu Jinshi didn't think too much about doing this. She just felt that as the monitor, she was responsible and obliged to pay attention to and take care of this child.

But Zhao Niannian gradually discovered that he actually paid attention to everything about Shu Jinshi.

She found that Shu Jinshi, like herself, likes tomato scrambled eggs. But she seems to like eating tomatoes more than eggs. Slowly, she also tried to eat tomatoes. She found that the colors that Shu Jinshi liked were dull, mainly black, white and gray, so sometimes when she went to a clothing store, she would also take off a piece of clothes that Shu Jinshi liked to wear, put it on herself, stand in front of the mirror and look left Look right.

In this way, at the back, they got closer and closer.

Over time, Zhao Niannian's reliance and trust in Shu Jinshi have become deeper and deeper.

She became able to laugh without image in front of Shu Jinshi, and when she bought something for herself, she also carefully selected and bought one for Shu Jinshi. Snacks, plush bunny gloves, scarves with bears.

She also learned to jump around and hold Shu Jinshi's arm like other people who walked arm in arm with her besties, and went to the candy store with her and the game hall together.

Even when she was frightened by a horror movie, she would get into Shu Jinshi's bed and sleep with Shu Jinshi.

Her entire adolescence was filled by Shu Jinshi.

It can even be said that the happiness of her entire adolescence was brought by Shu Jinshi. The influence of Shu Jinshi on her was quite big.

Without Shu Jin, she might still be the unfamiliar wild cat that everyone calls her.

She is extremely possessive towards Shu Jinshi.

But she also knew that Shu Jinshi didn't like people who were too possessive. Several people who were frank and obviously possessive in front of Shu Jinshi were eventually turned away.

She doesn't want that. Although at that time, she already fell in love with Shu Jinshi.

After she knew that Shu Jin didn't want to fall in love, she didn't hesitate and quickly suppressed her emotions.

She just didn't want to be hated, so she decided to pretend that she just thought of her as a friend.

This outfit has been installed for many years.

In the secret room, the light was still dim, cramped and gloomy.

Staying in this place for a long time doesn't give people a good feeling.

Especially when seeing Zhao Niannian hugging Shu Jin so tightly, he seemed to be saying to her, "Look, in Shu Jin's heart, I am very important."

Xu Fengyi didn't know if he was wrong, but he always felt that under the dim light, Zhao Niannian was smiling at himself, a kind of smile similar to that after a small trick succeeded.

But that appearance, she only saw one glance, and it was fleeting.

When Xu Fengyi looked back again, Zhao Niannian was still leaning on Shu Jin tightly with frowning, his whole person looked very scared.

In an instant, Xu Fengyi's mood became more and more strange, and his breathing became more and more rapid, and the whole portrait was tightly restrained by invisible ropes, which was very uncomfortable.

She didn't want to see more, and couldn't work too much, so she turned around again and continued to find the next clues with Gu Yanyu.

Not knowing how to describe the feeling in her heart, she pursed her lips.

Zhao Niannian pulled his lips.

She was indeed smiling at Xu Fengyi just now, and the main purpose was to demonstrate.

In Zhao Niannian's heart, Shu Jinshi is hers, and has always been hers.

Therefore, Xu Fengyi, who suddenly appeared and was taken care of by Shu Jinshi, was an intruder to her, an intruder who was about to disrupt her life and take away Shu Jinshi.

Therefore, when she heard Shu Jin say that she had found someone to live with for a trial marriage, she immediately sounded the alarm, put down everything in her hand, and rushed back from abroad without stopping.

Therefore, when she saw Xu Fengyi for the first time, she paid attention.

She will do whatever it takes to drive this intruder out, for sure.

At this time, Xu Fengyi said, "I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to go out."